BlackedoutParanoia



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  1. Public Bookmark 4

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    "What would you do if someone you knew and trusted wasn't what you'd thought?" Kaneki asked. "If while everything good about them was genuine, they'd also done horrible things as well."

    Amon hadn't expected to end up at a gay bar even if on a mission to track down a ghoul. And he certainly hadn't expected to bring someone back home with him even though it was to protect him from being taken by said ghoul. Yet something about Kaneki drew Amon in. Maybe it was the secrets he held closely to him, his insights which cut to the heart of Amon's questions, or even the quiet strength Kaneki carried with him, but Amon knew he'd never find someone like him again. Whatever Kaneki was running from, Amon would be there to put him back together again.

    Kaneki had intended to track Nico down. He hadn't expected to run into a very familiar investigator while waiting, and when numbers had counted down in sevens and Rize had whispered in Kaneki's mind, he'd taken Amon's hand and let himself to be whisked away from the ghoul who'd triggered those memories. Amon quieted the voices in Kaneki's head and the guilt beneath his skin. Even if it would all fall apart one day, Kaneki let himself cling to the investigator like a lifeline.

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    16 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    After Kaneki escaped the Anteiku Raid with an injured Hide, they decide to settle down in a small rural town. It's a chance to start over and live a peaceful life. Yet while peace is what Kaneki had craved of for so long, it no longer feels right. He isn't the same person he used to be, and without a mission, his past actions weigh on his shoulders. Yet when he hears of Kanou's latest human experiments, Hide and him can't stand by and do nothing. Maybe Kaneki can help someone find hope just as Anteiku did for him.

    Amon is no longer human. Kanou had seen to that. It's obvious what he is now even if he doesn't want to accept it. When an eye patched ghoul and past co-worker rescue him, Amon finds he can no longer go back to the life he'd once lived. He isn't suited to the life of a ghoul or to one of peace, and as he learns the CCG is no longer an option, an empty hopelessness fills him instead of a sense of freedom. Who is he if not a ghoul investigator?

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    14 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 33

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    What if their fight on the bridge ended differently, and Ekko was the one who lost? Jinx is faced with a choice; Leave her childhood friend to bleed out and die, or save his life.

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    Greetings, dear reader. Are you looking for a different ending to Jinx and Ekko's story? Are you intrigued about what could've been, if only things went a different way for them?

    You have come to the right place! That's what this story is all about. But I take issue with most Jinx x Ekko fanfics/timebombs either rushing their complicated relationship from 0 (Enemies) to 10 (Best Friends/Lovers), often ignoring crucial aspects of both characters that define their trauma and willingness/unwillingness to reconcile with each other. Jinx is an incredibly complex character. Expect this story to explore that complexity to its fullest. I've been inspired to attempt the impossible; Showcase the most realistic possible path for these two to find their way back to each other. Arcane is a show of tragedy brought forth by circumstance. Unlike most fanfics, this one will focus on a realistic take of what their relationship could have looked like, if at one crucial moment, things went a different way.

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    17 Jul 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 83

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    In which the original one eyed king organised his subjects, taking down the human run organisations within tokyo.

    Under ghoul rule, the worst kind of fate for a human was slavery, complete and utter servitude towards one or several masters. After being caught with CCG agents, Hideyoshi Nagachika, a nineteen years old, dead man walking made his choice. As a slave, he would try his hardest to take out a high ranked ghoul.

    If only Centipede was less intriguing.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Amon is imprisoned in a CCG prison, as is Kaneki. Amon initially watches from a distance, but suddenly they are forced to be cellmates. Amon's animosity toward Kaneki slowly fades as he learns more about him...and his past. WARNING: includes references to torture and rape.

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    12 Jun 2026