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1. i'm out behind me, watching myself go by astu1321

   Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Not Rated
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • F/F, F/M
   • Work in Progress

   08 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov & Svetlana Vetrova
   • Rose Landry/Svetlana Vetrova
   • Cliff Marleau & Elaine Bouchard (OC)
   • David Hollander/Yuna Hollander
   • Yuna Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • David Hollander & Shane Hollander & Yuna Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov's Niece & Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov's Niece & Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov's Niece & Svetlana Vetrova
   • Nastya Rozanova (OC) & Charlie Joseph (OC)
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Original Children of Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • Rose Landry
   • Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau
   • Elaine Bouchard (OC)
   • Nastya Rozanova (OC)
   • Charlie Joseph (OC)
   • Ruby Pike
   • Jade Pike
   • Jackie Pike
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Russia
   • Shane Hollander Speaks Russian
   • Implied/Referenced Homophobia
   • Period-Typical Homophobia
   • Lesbians
   • pansexuals
   • PTSD
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • implied/referenced ocd
   • Immigration & Emigration

   Summary

   Title from 'Wild' by the Japanese House

   Sequel to 'in my life, I loved you more'. I do recommend reading that one first!

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   Nastya Rozanova escapes Russia into the arms of her uncle...uncles? She learns about the man her father refused to speak a kind word about if he spoke about him at all and the life he built beyond Russia and aches for all she missed out on. She contends with the ghosts of the past and shrouded path to the future.

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   I hope you enjoy delving deeper into Nastya's character and her POV of 'in my life, i love you more'. I love her dearly. (No I did not intentionally reference Heartstopper by using Nastya and Charlie but if you enjoy thinking of sweet little Nick and Charlie go right on ahead).

   Series

   • Part 2 of All These Places

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   2,977

   Chapters:

   1/?

   Kudos:

   9

   Bookmarks:

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   Hits:

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