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    Liam’s pulse kicked up. His skin felt too warm, too tight, like the air around him had thickened. He hated how exposed he felt under Theo’s gaze, like the man was reading him with ease, pulling apart things Liam didn’t want anyone touching.
    Theo’s smirk returned, slow and knowing.
    “Relax,” he said softly. “I’m not here to bite.”
    A beat.
    “Not unless you want me to.”
    Slowly, a knowing smile spread across Theo’s lips, deliberate, confident, inviting.
    “Tell me,” he said softly, voice thick with challenge and something dangerously intimate, “when was the last time someone let you be exactly who you are… without trying to fix you?”

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    “Buck, I don’t want to upset you,” he said. “But can you feel this?” Eddie’s eyes gestured down at his arm. Buck followed along the bandages, expecting to see some sort of spot of red or maybe an odd-angled turn. Instead his heart rose and fell too fast as he realized that since they’d been talking, Eddie hadn’t just had his hand on his shoulder. His other was delicately wrapped in Buck’s exposed fingers, starkly white even against the bedding. Buck tried to move them, wanting so badly, even with all this and even as much as it could give him away, to curl back.
    They didn’t move.
    ……
    After a spiral, Buck attempts the unthinkable. Eddie helps him recover, but his lasting injuries present new challenges that jeopardize his career. Now he has to get his mental health in order, face potentially leaving the firehouse, and all while being completely and totally in love with his best friend.

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    22 May 2026

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    It was a shitshow, to say the least. Despite, what he’d told Bobby all those months ago, he did not have a handle on the problem. He had the opposite. He had zero handles, and he was too embarrassed to bring it up. It was definitely an issue, but it wasn’t too serious. And it didn’t affect anybody besides himself.

    But it was definitely affecting him in a bad way. Hard day at work? Go have sex to feel better. Bobby yell at him for screwing up again? Find an old guy to tell him he’s good for something. See a happy family on a call and remember he hasn’t spoken to Maddie in seven years? Blackout so he doesn’t have to be reminded of that gaping wound.

    It was really bad. Yeah. But like, privately bad. Secretly bad. Except for his roommates, who were starting to get pissed about him stumbling around drunk with his guests. So, he started to look for a new apartment in earnest.

    And just when he was starting to think things were getting actually concerning, and pretty soon he wouldn’t even remember what the point of anything was, who walked into the fire station, looking perfect and attractive and ready to change Buck’s life?

    Eddie fucking Diaz.

     

    or: Buck's sex addiction taken seriously.

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    He feels like shit when he's hungry, and he plays better when he's empty. The cold air doesn't touch him as much. The floodlights turn silvery-soft.
    And he likes eating. Keeps his hands busy, mouth busy, mind busy. Something to chew through, putty in the ears.
    Go until he can't anymore. Cycle it back out. Be ready.

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    OR: Buck's had on-again, off-again bulimia since he was 14.

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    Title from Psychic Friend's "We Do Not Belong".

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    “Where are you going with this?” Mason asked, his tone wary.

    “I just…” Liam let out a frustrated huff. “When does it stop being ‘taking away pain’ and start being… you know… a full blown make out session?" he continued, the embarrassment in his voice palpable, making him immediately finish the thought in one panicked rush: “Because I don’t know if I’m just reading too much into something that isn’t really there.”

    Theo sat up and closed the book he was holding. “Liam,” he called, the conversation in the next room died instantly. “You do realize I’m in the house with you, right?”

     

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    Theo's learning how to be human with the baggage of his sociopathic past after puberty, completely kicking and screaming about it.

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