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Shane has never been able to match him before, not word for word, not beat for beat, and the realization hits Ilya all at once, dizzying and electric. The changes he’s noticing now make his pulse jump – this isn’t the same boy who used to fold under pressure, who used to stumble a half-step behind him in every exchange away from the ice.
Shane is a challenge now.While talking at the bar over All-Star weekend, Ilya becomes acutely aware of how much Shane has changed and grown since their last meeting.
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“I'm sure you could have a glass of wine if that's what you wanted...”
“No, I can't.”
He can't have what he wants. Because what he wants could potentially destroy him with a single word-
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What he wants nearly finished him off just by saying his name once. That's all it took.
So, no mom. He can't have a glass of wine because he can't have nice things. Because if he lets himself have comfort, real comfort, it opens the door to wanting more.
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After their first hook-up, Shane doesn't go to sleep. At least not right away.
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Hudson Williams joked about this in his Teen Vogue interview today, and naturally, I had to write it. Shane Hollander hates hotel bars, awkward small talk, and making eye contact. Hudson is taller, warmer, and completely unpredictable.
This is Shane/Hudson selfcest. If you don’t like selfcest, do not read this.
Written on a Tuesday.
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23 Dec 2025
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There’s little bits of gravel in the scrape on Gary’s face. His fingers pick at the viciously stinging flesh under the stripped away layers of skin. If he moves a little to the right he could poke his eye. Get gravel and blood in there too. Or maybe just poke it right out.
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Parker’s plan works and Gary is alive to see it.
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04 Dec 2025
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Colton Thomas is the first and only openly queer player in the League and is far from a role model. Unapologetically brash and strapped with a hair-trigger temper, some days it feels like he’s only made it this far off his best friend Olli’s golden boy reputation. But when Olli is traded to another team in return for Colton’s biggest rival, Kyle Bargelletti, Colton’s confidence and reputation take a hit. If that wasn’t bad enough, his coaches insist that Kyle moves in with him. If Colton can’t keep it together enough to make his coaches happy, more than his first line spot could be put at risk…
Kyle Bargelletti has made a career of being able to read his opponents, but he had always been able to read Colton Thomas best. All that speed and abrasiveness was a front, and Kyle can see right through it. But Kyle has a front of his own. His queerness has been under wraps for a number of reasons, and on the doorstep of turning 30, he has regrets about how little he’s lived. After almost being outed by his last team, Kyle was so close to hiding himself away again. That was, until Colton proposes a deal. Sex. For Colton, an outlet. For Kyle, an exploration. No feelings, no attachments.
What’s the worst that could happen?
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27 Nov 2025
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“What the fuck is wrong with you?”
Their glares meet like two swords clashing, forged steel on forged steel.
Hanamichi parrots. “What the fuck is wrong with you?”
(On confusing instinct for desire, and desiring the undesirable.)
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05 Oct 2025
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Matt's got insomnia. Gabe's got... problems. A lot of them, from the looks of it.
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25 Sep 2025