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Out of all the bad decisions Eddie has ever made. This one takes the cake. What did he think would happen when he's watching porn in broad daylight at the kitchen table?
He can tell you what he didn't think would happen — Buck walking in and flipping the tablet.
The Eddie Diaz ten minutes ago is not the same Eddie Diaz now. But he's the one who has to stand here and explain. Explain why Buck should not sever the ties of their friendship now that he sees what's on the screen. Fuck.
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Buck began to crack approximately 3 minutes ago when Eddie sat down on the couch next to him, book in hand and a pair of glasses.
He totally hasn’t been staring at Eddie, jaw slightly agape at the sight before him. He wants to crawl out of his skin. Chimney, who is sitting on the armchair, is thankfully too engrossed in the reruns of Hotshots to notice Buck practically squirming in his seat.
“Buck.” Eddie finally breaks the silence they have been sitting in, not looking away from his book.
“Hm?” He responds. Those are the only sounds he can manage right now.
“You’re staring.” He states simply, turning a page.
Was he being that obvious? Buck feels his cheeks warm, more than they already are. “I-I just didn’t,-I didn’t know you got glasses.”
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Eddie gets glasses and Buck is everything but normal about it
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"They’d barely made it through the first ten minutes of the movie before Eddie’s head had tipped onto Buck’s shoulder, warm breath slow and steady. Buck had looked down, smiling softly as Eddie’s body relaxed against his, boneless and pliant. Trusting without question, the tenseness of the day melting out of him as he slept."
Or, Eddie said Buck could wake him up however he wanted. Buck took that as a challenge...
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It started small, he felt gentle touches on his skin, at first he thought it was just the wind, or someone brushing next to him accidentally, but there was no one close enough. He noticed others being startled, too. Hen flinched and looked around even though no one stood close to her. At some point, Bobby looked down at his chest and smiled to himself, confused. Both Ravi and Chim flushed with a grimace on their faces after teasing Buck about something.
or after a call in a sketchy lab, whenever Buck thinks of touching someone, they feel it. Everyone gets cute gentle touches, meanwhile Eddie is fighting for his life
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Buck’s hand slides up the length of Eddie’s arm, his palm catching along the edge of Eddie’s jaw. His other hand mirrors it, framing Eddie’s face with a careful reverence, eyes flitting across Eddie’s features, his lips the focal point.
“One kiss." Buck's words are so, so soft, laced with the slightest hint of determination.
“One kiss,” Eddie echoes, eyes fixated on the dark seam of Buck’s lips, the gentle arch of his cupid’s bow. “So I know.”
“So you know.”
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“Okay,” Eddie offers. “What exactly do you want us to do about this?”
“We have to get married,” Buck answers immediately.
“Alright,” Eddie nods. “That was already the plan, wasn’t it?”
“No,” Buck corrects. “Right now. Before he comes home. If we get married before tomorrow, his parents will be married, and he'll be well adjusted."Or, they have 12 hours to get married or Buck is going to lose his ever-loving mind.
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27 Jul 2025
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Obsessed with this. Hilarious. Canon to ME hahaha
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“Good thing you're not the one sucking my dick then.” The words are conversational as they fall from Eddie’s lips, as if they aren’t crazy. As if the words you’re, sucking, and my dick aren’t making Bucks mind blank. He sips his beer and tries to be nonchalant.
“You think I couldn't make you moan?” Buck's tone is undeniably cocky, reflecting a feeling he's not sure if he's really feeling at the moment. Confidence summoning from god knows where. Buck thinks the part of his brain that is in love with Eddie just Does Shit and the rest of his brain just lets it happen.
“I know you couldn't, that's the whole topic of this conversation.” And it really goes to show just how truly gone Buck is on Eddie, because he can't help himself before he's uttering-
“Can I try?”
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“But… you’re straight.”
Eddie snorts, taking a sip of his beer. “I am well aware of that, Buck.”
“So why do you want to take me on dates?” Buck asks incredulously. “Won’t that make you uncomfortable?”
