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    "Nice surprise baby," Ilya whispered low in Shane’s ear, licking and sucking on his neck. Shane lets out a small moan as Ilya doesn’t falter in slowly thrusting in and out of his ass.

    "Welcome home Ilya-ah!" Shane moaned as Ilya bites his neck, then soothing the area with his tongue. 

    "You like waking up to this?" Ilya breathed hot against Shane’s neck, making him shiver.

    "Mmh, yes I missed you so much." Shane replied before Ilya captures his lips and kisses him.

    Or Shane had just passed a very important exam for his final year of university. Ilya, who was supposed to come home early from an out-of-the-country-shoot, couldn’t be there on time. When he arrived home past midnight, he did not expect a surprise waiting for him instead.

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    "He saw the corners of Ilya's lips curve up ever so slightly in that infuriating, tiny hint of a smile. “Goodbye, Shane Hollander.”

    Shane could only ogle as Ilya walked away. Fuck. His ass was fat. This was so bad.

    Shane Hollander, star athlete, D1 hockey team captain, campus heartthrob, was being completely undone by a brooding Slavic art major that he would probably crawl on his fucking knees and bark for."

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    Shane is ready for another boring semester where he has to pretend like he cares about anything other than hockey. Until he sits down next to a mysterious Russian art student who also happens to be the hottest guy Shane has ever seen.

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    “Do you need something?” Shane asks.

    “Your cock,” Ilya says, like it’s obvious. “Feed it to me.”

    “What the fuck, Ilya?”

    “What? I am having a craving and need to keep my mouth…busy?”

    “Preoccupied?”

    “Yes, that. So you sit back on couch and watch your tapes. Just spread your legs and keep your hands to yourself. Is like I’m not even here.”

    “This isn’t what I thought you meant when you said you needed help,” Shane responds, scrubbing a hand over his face.

    “Anything, Ilya, I promise, Ilya, no questions, Ilya,” Ilya mocks, doing a terrible impression of Shane. “Did you mean this or not?"

    Shane agrees to help Ilya quit smoking without realizing what he's gotten himself into.

    or, Hollanov cockwarming and free use, but not how you'd expect.

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    “Ouch Hollander,” he mocked, putting a hand over his heart. “You think I'm just some campus dick for everyone to enjoy?”

    “Everyone knows you are.” Hollander’s eyes were back on Ilya’s, who now saw freckles across an angry kitten’s face. He was never able to be this close to Hollander—he was cuter than he remembered.

    “Hmm, I don’t think you would know.” Ilya’s voice was low and seductive, laying his eyes on Hollander’s pretty lips before finding the outline of his hardening dick through his sweatpants.

    “Rozanov-” Hollander put a hand between them, touching Ilya’s bare torso.

    Ilya held Hollander’s wrist, coming closer to whisper in his ear. “You want to find out?”

    He felt Hollander’s breath hitch as Ilya lowered both their hands to his crotch, placing it right above his hard dick.

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    Or Shane Hollander, Ilya’s housemate, walks in on him with another girl on the couch, ruining their plans. Before he could call the night over, he finds Hollander pretty affected by seeing Ilya’s cock on full display.

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    “Please,” he says finally, voice breaking as he gives in. “Fuck, please, Rozanov, I’m gonna—”

    Rozanov pulls all the way back, mouth releasing his cock with a noise that makes Shane’s hips rock up into nothing.

    “Rozanov,” he begs again.

    “Hmm?” Rozanov asks, kissing Shane’s shaking thigh gently. “You need something?”

    “You— fuck— you said I could come,” Shane says, trying and failing to keep the accusatory note out of his voice.

    “Mhm. When you say my name, yes?”

    “I did!” Shane insists, just a hint of a whine in his tone now. Rozanov smirks at him.

    “Oh, sweetheart,” he says. “My first name.”

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    Ilya does something a little different on tuna melt day.

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    In 2016, Shane walks out of Ilya’s house, ending their years-long situationship.
    In 2024, Ilya watches ESPN as hockey legend and 5-time Stanley Cup winner Shane Hollander comes out and retires.
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    It has been sixteen years since they met as teenagers in that cold, grey parking lot. It has been eight years since they last kissed. It has been four years since his phone last buzzed with a message notification from Jane.

    Ilya is 33 years old, he has only been in love once, with the man who is currently on his television screen, and he still has no idea how to be fucking normal when it comes to Shane Hollander.

