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  1. Public Bookmark 79

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    How awfully embarrassing it was for him, to be in love with Nakahara Chuuya.

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    Whilst Aya is inadvertently adopted by the Armed Detective Agency, Dazai grapples with the fact that he's been pining over his partner since the age of fifteen. Said ten-year-old also accidently (on purpose) wingmans two useless gays- a mafia executive, and an ex-mafia executive.

    Good for her.

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    08 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 34

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    Leave."

    Dazai rocks back and forth on his feet, hands down now that he’s 60% sure Chuuya isn’t going to try to slam the door again. He’d just stop it anyway. “Chuuya, please, why do we resort to these childish back and forths?”

    “Because I do not want you in my apartment and you do not understand the word no.” Chuuya tries to slam the door again. Dazai stops it again. Seriously, why does he bother?

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    13 Oct 2025

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    It wasn't exactly "in plain sight," but Dazai had never been a stickler for semantics.

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    08 Oct 2025

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    “I thought you were dead, Dazai.”

    “And I thought you would’ve wanted that.” He grins, but it’s an empty, hollow thing.

    Dazai doesn’t have time to react before Chuuya slams him against the wall, the rough brick pressing against his spine. The redhead is breathing heavily, his face flushed from the wine and eyes blazing with emotions Dazai can’t interpret, and with a vicious sort of satisfaction he thinks for a moment that he’s finally done it. That he’s pushed Chuuya too far, that he’s finally going to get what he deserves–

    But then Chuuya yanks Dazai down by his tie and kisses him.

    Or: five times Dazai waxes poetic about the love of his life, and one time he voices it aloud.

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    01 Aug 2025

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    But he would be lying if he said he wasn’t the slightest bit confused that Chuuya had seemingly decided— several months after their reunion at twenty-two, and four years after the initial betrayal at eighteen— that a random Tuesday was the day he would finally kill Dazai.

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    18 Jun 2025

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    Dazai isn't interested in Mori's offer to buy him a slave for his four year anniversary of becoming an Executive, until he lays eyes on Nakahara, a slave who's been bought and returned more than any other because nobody can tame him. Dazai wasn't interested in a slave, but a challenge? That's the only thing that makes him feel alive, and breaking the beautiful redhead's will is going to be the most fun he's had in ages.

    Provided, of course, he doesn't do something stupid like fall for him along the way.

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    In the game of seduction, there is only one rule: never fall in love.

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    03 Jun 2025

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    “Seems like it’s two different abilities. While Akutagawa is under the Mafia’s care and in a coma… Nakahara seems to have simply vanished. He’s nowhere to be found.”

    Dazai cracks the pen he was holding.

    Nakahara Chuuya just turned twenty-four.

    Except when he wakes up, he's seventeen.

    Or: Yokohama is under attack and Dazai Osamu will become the Demon Prodigy again if it's what it takes to bring Chuuya back.

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    12 May 2025

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    “Cat fur?”

    Ranpo nods enthusiastically. It looks like the whole situation is more fun than anything else to him, whereas Atsushi still feels quite worried and confused.

    “Seems like our ability user wasn’t one, after all. And that our dear Dazai got turned into a cat!”

    Dazai nullifies abilities, not witchcraft.

    Or: Dazai gets turned into a cat and is picked up by none other than his former partner, Nakahara Chuuya.

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    12 May 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 50

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    When Chuuya became an executive and moved into his penthouse, he bought a bigger bed. It doesn’t matter much because the only person he really wants to share it with is as good as dead (but not dead, never really dead, that piece of shit would survive a nuclear winter along with the cockroaches, but he is still so far out of reach, even if to this day Chuuya is getting calls from random, heartbroken women). In between fucking on cramped single mattresses and couches and supply closets in HQ, they had never known the luxury of a bed that could fit the both of them. He had thought it’d be a nice change, if he ever had the chance again.

    OR: nakahara chuuya falls in love, christens every part of yokohama, gets together with his ex-partner, and participates in a prison break. in that order, more or less.

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    30 Apr 2025

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    Dazai knows he's Chuuya's favorite slave, but that doesn't mean Chuuya will come for him when he's kidnapped, right?

    Wrong.

    And Chuuya will make sure he never forgets it.

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    24 Apr 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 43

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    “Who do you think you are, fucker?” Chuuya growls. His cheeks flush with red, frantically fighting the things the purring voice makes him feel, the increasing pressure on the fabrics of his trousers cracking the thin ice that can barely hide the stormy sea anymore. Boss, his older self’s words ring in his head. Boss. This was never Chuuya’s ambition, but he can not help but see how… natural? this word sounds when he looks at himself decades from now.
    Boss.
    Everybody knows — the one who owns the Port Mafia owns Yokohama.
    And Chuuya would not mind if the man also owned him.

