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    After getting hit by Cliff Marlow during the Boston-Montreal game in April 2017, Shane Hollander's injuries are worse than everybody believed.

    But what no one - including Ilya Rozanov - expected, was the announcement by the end of summer that Shane would retire from professional hockey. Shane Hollander was not seen in public ever since that last game.

    Skip forward to 2021, and Shane is announced to be inducted into the Hockey Hall of Fame and Ilya is now Captain of the Centaurs.
    Their paths cross once again.

    Part 1; Come on, Come on, I can take it - Ilya POV
    Part 2; Memory fails me - Shane POV

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    08 Sep 2026

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    “So what’s the plan?” Yuna asked as the four of them set up the air mattresses, putting fresh sheets on all of them and a whole horde of pillows. Old Scooby-Doo episodes were playing on the tv. “How are you going to get Roza— Ilya back?”
    “He’s gonna show up to All-Stars looking like a motherfuckin’ snack,” Rose said with a grin as she flopped next to Shane, wearing a pair of his flannel pajama pants and a t-shirt from Juniors.
    David snorted a little, shaking his head in amusement. “I think maybe… maybe the real question we should be asking, Shane… is are you willing to leave the Metros for him?”
    Shane didn’t even have to think. “Yes.”

    Shane Hollander decides to stop being afraid with the help of his new best friend, Rose Landry. He also decides if he's going to ask Ilya to be with him, to give up Russia, then he can't also ask him to give up his team. He decides to reconnect with Ilya at All-Stars, not knowing that Ilya won't be there because his father, brother, and sister-in-law have died, leaving him as guardian of his niece. Oh, well. He'll just say hi to him when he gets to his first Boston Raiders practice.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    When Shane Hollander is unexpectedly traded to the Boston Bears, Ilya Rozanov is furious. Shane's been nothing but a pain in his ass for all seven years of his career. Hollander is the only player Ilya can't beat or rattle, and he's thrilled for the chance to finally best his rival. He'll figure out how to play on the same team, but first, he has a score to settle.

    But Shane's not exactly who Ilya thought he'd be. And he's hiding the real reason he left the Metros. And, fuck, his freckles are distracting as hell.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    “I’m sorry,” Shane chokes, closing his eyes. Rozanov draws his hand, pulling Shane’s with it, to his face and wipes his cheeks.

    “There is nothing to be sorry for, любовь моя, it is okay,” Rozanov murmurs, tugging at Shane’s hair again. Shane exhales, letting him clean his cheeks. “You got overwhelmed, yes? It happens.”

    “I can’t be fucking normal,” Shane says quietly, whining, head falling back, pressing into Rozanov’s hand.

    “No, if you were fucking normal, you would not be my Shane.”

    // shane is a liar, and he's tired of it all. his life falls apart, and he finds that he doesn't actually mind.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    “Shane…”
    “Please. Please, please.”
    He’s begging now. Begging Ilya to take him back. To forget everything that happened in Tampa. It would be hard, but he would do it. He would do anything to keep Ilya.
    “I’ll do anything,” he tells him. “I’ll do anything you want, just please don’t… Please don’t do this. I mean it - I can pretend I don’t feel anything. Please, just… just take me back. Let me come back to you, I’ll be so good for you. Please. ”
    Ilya doesn’t answer. He’s so quiet on the other end of the phone, that Shane has to check his screen if the call is still going. It is.
    “Ilya?” he whispers.
    “Shane,” Ilya whispers back. “Please hang up the phone.”

     

    - or, shane's accident never happens and ilya follows through with his promise to break things off with shane, only to regret it immediately, especially when shane calls him drunk and upset

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    27 Aug 2026