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Harry and Louis grow up under the weight of money, image, and expectation. What starts as a complicated love turns into a decades-long battle to stay above water—through addiction, betrayal, and everything their world won’t let them be.
A more polished version of the original (original is still up, its just discontinued.)
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10 Dec 2025
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It was supposed to be controlled, a hundred pounds and done. Somewhere between the bakeries, the bad habits, and the denial, Harry has to decide if he’s in control of his body… or if his body’s already calling the shots.
(Honest it’s kind of a crack fic tbf & I’m bad with summaries)
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16 Nov 2025
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Moving to Florida would be a fresh start, he’d promised himself. Moving to Florida would mean leaving behind the country that made him sick- that kept him there, tightroped between disease and healing for so long. It would mean holding himself accountable because he doesn’t want his best friends to know he’s dealing with this, or to worry for him. And he never expected it to be easy. He knows how hard it is- he’s had years to learn how hard it is- but he hadn’t expected this. Or maybe, he had.
WARNING: This work contains descriptions of eating disorder behaviors. There are no mentions of numbers or graphic descriptions of bodies, but there will be references to appearance and weight gain/loss.
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- Part 1 of The Road Goes Away From Here
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19 Mar 2023
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Safety in Numbers by orphan_account
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP
12 Jun 2022
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TRIGGER WARNING: Eating Disorders (please read tags for more information).
Dream has been starving himself for months.
Waking up to the familiar choke of hunger isn't anything new, but pressed between the soft snores of two best friends, Dream finally starts to feel himself dying.
DISCLAIMER: If CCs express discomfort about being written about in this manner I will immediately take this down.
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18 Mar 2023
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Dream has so much he wants to explore about his sexuality, but no one he trusts enough to do it with. Lucky for him, George is finally in Florida. Surely things will be easy enough to figure out between best friends like them.
It ends up spiraling far beyond what either of them could anticipate.
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15 Mar 2023