BikoAlone
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"There's an itch. It eats you up inside. It's energy packed inside a globe, then shoved in your ribcage, just big enough that it strains the bones, and every hour that you leave it there, you risk something cracking. Something bursting."
"I don't know if I'm following," BJ confesses quietly.
"It's heat. It's goosebumps. It's getting sucked into a volcano because the only other way you can go is straight into space, where there's nothing and no one and you'll never be held or touched or kissed or fucked again. It's wondering if you're even worth the touching in the first place. And it's killing the wondering before it gets too loud, because what if it's infectious? And what if you start spreading it around to everybody else?"
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During a weekend of R&R in Seoul with BJ, Hawkeye is forced to reckon with a whole mountain of things he's been repressing. He just wasn't expecting to have hands-on help—not after the conversations he and BJ have shared.
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- Part 1 of Some Things Are Evergreen
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21 Jul 2026
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"BJ keeps looking to Hawkeye, hoping he’ll get the message. He has to get the message, it’s spelled out so clear. Like lines in the sand. Like moving rocks in the middle of the night. Like words that mean something, if you look at them the right way."
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18 Jun 2026
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Erin Hunnicutt spends the summer in Seattle with her dad and the old war buddies she didn't know he had.
“My mom said we met when I was younger,” Erin said. She was still holding her green bag, standing stiffly in the middle of the living room. “Have you and my dad been friends for a long time?”
“Let’s see…we met in ‘52 That’d be 15 years now. I guess when you put it like that it just makes me sound old,” Hawkeye said.
Erin didn’t think he looked any older than her father. She’d always thought her father looked old, that there were lines in his face that weren’t in the faces of her friends’ fathers. She’d seen photos of him just before she was born. He looked young in those pictures. There was a childlike quality to his smile.
“You met my dad during the war,” Erin said.
Hawkeye smiled at her, and then tilted his head to one side, curiously. “He really didn’t tell you a thing about me, did he?” he said.
“My dad doesn’t tell me anything,” Erin said.
Hawkeye rolled his eyes. “Well, that makes two of us,” he said. “Your dad, I mean, not my dad. My dad calls me to tell me what he had for lunch.”
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- Part 1 of both sides now (extended universe)
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15 Jun 2026
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March 1965. The black void inside of him grows bigger everyday. John Lennon is alone in his house and writes Help, his cry for help which nobody seems to hear.
Nobody, besides Paul who will catch him when he falls, always.
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14 Jun 2026
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A CIA experiment connects Hawkeye and BJ’s thoughts, making them terrifyingly efficient in surgery and catastrophically honest everywhere else.
Or: Hawkeye’s mind, which he had always considered a private residence with selective admissions, had just installed a picture window.
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03 May 2026