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  1. Public Bookmark 10

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    “Sure we do,” Wilhelm said confidently. Seeing Simon in a suit and tie was undeniably doing something to him. “You look so good, babe. Might just keep you to myself tonight.”

     

    Simon chuckled, a mix of exasperation and affection. “The interview is in two hours, and I am nowhere near ready.”

     

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    Simon has a job interview, Wilhelm has different ideas.

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    17 May 2024

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    There are many words Simon would use to describe Wilhelm. “Arrogant,” “spoiled,” and “a prissy prince” to name a few. Likewise, Wilhelm thinks he has Simon accurately labeled as an attention-seeking asshat who never shuts his loud mouth. Their disdain for each other seems to know no bounds, until the two wake up in one bed after a house party which causes a surge in their friends’ pre-existing notion that Simon and Wilhelm’s hatred for each other is just poorly veiled lust.

    Eventually it all becomes too much for either of them to handle, leading to Simon and Wilhelm agreeing to fake date long enough to end their “relationship” in a massive staged fight which will finally get their friends off of their backs once and for all. But the more time they spend together, the more their plan begins to fall apart, and they realize that falling for your enemy isn’t as impossible as it seems.

     

    TLDR: An enemies to lovers & fake dating story, with focuses on Simon’s struggle to keep his family afloat despite his father’s abuse and addiction, and Wille’s trauma and anxiety from childhood to adulthood, heavily based on the book “They Hate Each Other” by Amanda Woody

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    15 May 2024

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    2002. Simon is fifteen years old, with an awkward teenage body, a mess of desires in his stomach and dreams he thinks are impossible to fulfil. It's summer, a summer like any other, slow and scorching. And then, one night, by the lake, Wilhelm approaches him and holds out his hand without smiling.

    2007. Simon is twenty years old. On a whim, he has gone to Japan alone to try to rediscover his lost inspiration... Instead, it's Wilhelm who crosses his path again, Wilhelm he hasn't seen for five years, Wilhelm he thought was lost forever.

    His first love.
    The one with the hazel eyes and the pale skin.

    His first love.
    The one he'd never been able to forget.

    And even though time has passed, maybe it's still possible to make things right?

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    15 May 2024

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    Wilhelm wants to die. He needs to say words to fill up the air because, all of sudden, he is now feeling the good kind of overwhelmed and nauseous.

    "Even when you're not singing or performing, you fill up the space." It doesn't even make sense when he says it but Simon smiles wide, his eyes crinkling like they do and Wilhelm feels rewarded. The night light shines perfectly on Simon's skin, his alcohol addled brain duly notes. "I think I've been in awe from the first time I saw you perform in that show you opened for. And today I had my breath taken away again, you know. Your voice dulled the irritating noise around me." God, Wilhelm needs to stop talking.

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    Spare Prince Wilhelm had memorized the way to exist, the steps to understand himself and breeze through life, duties, obligations without feeling the dread pooling in his gut.
    And it was enough, at least he thought it was...until he meets a certain singer, Simon Eriksson who practically turns his world in the opposite direction and maybe teaches him how to feel and love along the way

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    13 May 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 43

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    17 Apr 2024