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  1. Public Bookmark 95

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    Shane isn't an easy person to like.

    He does his best to appeal to those around him, but he always somehow falls short.

    He’s fundamentally “other”. It’s one of those things that is woven into his very being, factual and insoluble. No matter how hard he tries, he can never fit into the mold others were born into.

    And he was at peace with that.

    Most of the time.

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    Or, Shane pushes himself to have sex with Ilya. Misunderstandings follow.

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    16 Oct 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 60

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    His mind was racing. He shouldn’t have eaten the cookie. There's so much sugar, fat, and calories. He is so fucking stupid...something inside him, something sinister and enticing, told him nothing will hurt as good as cutting will.
    Nothing.

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    Shane self harms and Ilya finds him

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    14 Oct 2026

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    It's 2006 and Shane Hollander, in a gay panic, hooks up with his girlfriend Jessica. The consequences of that night – well. It might be the stupidest thing he's ever done. But also, maybe, sort of the best.

    Like hell is he going to let it affect his hockey.

    Or: Teen dad Shane learns to love his kid. Ilya helps.

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    13 Oct 2026

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    A collection of Heated Rivalry fics set in an A/B/O universe where spanking/discipline of omegas is common and expected! I am open to requests/prompts for fics to add to this series.

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    12 Oct 2026

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    Shane cups her cheek in his hand, running his thumb over the plush of her bottom lip. She looks at him through her fawnish lashes. He roves his eyes over her body. Her shoulders and biceps, her abs… She's so strong, so…

    Incredible.

    "I've never done that before," he admits, "Not with... with a woman, at least."

    "Right, well," she rolls her eyes, "Would probably be better with a real man, yes?"

    He shakes his head, "No. It wouldn't have been the same at all."

    - - -

    or, Shane comes to terms with his sexuality only to get thrown right back into confusion by Rozanov.

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    11 Oct 2026