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Tears cling to long lashes, illuminated by the bright lamplight. He’s about to push in all the way when he hears Mydei murmur, “Fuck me in your other form.”
It’s soft—almost unsure—but it’s enough to douse the flames in Phainon’s chest. He stills, his brilliant confidence fizzled out, the remaining embers of a once great wildfire. He had plans for the night, reuniting with his beautiful lover in the way they always do, in the form where he felt the most human—the most normal.
“A-Are you sure?” he asks, wincing at the way his voice stutters.
Mydei has seen him—the golden cracks, the ugliness, the hatred. Yet, even after everything, even after knowing the truth, he still chooses to stay by his side.
Phainon, ever the dutiful husband, worships his pregnant wife and learns what it means to love and be loved.
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11 Jan 2026
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if it’s any reassurance, i love you by robynuu for FoxWithTwoTails
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
03 Jun 2025
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Phainon seems to pick up on his thinly veiled dismissal, his smile falling.
“I—yeah. Yes. You’re right, I’m sorry. Um—”
“Goodnight, Phainon,” Mydei says, a touch gentler, pushing off the railing and heading back to the door.
He can just barely hear Phainon’s soft, “Goodnight, Mydeimos,” before he’s shutting the chamber door behind him.
Or: a mutual, unprompted kiss is left unresolved. Mydei and Phainon aren't quite sure how to breach the subject.
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25 Dec 2025
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The Price of Deliverance by OmniaImmortalis
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
20 Dec 2025
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Eternal Recurrence #3,400,236 concluded as all that came before, and as all would come after. And yet, there remains a shimmering memory of it, something that stands out in that broken brain of his.
“You're crying.”
Khaslana lifts his tired gaze from their hands, blinks against the salty vapors rising from where his waterline glimmers.
“I am.”
Mydei is cupping his face, holding him gently by the jaw, and Khaslana barely feels it.
“You're breaking.”
“Yeah.” It's hollow, his voice. Numb. “I know.”
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Khaslana's long, long journey toward true daybreak, and all those shimmering, bloodstained memories collected along the way.
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- Part 1 of Deliverance
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24 Dec 2025
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how many rounds go off, i don't know by honeyhaech, spitfyah
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
19 Sep 2025
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At the end of the four millionth eternal recurrence, Khaslana finally passes the torch to a new Phainon, and expects to fade away. Instead he wakes up in another world, reunited with the Chrysos Heirs of the original cycle, his beloved family… and Mydei.
Mydei, who had parted from Phainon in that original timeline, both knowing what they meant to each other, but unable to act upon it. Mydei, whom Khaslana then killed throughout countless following lives.
(Phainon gets to heal in a quiet, peaceful world. Khaslana learns what it is to be loved again.)
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- Part 2 of if there's a chance in the next life
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12 Nov 2025
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"So... I dare you—no, I double dare you to tell me what it is you want most right now. Anything at all; don't be shy!"
Something he wanted?
It was a fruitless question. No matter how hard Khaslana searched within, he couldn't find a single wish spawned from his own desire. However, as an old friend, the swordsman supposed... he could humour her with a simple confession.
"I... just want to rest."
After everything, Khaslana chooses to 'live' in solitude, but the Chrysos Heirs now harbour a different wish for him to fulfil.
Having now outlived his purpose, he decides to grant them their newest prayers, eventually.
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01 Nov 2025