That makes Eddie sit up straighter, a frown playing on his lips. “I already told you that you being into men changes nothing between us. I meant that.”
“Okay, fine, great. That doesn’t mean you have to start buying me romantic dinners.”
“I don’t have to do anything,” Eddie points out. “I want to. At the very least so that you understand what romance really looks like and don’t settle for a dickwad like Tommy ever again.”
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OR: After his breakup with Tommy, Buck tells Eddie all the ‘romantic’ things Tommy did for him. Eddie is not impressed and takes matters into his own hands.
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AKA: The Buddie Romcom Fic
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04 Jul 2025
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Stepping over his own heart, pierced and bleeding, Buck says, "Pretend I'm not in love with you."
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Buck confesses his love. Eddie rejects him. They fuck.
(one sided/unrequited)
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Eddie was—
Eddie was.
Eddie’s brown eyes flashed behind his eyelids whenever he closed his own. His voice echoed in his head as he laid down to sleep. He imagined his sharp canines sinking into his throat every time he wrapped a hand around himself, biting into his knuckles until they bled to keep quiet.
He wanted. He craved. And that was his problem.
He knew Eddie better than anyone, and worse, Eddie trusted him.
Eddie trusted good ole reliable Buck, the best friend, the babysitter, the guy to call in a crisis. He didn’t know about the cavernous hole that housed a snaggled beast, hidden behind his organs, in a place Buck didn’t have a name. He didn’t know how fucked up and needy Buck was.
So, Buck did what he did. He plastered on a smile, was punctual to every movie night, joked with Eddie in between every call, and tamed the lonely monster that nipped at his heels, inching closer and closer every day to ripping open his carotid artery
Or, the one where Buck wants, wants, and wants.
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“Then why are you doing it?” Eddie’s voice is shaking now, not with sadness but fury. “Why are you throwing this away? Throwing me away?”
“Because I hate who I am when I’m with you!” Buck explodes.
Silence.
It’s the kind of silence that sucks the oxygen out of a room.
Eddie stares at him, stunned. Like the words physically hit him.
Buck’s breath catches. “That’s not what I meant.”
“No, say it again,” Eddie says coldly. “You hate who you are with me?”
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Eddie’s eyes were studying Buck’s face, and whatever he saw there made him say, “there’s no way you can keep this from Maddie.”
“No,” Buck folded immediately. “I could try, but . . .”
Eddie’s mouth quirked into a smile, showing a dimple, and it was literally heroic of Buck to leave the house with all that going on. “Tell Maddie,” Eddie offered. “Swear her to secrecy. And we’ll just keep it to ourselves until Chris is back on Friday.”
He was so smart. His best friend was so smart and also wanted to kiss him and also said they were practically engaged.
“Good plan,” said Buck, fighting gravity to continue his way out the door. “It’s just one week. How hard could it be?”
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On a very normal Sunday, Buck and Eddie confess their feelings for each other; what follows is a week of the least normal behavior the LAFD has ever seen.
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30 May 2025
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“Eddie, you’re scaring me,” Buck says in the quiet of the room. “Do you-- do you know what day it is?”
“Friday,” Eddie answers, tongue thick like his throat is stuffed with cotton.
“Yeah,” Buck confirms. “And-- do you know my full name?”
Eddie swallows. “Evan Buckley,” he says definitively, but--
He finally turns to look at Buck’s face, and it’s like he’s waiting for Eddie to keep going. Like Eddie had gotten it wrong. Buck’s face melts, his brows pinched together, and Eddie--
He doesn’t know what the hell is going on.
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Eddie loves every version of Buck. And Buck? Well, he’s starting to realize every version of Buck loves him right back. If only Eddie could get back home to tell him that.
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03 May 2025
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“What do you want, then?” He asks lowly, his voice still raspy from crying.
He can feel the deep breath that Eddie takes at the question. Eddie leans forward, nosing clumsily at the skin of Buck’s cheek, then his jaw.
