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    It was true that games always took a lot out of him, but the fact it’d been against Boston added another layer of exhaustion to his already overwhelmed brain. He couldn’t blame Ilya for his coldness. Not after he was abandoned the moment he started to thaw.
    Shane sighed again and then took a few deep breaths. Maybe loud music and a worsening headache would make it impossible to think more thoughts.
    He exhaled once more with resolve, unplugging his phone from the aux cable and unbuckling his seatbelt. As he reached to open the door, his phone began buzzing in his hand. He expected it to be Rose wanting to know where he was, but his heart dropped as he read the caller ID: Montreal General Hospital.
    There were only two people he’d be an emergency contact for.
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    In which a devastating accident involving Yuna and David Hollander forces Shane to reassess his life and priorities, and just how much precious time he has wasted discounting his love for Ilya.
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    PLEASE mind the tags and take care. Some of this is very heavy, so please be especially mindful if you will be triggered by parent loss, grief, car accidents, prolonged time in the hospital, comas, panic attacks, etc.

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    In room 1410, Ilya Rozanov is ready to walk out the door after successfully getting his 19 year old hockey rival into bed. He knew how to make this moment happen and he knows what they have to be to each other now that it's over. But as he turns the doorknob to leave, he's stopped with questions he never expected. And giving Shane Hollander what he needs in that moment will change everything.

    Author's notes: I’m autistic and see a lot of myself in Shane Hollander. So I thought, in this situation, what if he did exactly what I did the first time I hooked up with someone and didn’t know what the protocol was after it was over, what the next steps were, how to be like everyone else in a moment that felt amazing and confusing at the same time. What if he just asked?

    Canon divergent from the first hookup seen in HR s01ep01. Some things are from the show - aged up Marleau and Hunter, mainly - but the timeline is a mix of both. (Notably, they don't wait *two years*, they stick to the book timeline. IYKYK.) Some tags are for later chapters. I post a few times a week, and think it'll be about 30 chapters total but I'll update the total count if that changes. Please comment if you feel I'm missing any tags!

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    27 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander gets outed on video a day before the draft. As his draft position keeps falling, an unlikely team makes a blockbuster trade back into the first round to select him and create the MLH's next big dynamic duo.

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    Never regret thy fall,
    O Icarus of the fearless flight
    For the greatest tragedy of them all
    Is never to feel the burning light.

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    “You kissing Shane Hollander?”
    “Yes.”
    Weibe stared at him for a moment with his eyebrows raised, then looked to Harris for confirmation. Harris nodded.
    Weibe blinked a few times, then slowly nodded, processing. “Ok, but don’t worry, Ilya. We support you; this doesn’t change anything. You’ll still be on the ice tomorrow.”
    “No, is not that.” Ilya flapped his hand dismissively. “I cannot play in game tomorrow. I need to get to Vancouver as….” He looked at Bood. “What is phrase?”
    “As soon as possible.”
    “Yes, as soon as possible.”
    “I… uh. Why do you need to get to Vancouver?”
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    OR, where Shane and Ilya are outed while Ilya is in Los Angeles for a game, and Ilya has to get back to Canada before Russia (possibly) pulls his passport.

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    Hand-me-down [ˈhan(d)mɪdaʊn]:
    1. Noun
    A garment or other item that is passed along for someone else to use.

    2. Adjective
    Used or second-hand, passed along by its prior user.

    3. Verb
    To pass along to someone else.

     



    Ilya has heard many stories in his life; about siblings' clothes, old toys and battered hockey equipment, stories of families so unlike his own, where all he inherited was rage, pain and resentment. Now, all he can think of is the history that hides behind the love and worn-down items that now take place in his life, like David’s old leather jacket that he now gets to claim as his own or the family recipes Yuna writes down for him to try.

    He thinks of the newfound sense of belonging he encountered in Ottawa, and the families he formed— with the Hollanders and the Centaurs, and wonders if there’s a need for more.

    Or, a surprise visit from Russia threatens to change Ilya’s family structure forever. It doesn’t have to be a bad thing.

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    15 Apr 2026