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1. Alive alive alive by lonelyeridianfreak

   Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Other
   • Work in Progress

   13 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Ryland Grace/Rocky
   • Adrian/Ryland Grace/Rocky
   • Adrian/Ryland Grace
   • Ryland Grace/Other Eridians
   • Adrian/Rocky (Project Hail Mary)
   • Ryland Grace
   • Rocky (Project Hail Mary)
   • Adrian (Project Hail Mary)
   • Original Eridian Characters (Project Hail Mary)
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • Hospitals
   • Malnourished Ryland Grace
   • Needles
   • medical tools
   • Medical Kink
   • Human Experimentation
   • Ryland Grace is an Eridian guinea pig
   • Ryland Grace Has a Bad Time
   • Ryland Grace Needs a Hug
   • erotic autocannibalism
   • Neutral to enemies to lovers
   • Friends to Lovers
   • Religious Guilt
   • Blasphemy Kink
   • Consensual Non-Consent
   • Mildly Dubious Consent
   • Not beta read we die like the Blip A crew
   • Adrian is a pervert (Project Hail Mary)
   • Adrian has serious problems (Project Hail Mary)
   • Rocky is a Little Shit (Project Hail Mary)
   • Rocky Needs a Hug (Project Hail Mary)
   • Praise Kink
   • Degradation Kink
   • Eridian Culture & Customs (Project Hail Mary)
   • Transmasc Ryland Grace
   • POV Ryland Grace
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Religion Kink
   • Catholic Guilt
   • There’s probably going to be piss
   • Piss Kink
   • BDSM
   • Consensual but Not Safe or Sane
   • Mercury consumption
   • Eridians Have Ovipositors (Project Hail Mary)
   • Oviposition
   • Eggpreg
   • Dehumanization
   • It/its pronouns for Grace in a derogatory way
   • Possessive Behavior
   • Eating in a sexual way
   • Sexual Use of the Eridian Abdominal Hole (Project Hail Mary)
   • Blood Kink
   • Knife Play
   • Grace will be getting cut open at some point but it’s not quite vivisection yet
   • Adrian Does Not Like Ryland Grace At First
   • All of these tags are severely out of order but please for the love of god read them
   • Processing trauma through sex
   • Medical Procedures

   Summary

   Just when Ryland Grace thought things couldn’t get any worse, they do. He’s in the hospital on the verge of death, suppressed memories of a religion he barely remembers are filling him with guilt, Adrian refuses to see him as a person, and he’s just not seeing a good future ahead. But Rocky wants him alive, and who is Grace to refuse him? And as a biologist, who is Grace to refuse to be the perfect specimen for Adrian?

   Or, Grace is depressed, Adrian is trying to pretend he’s not a person, and Rocky’s about to solve the problem by fucking. Most of this is going to be neither OSHA approved nor ethical by any stretch of the imagination.

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   English

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