“I want,” Eddie starts, and then he places his mouth where his nose had been, right where Buck’s jaw meets his neck. It startles a gasp out of Buck, causes his grip on Eddie to unintentionally tighten. “I want to not think about it for a little while.”
Buck and Eddie have drunken, bad idea grief sex after Bobby's funeral.
Edit: Now with a morning after scene.
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For a long time, he thought it was Shannon. His love for her had ruined him for all women.
Now he’s not so sure. All thanks to Father Brian and fucking juice.
The juice, it turns out, is gay porn. Which brings him back to the beginning. Porn doesn’t really do it for Eddie. Until now.
Until Buck, and his goddamn secret OnlyFans.
Or: Eddie's parents sue for custody (fuck the Diaz parents) & Buck starts an OnlyFans to pay for a lawyer. Eddie befriends Father Brian, who encourages him try some gay porn and, well. Then Buck and Eddie make a series of utterly unhinged choices about it. freak4freak tempered with intense character study ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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01 May 2025
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But Buck can’t shake the thought of Eddie. Not literally of Eddie, Jesus Christ. But Eddie in this bedroom. Eddie in his bed—in this exact position. How many times had Eddie gotten head in here, looking up at the same view? What does Eddie like when he gets his dick sucked?
or: five times Buck brings somebody back to Eddie’s house and one time somebody comes home to him.
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When Buck holds onto Eddie it quiets the noise and brings him back to himself. Eddie doesn’t want to need him, but he can’t stop.
(basically Eddie being a freak about Buck. and then Buck being a freak right back.)
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Buck has been a firefighter long enough to know what it means when someone is throwing up flower petals. It means heartache and physical pain. It means almost certain death. He knows, of course. He just never thought it would happen to him.
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26 Apr 2025
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Buck looks at Eddie, for the first time in eight years. The changes in his face aren’t as drastic as they were for Chris – Eddie didn’t have puberty to get through. But his age shows, in the crows feet around his eyes and the slight frown lines. Before he left, Eddie was still in shape for working in the LAFD. Eddie looks – softer. Buck has no doubt he’s kept up with his fitness, but being CPAT-ready is a different deal.
And despite himself – Buck thinks Eddie looks good. It’s like a pang in his chest, when he finally lets himself acknowledge it. Eddie is older but just as handsome, even though he looks as awkward as Buck feels. His traitorous heart does a little flip, like there’s a chance of anything happening.
or: Buck hasn’t seen Christopher Diaz in eight years – not since his dad moved back to El Paso, breaking Buck’s heart in the process. He’s surprised Christopher wants anything to do with him when he moves back to Los Angeles for college, but Christopher is adamant on reconnecting. But with Christopher comes Eddie, and Buck has to contend with the fact that he never got over him.
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26 Apr 2025
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Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
11 Dec 2022
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After a one-night stand that Buck can't get out of his head, things turn awkward when the guy- Eddie Diaz- turns out to be the new probationary firefighter at Buck's station. For Eddie, the first guy he ever hooked up with is suddenly in every aspect of his life and he doesn't know what exactly to do with it. Cue the pining, not-so-clandestine hookups, and lots and lots of confusion and insecurity.
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“Buck,” Eddie says, sharply, and it sounds… off. Buck frowns, pulling back. Did he go too far? The guy literally tracked down Buck’s work, what was he expecting, exactly?
“Buckley!” Bobby’s voice comes from directly behind Buck and he feels his face heating up as he turns, praying his captain didn’t just see that.
“Hey Cap!”
“For the love of God, Buckley, let the man put on his uniform before you start harassing him,” Bobby chuckles, walking straight past Buck to clap a hand on Eddie’s shoulder. “Glad to see you two’ve met. Firefighter Buckley, this is our new probationary firefighter, Eddie Diaz.”
Buck’s first coherent thought is: Diaz. Eddie Diaz.
His second coherent thought, just as eloquent, is: Oh, fuck.