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    “I mean,” Eddie backtracks hastily, “that I probably don’t—uh, that I don’t want a hook up. Just the single, uh, kiss. For research.”

    “Right,” Buck nods. “For research.”

    They turn back to the TV, sipping beers and spooning dessert, room quiet save for the telenovela playing. Buck, gun to his head, could not tell you who or what is on the screen right now. The brave, strong part of his brain has surrendered shamefully, white flag hoisted while the rest of his brain—stupid, stupid—hosts a skillfully imagined supercut of his best friend kissing men. It’s surprisingly new subject matter for him. What’s unsurprising is his distaste for every conjured scenario, discarding each indistinguishable stranger until the reel buffers on something more… familiar.

    “Well—”

    Eddie waits a patient minute for Buck to continue before asking, “Well, what?”

    “I just mean—if it’s just a kiss, right.” Buck pauses. “You could, uh. You could try it with me.”

     

    or, buck thinks kissing men and women feels pretty much the same. eddie’s not buying it. sometimes settling a bet requires kissing your best friend, a lot, for research

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    25 Mar 2026

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    “I just—I don’t want you to be alone,” said Eddie, softly, like an admission.

    Join the fucking club, Buck thought. It was funny, but none of his laughs were coming out right tonight. “I am alone, Eddie.”

    “Buck, I—”

    “She wants my kidney.” There it went; Buck never could keep anything inside. Could never keep the feelings contained, could never stop them from spilling out over the people nearest him. “That’s what fucking happened, okay? My dad needs a kidney donor and they remembered why they bothered having me in the first place. Is that what you wanted to hear? That my parents finally found a use for me after all these years?”

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    A request from his mom tears open old wounds for Buck. From 800 miles away, Eddie tries to stitch him back together.

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    17 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 24

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    “Stop,” Eddie ground out, his voice thick with the blood in his throat. “Stop, leave him—take me, hurt me, just leave him—”

    “Shut up, bitch,” Harley slapped Eddie across the face, sharp and meant to be more humiliating than painful. “You wanted to take this outside, we’re taking it outside.”

    a fic where instead of Buck being kidnapped, he and Eddie have another run-in with the guys from the bar and things go way, way worse

    (PLEASE HEED THE TAGS/WARNINGS)

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    17 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 83

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    Buck wrote them all a letter.

    One to Maddie, saying he loves her and he’s sorry.

    One to Hen, thanking her for always being there.

    One to Chim, asking him to take good care of himself and his family.

    One to Chris, explaining why he won’t be around anymore.

    And one to Eddie, which somehow ended up being the shortest.

    Or Buck tries to kill himself after Bobby’s death. Eddie is heartbroken, slightly seething, and he just doesn't understand.

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    10 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 10

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    "Mike, how are you really doing?"

    "Please, don’t ask me that."

    "Why not?"

    "Because I can’t lie. Not to you."

    "And why would you lie?"

    "Will…"

    Or,

    Worried about Mike, Nancy brings him to the Philly meetup at Robin's Weird Uncle's house. Unbeknownst to them, the same thought ocured to Jonathan, about Will.

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    05 Jan 2026