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    “Who would you call if you were in big trouble?”

    The question was easy enough, and Kyle never thought he would ever need to think his answer through.

    Stan, he would have answered without missing a beat, I’d obviously call Stan. He’s my super best friend, after all.

    But it’s never until the situation arise, crashing down on you with the suddenness of a heart attack and the violence of a car crash, that the truth, shocking, angry and ugly truth, presents itself.

    He didn’t even hesitate a fucking second, and that was telling enough.

    “What’s up Jew?”

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    29 May 2023

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    He called Eric because he knows what he wants deep down. BUT GOODNESS THIS IS SO FREAKING SWEET AND AMAZEMENT

  2. Public Bookmark 36

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    Kyle’s life looks perfect on paper. A steady job. His own place. Friends who would bleed for him. But underneath it all sits an ache he never outran, the kind tied to a past he never got closure from and a certain someone he spent years pretending he didn’t need.

    Eric Cartman vanished right before the beginning of their lives under mysterious circumstances, leaving Kyle, their town, and every unfinished truth between them scattered in the dust. Years passed. Kyle moved forward. The ache never disappeared.

    Ignore something like that long enough and it mutates. In Kyle’s case, it becomes a fixation, a pull he can’t break no matter how hard he tries.

    So when Cartman finally comes back, he doesn’t come quietly. He brings secrets, new scars, stories he refuses to tell. A trail of violence. Mysteries no one is ready to face.

    Yet, nothing between them ever stays buried. Not the hurt. Not the want. Not the obsession that threatens to swallow them both whole.

    They never did things the easy way. They only ever knew how to survive each other.

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    02 Jul 2023

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    YAY MYSTERY lI LOVE MYSETYR♡♡ JUST LOTS AND LOTS OF PINING AND REMINISCENCE ♡♡ ALSO SLOW BURN !!! & ANGST MY TWO FAVS ab so lute ly amazeballs ♡♡

  3. Public Bookmark 18

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    Kyle finds itself trapped in a time loop, where Cartman and Liane's death are a constant.

    How much will he sacrifice to save them?

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    22 Sep 2023

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    REGRESSOR AU. *BARFS* (POSITIVE) PLEASE I NEED TO KNOW HOW IT ENDS. I AM ON MY KNEEEEESSSSS

  4. Public Bookmark 13

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    Saitama watches the news with his warm breakfast as he hears a nearby cellphone ring out for attention. Genos answers it in the kitchen, mumbling a response to the recipient on the other end. He informs his teacher that he’s been called to deal with a monster, and he will return shortly. Saitama wishes him luck with it and out the door the cyborg goes.

    Saitama continues watching the news. A phone rings in the kitchen. Genos answers it. Genos informs Saitama that there’s a nearby monster and leaves to take care of it.

    Saitama picks at his food. Phone rings. Genos answers. Genos leaves.

    Saitama stares at the door. Phone rings. Genos answers. Genos leaves.

    Genos leaves.

    Genos always leaves.

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    10 Dec 2025

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    IM SK FREAKING SAD THIS IS SO WELL WRITTEN AND THOIGHT OUT AND ALL THE SUBTLE FINE LINES WAHHHDH

  5. Public Bookmark 54

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    Yoon Jongwoo doesn’t move away, but there is a wariness that hardens his features as he says, “I’m just a guest lecturer here.”

    “They asked you to teach,” Moonjo points out. “It seems counterproductive to restrict your potential.”

    “My potential,” Yoon Jongwoo mutters, a sardonic tilt to his mouth. His gaze holds a little more weight now as he regards Moonjo. “You’re very invested in this.”

    “Of course I am. How can a student learn if his master holds himself back?”

    Or; Moonjo enrols back into university upon hearing that his favourite author will be a guest lecturer there. Yearning ensues.

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    11 Nov 2025

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    IYS SOOO GOOD IM GONNA DIERDEEEE THE TENSION GODHHH