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1. Between The Secondhand Smoke And The Glass On The Street by Imitationvanilla

   Fandoms: Cyberpunk 2077 (Video Game)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   28 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Kerry Eurodyne/V
   • Kerry Eurodyne/Johnny Silverhand
   • Johnny Silverhand/V
   • Kerry Eurodyne/Johnny Silverhand/V
   • Johnny Silverhand
   • V (Cyberpunk 2077)
   • Kerry Eurodyne
   • yknow i said this one would be sweeter
   • and it kinda is
   • But also
   • Heavy Angst
   • So much angst
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Pre-Poly
   • Healing
   • Kinda
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Jealousy
   • Johnny Silverhand Has a Body
   • Johnny Silverhand & V Are in Their Own Bodies
   • Male V (Cyberpunk 2077)
   • Addiction
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Conversations
   • Talking About Feelings
   • Johnny Silverhand has Feelings
   • Soft Johnny Silverhand
   • sorta - Freeform
   • not really - Freeform
   • Men Crying
   • Feelings
   • Love Confessions
   • Post-Canon
   • I'm Bad at Tagging
   • Title from a Sleep Token Song
   • Emotional Constipation
   • no beta we die like goro
   • author regrets everything
   • Author regrets nothing
   • Also read the other two in the series first I am BEGGING YOU or else this won’t make sense

   Summary

   “Johnny thinks he’s broken,” Kerry blurts before he can stop himself. “He thinks he can’t change.”

   “Because I’m trying, and nothing’s happening,” Johnny spits, “I keep trying, but the feelings stay the same, and I don’t want to hurt anyone anymore.”

   “Johnny,” V says quietly, shrugging off his jacket and moving closer, turning off the shower that’s been running this entire time and then kneeling beside them. “I don’t know if you realize this, but just by saying that, you’ve changed so much."

   Series

   • Part 3 of you only drink the water when you think it's holy

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   English

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