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    He thinks of Ilya’s commanding tone: “Hollander, here”, “take it for me”, or Shane’s personal favorite, “kneel.” Shane, through all these years, has been amazed that to Ilya these little commands are so casual, just a part of fucking for him. To Shane, these words are all consuming. They shut off the hyperactive part of his brain and he can just… enjoy. Ilya takes over, makes Shane feel good, uses Shane to feel good, and Shane goes gooey for it every time. He’s never known peace like getting railed by Ilya Rozanov.

    Shane knows you can't eat your cake and have it, too. He knows that asking too much of Ilya would be plain selfish. Knows that asking to be told exactly what to do so he can shut his brain off isn't normal. And Ilya... well he doesn't think Shane knows shit.

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    “I’m sure they would. What on earth do you all talk about?”

    “Ah, we mostly play Smash or Pass and I tell them that their players are bad at hockey.”

    “So it’s not just Hunter who is bad at hockey then?”

    “No, many bad hockey players in NHL.”

    Mr. Interview looks nothing short of relieved when the director twirls his finger in the universal sign for “wrap it up.” This strikes Ilya as very dramatic, he was not even mean to bigoted Mr. Interview.

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    Set in the Ilya WAG universe, Ilya goes on a talk show after Scott Hunter comes out but before he goes to the cottage.

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    Shane is pretty sure he’s being stalked.

    “What is your favorite scary movie?”

    “I don’t know,” Shane says honestly. “Science fiction.”

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    Ilya has been at the school for a year, he didn't speak to anyone, but knew being at the Hockey school was better than the alternative - being in Russia, or being dead. Everything is fine until Scott Hunter asks him to show the new student around. Shane Hollander is quiet, but beautiful and Ilya doesn't know how he's going to survive being so close to him. Especially when they're both just as broken as each other.

    Was Scott Hunter right all along? Would Ilya and Shane end up fixing each other?

    [Descriptions of bullying, homophobic assault, mentions of suicidal thoughts and eating disorder]

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