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  1. 59

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    “Hey.” Sol called out. Jiwan paused, slowly turning to her again. It was Sol’s turn to ask questions. “Are you here to stay for real, Seo Jiwan?”

    “I am.. I’m not going anywhere.” Despite the dark, Sol can clearly see the sincerity of Jiwan. Her pleading eyes made it feel like a promise.

    “Okay.”

    “Would that mean anything for you?” Jiwan’s voice was full of hope, but Sol wanted to be honest with Jiwan.

    She was not yet sure if she wanted her former best friend totally back in her life, now that she’s found the stability in the old and new people surrounding her. It was a hard journey getting there, and she was not easily going to risk the hard earned safe place she had built over the past two years.

    She was not sure if the relief of knowing Jiwan was around was enough to justify the anxiety of having her close, of the kind of memories that go back to Sol every time Jiwan looks at her directly in the eyes.

    And so looking at the stranger in front of her, the truth was the only thing Sol managed to say.

    “I’m not yet sure.”

    OR: 2 years after the most frightening confession of her life, Sol finds a ghost of her past back in town.

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  2. 27

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    Sol has gained a whole fanbase of girls and boys that had a crush on her, after the exhibition. Jiwan was not liking that. And what made matters worse was that Sol was clueless to what effect she had on other people. Jiwan was determined to show her how beautiful she was.

    Part 3 of the Bliss series. A bit more plot but still a lot of making-out and maybe something more...

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  3. 34

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    The group is out to drink and celebrate the weekend. They are all having fun until Jiwan and Sehun start to bicker again. Sol, then, drags her out for a smoke and to calm her down...

    Who am I kidding? They're not going to smoke, they're going to make out again.

    Installment 2 of this series.

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    “What do you mean ‘girlfriend’?” asks Sol in the present, trying to process what just transpired in front of her, her jaw clenched, her heart erratic.

    In front of her, Ji-wan looks strangely jittery, her bright eyes flickering every second, her mouth pressed tightly together.

    “Just for the weekend, that’s it!” she blurts out, coming forward to wrap her fingers around Sol’s wrist.

    “What do you mean girlfriend?” asks Sol, her voice tapering towards the end.

    “Yoon Sol,” whines Ji-wan, widening her eyes with a protruding lower lip, incorrectly interpreting Sol’s hesitance. “It’s not even real! You just have to pretend, just for the weekend, that’s it!”
    OR: Sol decides a fake relationship with her best friend is what will help her process her feelings.

    OR: Sol and Ji-wan fake date each other. There is only one way that this can go.

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  5. 44

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    Sol and Jiwan are having a movie night. No one is paying attention to it though... No plot, just Soljiwan making out.

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    Sol decides to join the exchange program, finally giving in to the voice in her head urging her to flee. She leaves Jiwan behind, but it's not quite as effective as she had hoped.

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  7. 30

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    What happens between Sol and Jiwan after their love confessions.

    (Set after episode 8)

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  8. 59

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    Jiwan kisses Sol.

    Then it all starts to spiral.

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  9. 31

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    in which jiwan’s not sure how long she can hold herself back for, and then it all comes exploding out as expected.

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  10. 13

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    a glimpse into sol and jiwan's relationship

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  11. 28

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    it’s the quiet nights with jiwan that sol thinks she loves the most.

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  12. 23

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    “Do you love him?” Sol asks, and she looks at her. Waiting. Sol looks right into her eyes, shameless but shy at the same time, demanding but also pleading, fragile, and Jiwan’s heart skips a beat and then it starts beating twice as fast and actually it might fall out of her chest. Because Sol looks at her and everything else fades away and her heart is filled with an overwhelming brightness and it’s - it’s terrifying.

    So Jiwan looks away and laughs and says, “What kind of question is that? Of course I do!”

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    Jiwan dates boys and wonders what love is supposed to feel like.

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