13 Bookmarked Items in Autistic Satou Mafuyu
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He had finally asked Yuuki, "Would you die for me then?"
Would you leave music for me? It meant. Yuuki knew the hidden meaning behind it.
Yuuki recoiled, shock and something else inside his eyes. Maybe tiredness. Mafuyu knew how tired Yuuki was those days yet he had still been selfish.
He shouldn't have been. God forbid he ever stops feeling sorry at himself for being selfish that day.
"I would do anything for you."
Or Mafuyu really hates Music.
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A café in Machida bustled with energy, packed with people amazed with the excellent food and live shows. The townsfolk saw it as an easy stop, to relax or hang out with friends, but everyone failed to notice the boy who sat in the corner.
Pale-faced and dark-eyed, not making a sound, Mafuyu only goes to the small table for one in the corner. Away from all eyes and all minds, he’d sit, drink the smallest coffee they have to offer, and leave just as quietly as he came. He never interacts with anyone spare one or two staff members, and he intends to keep it that way.
But on a fateful day, Mafuyu enters the café to see it as crowded as can be, and his table in the corner is taken. Left with no choice but to sit at a large table in the middle of the place, he tells himself it'll all be over soon. Until three people are forced to share the table with him, and they are none other than the band that attracts majority of customers. Louder, giddier, and more spirited, they are the polar opposite of everything that defines Mafuyu.
Could the clashing of the two different worlds change Mafuyu’s life? Will it help him break free from the shackles of his past—or will it destroy all he has left?
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I fear I've overused this word but this is peak
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Character study fooling around. I'm obsessed with how prickly they both are.
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He really didn’t want to because of how loud it was for some reason. He loved every time he had to sing and go on stage with the band but he wasn’t feeling up to it today. He felt more overwhelmed this time. Maybe…it was just in his head, right?
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Stories of Flowers - (Given Royal AU) by Ledouche_Lamperouge
Fandom: Given (Anime), Given (Manga)
15 Jul 2025
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Are We Good At Being In Love Just The Way We Are? by bananachip868
Fandoms: Given (Anime), Given (Manga)
05 Nov 2022
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For all of his life, Mafuyu Sato has been punished, been abused, and been tormented, all because of a diagnosis of autism being thrust upon him at the tender age of four, all because of something that he could not control in the slightest, all because of a mistake in his mind's wiring. His brain is a curse, and he knows that like the back of his hand, whatever that weird idiom means. Nobody has found out his horrifying secret; nobody can, otherwise his surprisingly satisfactory skills as a singer will be overshadowed by the life-changing diagnosis, and everyone in Given will force him to leave the band... No one wants a disabled guitarist anyway, according to a mountain of ableism that had built over the years of psychological torture. Only neurotypicals can survive in this world, and Mafuyu had been dead ever since that stupid condition slipped out of the dumb doctor's mouth...
But, on one fateful day, at an orchestra that Akihiko invites the band to, Mafuyu realises that his mind may not be a malfunctioned mess, especially not when Uenoyama begins to have a sensory overload during the concert.
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Nearing six months since Mafuyu Sato witnessed his late boyfriend and childhood friend, Yuuki Yoshida, hung. After a Given rehearsal, Ritsuka Uenoyama witnesses Mafuyu acting strange, so Ue invites Mafuyu to spend the night with him. Then in the middle of the night Mafuyu's mind spiraled…
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There is little in life that spurs about Prince Ritsuka’s joy. Between the pressure of being royalty and the choking lack of freedom, Ritsuka has well given up on dreaming of anything he truly desires. Not even the grand royal ball set for his 20th birthday can keep him spirited.
To make matters worse, Ritsuka does not have a say in the arrangement of his birthday ball—or so seems to be the case, until he is entrusted with a single decision: choosing a singer for the orchestra. And yet, Ritsuka is hardly elated with this freedom, because he has never liked music in the first place.
But on a fateful evening, Ritsuka sneaks out of his chambers. With the solitude he is finally granted, he roams the palace with no particular reason in mind. Then, from somewhere within the dark night, he hears someone sing.
And that is the beginning of the story—the story of flowers.
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- Part 1 of Stories of Flowers - (Given Royal AU)
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“No! I don’t- I don’t know anything!” Mafuyu yelled. How did they come to this? Last he remembers he and Uenoyama were just working on some music and now they’re arguing. Tears are streaming down his face and Uenoyama looks pissed off and hurt.
“God Mafuyu! Just.. damn it!” Uenoyama slammed the door as he walked out of his room.
Now alone, Mafuyu sat still, trying to process all that had happened. He cried. He didn’t know exactly why he was crying but he knew his heart and head hurt and all he wanted to do was sleep.
How did it come to this?
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“You’ve changed,” Hiiragi tells him.
to change (v.): to become different; to undergo transformation, transition, or substitution.
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The first time Mafuyu came in contact with snow, he was exposed, skin untouched by cold tenderness. He awaited cruelty; snow is harsh, it makes winter ruthless, it shows no mercy, but unlike what he was expecting, its touch was soothing, soft, comforting.
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do it a thousand times (just let me close to you) by puru2
Fandoms: Given (Manga), Given (Anime)
22 Jun 2020
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on sensory overload, and things not being the way they should be.
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- Part 2 of given ficlets to be sad to
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Ritsuka Uenoyama e Sato Mafuyu estão juntos por três anos e, apesar de se amarem demais, nem tudo é perfeito e erros são cometidos.
Por sorte, eles tem experiência em superar esses não entendidos. E dessa vez, a experiência pode ser prazerosa.
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