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    Ilya Rozanov was unceremoniously traded by Boston after coming out as bisexual. Shane Hollander is his new captain. They are adjusting to their rivals-to-teammates arc with surprising professionalism and on-ice chemistry.

    They are keeping a respectful distance.

    Well, they were.

    After a late-night party at Shane’s house, Ilya passes out and catches Shane watching him sleep. Shane catches Ilya liking it.

    They may have discovered a loophole for exploration that even a high-strung hockey hero in extreme denial won't run from. As long as it remains a dream.

    At what point is a dark bedroom just a closet with a little more room?

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    Every part of Shane’s body vibrated with want and need for Ilya. Neither of them escalated the kiss though. Not yet. Shane wanted to relish in the feel of Ilya’s hard body pressed against his. The slowness of the kiss meant they had time. A whole weekend. That was more time than Shane had ever thought possible for them to have.

    [OR continuation of No choice but to love you
    --- Ilya realized he made a mistake letting Shane go after their hookup in Vegas. As he's rushing to find Shane, he receives a text message from Shane that read: We didn’t even kiss.

    When he gets to the elevator, Shane is still there. And the way they kiss inside that metal box is healing, and destructive, and transcendent for both of them. It shatters them completely.

    Ilya and Shane agree to spend the night together in the Vegas Penthouse, which turns into three.]

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    Shane sighed with relief as the doors of the elevator closed. Whoever was in the hall probably didn’t see him. He would figure out how to move past the humiliation of sending that text message to Ilya. But first, he needed to get back to the safety of his hotel room. 

    “That was close,” Shane murmured to himself and slumped against the wall. 

    The doors of the elevator opened again. 

    Shane straightened at the sight of Ilya Rozanov, wearing nothing but an unbuttoned pair of slacks, his golden chain, and a phone in his hand. 

    [OR Ilya realized he made a mistake letting Shane go after their hookup in Vegas. As he's rushing to find Shane, he receives a text message from Shane that reads: We didn’t even kiss.]

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    Shane is heavier than he used to be; his weight bears down on Ilya in a new way. He’s put on pounds of muscle since Ilya last touched him like this. Ilya flattens his palms, skims them under Shane’s undershirt, feels the flat solidity of his abs, the bulk of his lats, the swell of his chest. It’s the same and it’s new, this body; it’s the boy he couldn’t stop thinking about when he was 18 and the man he loved enough to let go at 26 and the person who somehow always comes to find him when he’s lost.

    A stranger, and the love of his life.

     

    or, Ilya's father doesn't die in 2017; Ilya breaks up with Shane instead of confessing his love. They get older, but not any less stupid about each other. Shane gets a boyfriend; Ilya gets on medication; they work on becoming whole people. And they always find their way back to each other.

    OR a story for those who love Shane and Ilya's baby love but ALSO think it's hot when people in their thirties make active choices about who they are and what they want in their partner!!

    Note: the "cheating" tag refers to the relationship between Shane and his aforementioned BF, not to Shane and Ilya cheating on each other.

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    He doesn’t remember any part of that night that didn’t involve Shane. He doesn’t remember the woman’s name, or what she looked like, or even why he didn’t go home with her. All of that was insignificant, a blur that faded into nothingness.

    He only remembers Shane, and then the absence of him.

    (They finally talk about what happened at the club.)

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    Ilya is immediately intrigued by his team's hot new massage therapist. He thinks he probably just wants to sleep with him, but the more he gets to know him, the more he fears he may actually want something real.

    Meanwhile, Shane has just landed his dream job and has no interest in crossing any professional boundaries, no matter how much their star player might make him want to.

    Featuring famous!Ilya who's at the height of his career and is tired of the playboy lifestyle, and professional!Shane who's far too busy achieving his goals to worry about his heart.

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    Ilya Rozanov is, maybe, perhaps, a little unhealthily obsessed with his cycling instructor, a man who does not know he exists. Or, Ilya corrects himself, he may know he exists—he is Ilya Rozanov, after all—but, the point still stands.

    Shane Hollander is a former college hockey player turned Peloton instructor with some very dedicated fans.

    Happy (early) Shane Hollander's birthday to all who celebrate! This story starts May 10, 2021.

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    Shane tries a spinning class. What he doesn't expect is for the instructor to strut in wearing tiny shorts and to be the most stunning man he's ever seen. He takes the bait, and can’t resist the challenge.

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