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    A series of stories about Shane and Ilya choosing each other over and over again—in quiet moments, hard conversations, old fears, and new beginnings. Set across the years, these fics explore what it means to love someone not just in the easy moments, but in the ones that require patience, courage, and trust. They’re not playing for the short win. They’re playing the long game.

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    A soft knock starts on the door.

    “Buck?” It’s Eddie. Of course it’s Eddie. “Are you feeling okay?”

    Buck feels like he’s going to throw up. “No."

    “Can I come in?”

    Buck closes his eyes. He tries to take another deep breath, trying to remind himself he’s in Eddie’s bathroom, in Eddie’s house, probably the safest place he’s ever been in L.A, and that he’s not in an office trying to talk about a kid’s death.

    He scoots closer to the toilet, resting his back on the edge of the tub, “Yeah.”

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    Or, Buck gets reminded of something that happened he'd rather forget.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    “I’m falling in love with… someone.”

    “Do you like it?”

    “I kinda hate it. But it’s nice. When it’s nice, it’s… nice.”

    or; Shane comes out to someone. He’s high on painkillers, but he doesn’t name names (not that he has to) and Dr Frances Yu takes HIPAA seriously.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    Shane had made so much progress in the past year and a half. Between therapy and playing for Ottawa, he was in a much better place mentally.

    And yet.

    Yet, today, he felt like his body wasn’t his own, like his bones weren’t fit together quite right, like his muscle and flesh and all the bits underneath were just wrong.

    “It’s the,” he started again, squeezing his eyes shut to block out the knowing look in Ilya’s. “It’s the idea of putting it on my plate, in my mouth. It’s not good… For me.”

    Shane and Ilya host Christmas dinner for the first time, and Shane struggles with the sweet potato casserole.

    Takes place following the events of The Long Game

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    20 Jan 2026

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    Mornings suck. Especially injured at 6:00 am on the road when your husband is having an off day and there’s nothing you can do to fix it.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    Ilya’s spent his whole life hiding. Now he wants to go to Pride — their first as a married couple, in their new city, with their new team.

    Shane’s spent his whole career being careful, being quiet, being private about everything that matters.

    But maybe it’s time to stop being so fucking careful.

    (or the one where Ilya buys too many flags, the team shows up in matching shirts, and Shane learns what it feels like to be proud.)

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    15 Jan 2026