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    22!Chuuya and 45!Chuuya get it on while Dazai watches.

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    06 Apr 2025

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    “What do I think?” He asks lightly.

    “Yeah,” Dazai leans back a bit and presses a socked foot into Chuuya’s hip. “Don’t you wanna fuck me, Chuuya?” It’s asked innocently. It feels like jabbing a finger into an open wound.

    Chuuya blows his smoke to the ceiling despite Dazai tilting forward and opening his mouth. Dazai makes a little tcht sound at him.

    “You want to fuck me?” Chuuya asks.

    Dazai doesn’t drop his eyes. “I trust you.” He repeats.

    Chuuya had asked Dazai once how many times he thought you could break a person before they stopped trying to put themselves back together, stopped trying to pick up the pieces and left themselves shattered.

    Depends how cruel you are, Dazai had answered after a long moment, you can still break pieces.

    Chuuya is pieces and his edges are sharp.

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    25 Feb 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 72

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    Dazai doesn’t realize how much Chuuya tries to keep hidden—from himself and from others—until the first time they try to have sex goes terribly wrong. It’s a good thing Chuuya’s never been a quitter, and a good thing Dazai, for once, is not keen on letting go.

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    05 Feb 2025

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    When two foreigners ask the armed detective agency to collect something in the ruins of the military base near Suribachigai, Fukuzawa sends Yosano and Kunikida to investigate. Dazai, the agency’s newest recruit, asks to come along.

    Alternately: Yosano accidentally makes a study out of Dazai, Kunikida is too tired for the both of them, and sometimes all it takes to open up is one too many drinks.

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    05 Feb 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 90

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    “We will discuss why you’re absolutely and utterly wrong about that later,” Dazai interrupts. “I’m much more interested in that first proposal you still haven’t shared. What’s your plan, hats for brains? Have soft sex with me until I start drooling like Pavlov’s dog every time you say something nice to me?”

    There’s something in way Chuuya’s face freezes, just out of reac—oh.

    “Chuuya, don’t tell me that’s actually your plan.”

    In which Dazai learns Chuuya’s praise is just as valuable as his pique.

    Bottom Dazai Week Day 2: Praise Kink

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    17 Jan 2025

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    Pressed this close, he can scent the light fragrance of scotch and melancholy that clings to Dazai's flesh adoringly, let himself for a few beats mellow at the incandescent heat the detective always emanates, nuzzling closer than before. It lures him in like a beacon on a stormy winter night, the ever tender skin under his tongue, the vestige of intimacy he's tasted on those chapped lips far too many and too few times before.

    He's always hated it, how easy it was to forget every awful thing about his partner once their bodies were tangled in the soft haven of quiet rooms where hands only long to touch and mouths lose words against one another, but he's helpless to it all the same.

     

    Or, the first time Chuuya takes Dazai back into his bed four years after Dazai's betrayal of the port mafia.

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    17 Jan 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 75

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    There’s an itch that Dazai yearns to scratch. It burns at the back of his throat, rising like bile and choking him from the inside out. He tries his best to quell it, to stave it off with rope that digs into his skin, water that fills his lungs, drugs that alter his brain. He tries and tries again. But it’s not enough. It’s never enough.

    His need isn’t filled, the urge persists, the voices don’t quiet.

    So then, Chuuya.

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    15 Jan 2025

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    Kissing under the mistletoe is not sappy—it’s tricky. It originated from the intervention of the god of mischief. Therefore, planning to kiss someone under it does not make him sappy but mischievous.

    Dazai nods to himself as he calculates everything that he needs to do. He’s sixteen and he has a plan.

    Dazai wants to kiss Chuuya under the mistletoe.

    Or: Five Christmas where Dazai dreams of that, and one where he does it.

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    26 Dec 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 89

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    Chuuya is hit with a lust ability. Dazai, who is in love with Chuuya, does his best to take care of him.

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    For all of Dazai's brilliance and excellent predictive skills as well as his ability to adapt smoothly to the unexpected, nothing could really have prepared him to find Chuuya at his door in nothing but an oversized grey shirt and black boxers in the dead of night.

    It's loose on one of Chuuya's shoulders, hanging over his small frame just down to his mid-thigh.

    "Dazai, fuck, I can't stop thinking about you."

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    11 Dec 2024

  20. Public Bookmark 76

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    Dankovsky considers just how much it would hurt to rip his heart out of his own chest right now. It couldn’t be that bad. “If it was me under your knife that day, if it was me being gutted, I'd lean into it too.”

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    07 Nov 2024

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