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‘I’m sorry’ will never be in Billy’s vocabulary. They are just two dirty words that liars and cowards use. But he knows what it means to be sorry.
Billy picks up a butterfly bandage, holds it between his fingers for Steve to see. Waits for Steve to drop his chin in a nod, and then presses it into place against Steve’s busted eyebrow. It’s the best Billy has to give.
This probably isn’t going to work out. This thing Billy’s been trying to have with Steve since he got to Hawkins. Steve’s got these soft edges where Billy’s all blunt and sharp.
Billy drags his fingertips down the side of Steve’s face, presses his thumb against the scar he didn’t leave, and lifts a brow. “How many fights do you lose, Harrington?”
Steve grins, a half-formed thing that is sharp and sad at the same time. “All of them.”
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04 Nov 2025
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‘We’re good together,’ Harrington says to the darkness above. Not a question. Matter of fact. He turns to Billy, a smile sweet enough to make Billy want to do something reckless. Something stupid. ‘I’m telling you, heartbreaker. We’re gonna be unstoppable.’
Billy wants to ask. If he means tomorrow. If he means just for the game.
Wants to ask if he means forever.
He’s never wanted anyone to mean forever before.
or; falling (in love), the hard way
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03 Nov 2025
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"Something is still in Hawkins, he thinks, lurking down the sides of houses, between the trees, in the undergrowth. Something dark and festering. And he is the only person in the world who knows that it’s there."
A year and a half after the battle of Starcourt, Billy Hargrove is back in Hawkins for the holidays. United by loneliness, he and Steve form an uneasy alliance, which slowly begins to blossom into more during Billy’s subsequent holiday visits. But whilst Billy seems to have moved on from his encounter with the Upside Down, Steve remains rattled, convinced that the apparent peace Hawkins seems to be experiencing is merely the calm before the storm. Something, he knows, is not right, and the danger may be closer to home than even he had expected.
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03 Nov 2025
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How do you tell a dog from an SAS sergeant?
Soap's been trying to think of a punchline, but so far, all he's got is a dog’s gotta shit in the woods and bury it slightly more often than an SAS Sergeant.
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20 Jul 2025
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Simon "Ghost" Riley was torture for Soap. Beautiful, sharp-jawed, devastatingly handsome-and completely uninterested.
Soap knew that. He really did. So when a break rolls around and his favorite band comes to town, running into an ex seems like the perfect distraction. A way to get Simon Riley out of his head for good.
What he doesn’t realize?
The devil on his shoulder is never far behind.
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“Then don’t waste it on someone trying to mark you like a prize,” Simon said, his voice a growl now, teeth scraping along the shell of Soap’s ear. “Let me show you the difference between getting touched and being wanted.”
Soap let out a low, broken sound, already half gone.
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20 Jul 2025
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Here's the thing. Ghost hasn't thought with his dick, literally, in years- he hasn't thought about fucking anyone, not even in passing. He genuinely hadn't realized that Soap was hot for him. So it's such a fucking shock, how hard it hits him now. Soap, all that exuberant, combative attention, focused down on Ghost like the rest of the bar doesn't exist. And he likes Soap, he knew he did, and it's just a bit of a surprise to realize that yeah, he also really wants to fuck Soap.
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10 Jul 2025
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Ghost, under threat of another psychological evaluation from both his CO and therapist, has been forced to partake in a penpal programme with another soldier in order to "practise empathy" and "re-establish human connection." He hates it until he doesn't.
MacTavish willingly volunteers for the SAS's new penpal programme because what the hell, it could be fun. And when his penpal ends up being adorably emotionally constipated, well, that certainly doesn't hurt.
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09 Jul 2025
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Ghost is motionless, staring down at John's outstretched hand like he's trying to recall on which page of How to Behave Like a Real Human in Polite Society he’s previously seen the gesture.
Before things can get awkward, John turns the aborted handshake into a jovial, manly sort of punch to Ghost’s shoulder. It's rather like how he imagines it would be to hit an adult moose, both in the physical sensation and in the frisson of anticipated danger it elicits. Gamely, he says, “Truck’s just about set, sir. Glad to be working with you.”
Ghost’s eyes flick up to John’s face, and then higher, to his hair. He frowns.
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Two idiots are assigned to an ambulance. They fall in love.
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08 Jul 2025
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If you told Soap the second time he’d see Ghost’s face was in a shitty bar on a shittier block of Chicago… Well, he might have asked for a little more pomp and circumstance. At least then he’d have an excuse for the way he could hear his blood pumping faster in his ears and why he could feel it, hot and burning behind his eyes.
