15 Works in Asahina Mafuyu Angst

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    After Mafuyu’s death Rui cannot move on, he creates a robotic marionette with her voice yet it keeps him up all night, so eventually he’s got to destroy it as it’s only hurting him more..

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    1/?
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    2
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    4
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    1
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    54
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    Mafuyu found her peace with Akito until some problems started threatening their relationship...

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    3/?
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    2
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    Prom was supposed to be magical, a celebration, a chance to feel like themselves, like something close to normal..
    But the truth lies within their unspoken problems, their cracked masks, their unshed tears..
    Mizuki offers going to prom to the rest of Nightcord, planning a fun night of going as a double date, thinking nothing could go wrong.
    But fate has something else in store for them on this night..

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    11/11
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    82
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    7
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    she would smile vaguely at school and drift along the hallways without really taking anything into account. she would close her eyes when no one was looking and lean on the wall, cold wall, for a moment and everything sort of fogged up around her. she could always see distantly that her life had lost something– and that had never returned, but it felt like everything was over. a looping melody spun through her conscience; not one of k’s, but something she recognized without ever having heard of.

    her hands hurt, she had scrubbed them raw because they were always sticky. recounting of several other tales and “what happened at school today” that all are events she was not present for.

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    1/1
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    16
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    Vampire Mafuyu finds a music box with a doll in it and grows an odd connection to it.

    In my desire to be loved,
    To become loved, I threw myself away
    Onto a stage without an audience.
    A voice echoed,

    Sobbing, "I'm here,"
    Calling out, "I beg you, notice me!"
    Nobody but me heard the voice, nobody understood it,
    For it was mine.

    Title from Engeki

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    42
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    2
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    Mafuyu commits suicide, the remains left of her is a dead hanging corpse, a message to Niigo, and a special letter to her mother.

    this is before she lives w kanade so she's dead at her own home lol

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    18
    Bookmarks:
    2
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    275
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    ´´Qué buena chica´´ dicen, con un tono cariñoso y emotivo que no logro copiar ´´Gracias´´ respondo yo, imitando la sonrisa del prójimo y entrecerrando los ojos con alegría.
    ´´Quiero desaparecer´´ Dice el monstruo que vive en mi interior ´´Me he agarrado a una esperanza falsa, nadie puede ayudarme´´ repito, rompiendo las expectativas que tenía.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    3
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    35
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    ´´Oh, you´re such a good girl´´ She says, with a charming and lovely tone that I can´t copy ´´Thanks´´ I answer, mimicking her smile and closing in a happy way my eyes.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    12
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    139
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    One rainy afternoon, she asks him for his last dance. One sunset, they have a heart to heart. One last "good night", he visits her door for the last time.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    30
    Bookmarks:
    4
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    551
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    Mafuyu loves his mom, he really does. She's a nice woman, she just... Struggles to understand her daugther isn't... Her daugther at all.
    He's a boy.
    He has always been a boy and... Maybe, just maybe. He can make her understand.

    At least that's the lie he told himself before crying in the bathroom.

    But after all. He must be honest with himself.

     

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    Mafuyu fights with his own dysphoria, complicated feelings towards his mom and self hatred, having one or two mental breakdowns along the way.
    It's just the growing pains really.

    Language:
    English
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    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    22
    Kudos:
    106
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    1,227
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    Everyone has their breaking point eventually. For a certain Asahina Mafuyu, it had already been reached a long time ago. Then there's Tsukasa Tenma, who's finally beginning to crack under the pressure of supressing his childhood memories, for far too many years.

    With new feelings of loneliness and confusion arising, the two find themselves in a newly born sekai. Together, they join each other's journey in navigating those feelings and learning to open up their hearts.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    46,268
    Chapters:
    18/?
    Comments:
    67
    Kudos:
    406
    Bookmarks:
    44
    Hits:
    7,408
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    kanamafu week day 2: Flowers
    I feel like flowers was meant to be wholesome and romantic but my angst riddled brain saw it and went, hanahaki. It's not out of place in this ship, or so I feel.

    Series
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    35
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    348
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    Through her blurry eyes, she sees it. Mixed with empty soda bottles and rotting food scraps, is Mafuyu’s synthesizer. Her synthesizer.

    She trips over her feet, scrambling to feel it between her fingers.

    It’s there, it’s there, it’s right there.

    Mafuyu’s mom throws away her synthesizer.

    Mafuyu feels like a part of herself has disappeared as well.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,258
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    101
    Bookmarks:
    14
    Hits:
    611
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    “You were the the sun that illuminated the darkness.”

    “And she was the moon that guided the darkness.”

    “I thought I would be left alone, in this void. You two would leave me, move on, and not care.”

    “Who knew… it was you two that got left in the void…

    And I was the reason you two fell into that abyss.”

    “I’m sorry”

    GUYS I SWEAR THIS IS A 3RD PERSON VIEW. i just couldnt think of anything else😕☹️

     

    Previously titled For all the promises I couldn’t keep

     

    Cringe warning! And I guess first angsty fic…? (Bad english. Sorry)

     

    Also this my AU. And i shall do what i want it :D.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
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    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    13
    Kudos:
    93
    Bookmarks:
    7
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    1,424
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    Mafuyu visits Miku on Christmas Day.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,155
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    34
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    183

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