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Three months later, things are mostly back to normal.
And then there's an accident.
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Evan Buckley grew up with one understanding; he wasn’t of value unless he was hurt. That belief fueled all his actions, and turned him into the reckless firefighter he is today. But it had also been festering into something more, turning into this ugly monster deep inside him.
When that belief system begins to feed Bucks low self esteem, and lead to mental health issues he is not equipped to deal with, he doesn’t know what to do. But he’s definitely not going to tell anyone.
He can’t be another thing for people to worry about.
But the team begins to suspect anyways, despite how hard he tried to keep them away. And Buck has no clue how to handle it when they begin to break down the walls he worked so hard to put up.
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Eddie has a sex dream about Buck and it triggers a whole avalanche of emotions he wasn't prepared for.
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Wisteria /wɪˈstɪərɪə/: associated with devotion, everlasting love, and yearning. In the Victorian language of flowers, the wisteria flower means “welcome” and “attachment,” signifying deep emotional connections between people.
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OR Eddie Diaz slowly suffocates on wisterias as he watches Evan Buckley fall in love with someone else.
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I keep these longings locked (in lowercase inside a vault) by Bow_of_Artemis
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
04 Jul 2024
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When Eddie has another panic attack, he goes back to therapy to make them stop. That's all. Instead, therapy unravels a tangled mess of identity, autonomy, masculinity, sexuality, and love.
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The deconstruction of Eddie Diaz