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- Part 1 of Punch Bowl
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05 Jul 2025
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“Ghost?”
“Soap.” Ghost’s voice was a low buzz, gravelly with static. In the absolute silence of the snow-covered forest, it sounded both deafeningly loud and intimately quiet.
“What’s your favourite season?” Soap asked.
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Four seasons, five countries, six months.
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03 May 2025
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“I’ll get this off of you again one day. Swear it.”
“Is that a threat?”
“Nah,” Soap says, effortless. “It’s a promise.”Bookmarked by Bellers
22 Apr 2025
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For a moment, Soap let the silence sink in. Let himself shift his gaze slightly to the side and rest on Ghost’s thick thigh, fat with the softness of his relaxed muscle, lightly dusted with fine blond hairs. He wanted to sweep the tips of his fingers delicately over those hairs, see if they were as downy as they looked. Wanted to see the way Ghost’s muscles would twitch at the sensation, wanted to see if he’d shy away or press into the touch. Wanted to know if he’d like it.
Would probably end up with a knife in his gut, but at this point, Soap thought it was probably worth it. For one touch, it might be worth it.
It's 3:30 in the morning, and Soap and Ghost can't sleep. How will they pass the time.
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19 Apr 2025
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It isn’t normal for Halsin to sleep past the sunrise. So why hasn’t he shown his face in camp? Why isn’t he dancing with squirrels or braiding boar hair or whatever that fool does in the mornings? Astarion finds it annoying not to know. To be left in the dark. Perhaps he’ll just investigate the matter himself.
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07 Apr 2025
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“You know, if I’d realized you were the Archdruid of this place, I’d minded my manners more while out there in the woods,” Astarion said with a disapproving eyebrow.
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02 Apr 2025
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“How old are you, Astarion?”
Astarion is not expecting the question, Halsin can tell by the way he jerks upright, spine straight, shoulders strong.
“Two-hundred-and-forty,” he answers without hesitation. “Give or take a few years.”
Halsin swallows, rewords his question. “How old were you when you were turned?”
Astarion goes quiet. Extremely, cacophonously quiet.
“Thirty-nine,” he finally says, a bolt straight into Halsin’s heart.
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Halsin discovers Astarion was turned before his maturity and all the sacred elven rites that come along with it. Including the sex one.
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30 Mar 2025
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Ghost lets himself be pulled up slightly, his hand just as steady on Soap's thigh. "That what you need, Johnny?" he asks, licking his lips behind the balaclava. Soap’s eyes drop to his mouth, flick back up. "You wanna draw blood? Be in control?"
"Lt–" Soap starts, lips parted on a rough exhale. A plea or a warning, Ghost can't tell. He's too focused on the way Soap's pupils dilate, and the way the edge of the knife digs into the fabric at his throat.
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When Graves rears his head not ten days after Las Almas Ghost starts questioning Soap's loyalty, and with it whatever's left of his own sanity.
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07 Mar 2025
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Yearning, Ghost realizes, aches even deeper than a bullet wound.
He’s trained himself not to desire, the same way he’s trained his body to sprint while in full tactical gear, the same way he’s trained his eyes to focus through a sniper scope for hours on end.
But he’s never wanted someone—anything—like he wants Soap.
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23 Feb 2025
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We all know that scene. We all felt that heartbreak. I decided to finish that scene. This smut picks up where page 729 in Kingdom of Ash left off. I highly suggest reading pages 724-729 before you read this to get the full affect. Enjoy, you horny lil shit.
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09 Jan 2025
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And Billy, curled in a cheap plastic seat with his eyes squeezed shut, wonders, could it really be this easy? Just get on a bus and go home?
(It isn't that easy).
[This is post s3 & there are spoilers in here!]
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01 Jul 2024
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Steve doesn't feel responsible for what happens next. One minute he's staring at the fucking egg dick incredulously, and the next, his eyes snap up to the little window in front of the kitchen and lock with the smuggest mullet haired bitch he's ever seen his life.
It's like the rest of the world disappears, everything goes eerily silent, and he's out of his body, watching himself get up against Nancy's muffled protests, hard-boiled egg in hand. He watches the egg fly from his hand, as if in slow motion, across the whole diner, over the other customer's shocked looks, and hit the guy square in the forehead. And then the mullet bitch isn't laughing anymore. In fact, he's angrily untying his apron and opening the kitchen door.
"Oh, shit," is all Steve can say.
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This is 100% based on that Reddit post about the boyfriend who could not stop fighting the Waffle House cook, and I sincerely hope this is the next fandom trope to take off.
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28 Jun 2024