my soukoku brainrot
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""wanna hold hands for starters?" he asked embarrassed.
dazai ignored that and eyes lit up with excitement, he nodded furiously.
chuuya averted his gaze while holding out his hand.
dazai slowly put out his hand, first just brushing their fingers gently against chuuya's,
then even slower intertwined their fingers."-> dazai and chuuya are hanging at dazai's when chuuya brings up the past. crushing and smooching ensues.
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- Part 1 of my soukoku brainrot
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"they began to close the distance between them.
"i was going easy on you, if i were serious you would've been toast!" chuuya exclaimed.
"oh yeah? you're so scary." dazai answered, unconsciously licking his lips.
dazai moved his hands on chuuya's waist, pulling him closer."-> dazai and chuuya bickering turns into pleasurable experience, for the both of them.
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- Part 2 of my soukoku brainrot
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"“You’ve changed, Dazai.” Was the first thing that comes out of his mouth.
I can feel anger, resentment, anxiety bubbling inside me.
“A lot has changed me.” He looks like a surreal being.
After four years, what are you supposed to say? After absolutely no contact between us whatsoever.
“Can I come in?” He gestures towards my apartment."-> Chuuya visits Dazai after four years.
TW: internalized homophobia
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- Part 3 of my soukoku brainrot
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"“I said I’m in no mood for this shit.”
“Yeah? Are you gonna stop me?” He challenges him.
“I suggest that you shut the fuck up and leave before you’re up against a wall with my hand around your throat.”
“Hmm, that sounds rather pleasing.” Dazai hums."-> Dazai finds Chuuya at the bar and starts making conversation.
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- Part 4 of my soukoku brainrot
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"“Be glad I found you, I almost didn’t see you because of your size.” Dazai remarked amused, making fun of him as he walked closer.
“Shut your mouth, shitty Dazai.” Chuuya hissed, as his hands turned into fists, kicking Dazai in the shin, the latter over-dramatically whining aloud.
“So, what the fuck are we doing here?” Chuuya questioned irritated."-> Dazai calls Chuuya and tells him to meet at a certain spot, without telling why.
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- Part 5 of my soukoku brainrot
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"Chuuya traces Dazai’s waist with his right hand and looks him deeply in the eyes.
He’s unconsciously licking his lower lip, making Dazai almost drool because the hunger that’s buried in Chuuya’s eyes.
Chuuya smiles cunningly, knowing the reaction he has started inside of him. I want him all over me, Dazai thinks at the back of his mind."-> Chuuya and Dazai are clubbing but after a long night, they head towards Dazai's apartment to continue the evening.
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- Part 6 of my soukoku brainrot
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"“It’s okay to ask for help, especially when you need it.” He comforts me. “There isn’t a thing in the world that you could not call or talk to me about, okay?”
Only with him was I able to escape my thoughts, even for a minute. "
-> dazai has a bad night and chuuya comforts him the next day
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- Part 7 of my soukoku brainrot
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rain falls outside the window frame by ihantotta
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
30 Jan 2024
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"He wasn’t a stranger to sleepless nights. It was more of a routine than an exception.
He usually went to bed around ten o’clock and got to sleep at 4am.
So, that’s six whole hours turning in bed.
His mind was restless, thoughts going at a hundred kilometers per hour.
More and more often, he noticed his thoughts going to him. "->Dazai can't sleep and starts reminiscing about a certain memory.
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- Part 8 of my soukoku brainrot
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"I sigh heavily. I haven’t heard from him for days. I’m kind of getting used to being alone, again.
Though I miss the warmth of another human being like crazy.
I need someone to touch me, to verify that I am, indeed, still very much alive.
I want to feel it again. The suffering of existence. "-> Dazai goes through a manic episode and suffers the consequences.
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- Part 9 of my soukoku brainrot