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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    Shadow Milk didn't know who we was. Not really. Every version of himself that he has lived as has been a mask, a persona, a character he was forced to play. As The Fount, as The Master of Deciet, even now, in a much more peaceful life, he never feels like himself.

    He would really like to change that.

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    Follow Shadow Milk as a tries to process his identity issues and past trauma, and also how those things affect his relationship with Pure Vanilla

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    18 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 27

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    Ever since Pure Vanilla awakened and had their offer (obviously) rejected by Shadow Milk, he started going back to his old urges.
    Pure vanilla always helps, and usually doesn't get shit in return.
    He's sad and unhopeful
    Especially during this next meeting with his other fellow ancients a month later. White Lily notices something wrong and invites him to her kingdom the next day.
    Being the seemingly Compassionate person he is he accepts.
    Surprisingly when he arrives guess who's also there releasing havoc with his minions while White Lily was gone?
    The one and only bluebird

     

    Or

     

     Pure vanilla gets kidnapped by Shadow Milk again while White Lily and the other ancients try to figure out a way to get him back out safely

     

    NEW CHAPTERS EVERY 3 DAYS :)

    Idk how many chapters yet but ALOT so bear with me please

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    07 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    Shadow Milk Cookie returns for Pure Vanilla Cookie as he promised he would at their last encounter, only to Pure Vanilla's surprise, it didn't seem to be with entirely ill intent... just yet. Now back in their all too familiar tango, waltzing amid the delicately drawn line between truth and deceit, who will falter first and reveal the real intentions behind their respective acts? After all, deceit is nothing without a hint of truth.

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    06 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 25

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    Shadow Milk Cookie is dead. In his place, a phantom of the cookie who once stood, lies Hollow Milk Cookie, the newly awakened Beast of Emptiness.

    Crushed by the revelation that the Witches had truly abandoned them, that it had been Silent Salt all along, the Beast of Deceit sinks deeper and deeper into his own mind, until there’s no trace of him left, leaving only a Hollow.

    Black Sapphire Cookie is determined to try and save Shadow Milk, by any means necessary. If not his his sake, then for Candy Apple Cookie’s. If this means enlisting the help of Pure Vanilla Cookie, of all cookies, then so be it.

    Pure Vanilla Cookie wakes in a strange place only to see the Light of Deceit, having been abandoned by its former holder, granting its temporary allegiance to him. Given no clues as to what could have transpired, he returns to the Spire of Deceit seeking answers— only to find two familiar cookies doing the same.

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    06 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 46

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    redemption
    noun
    uk : /rɪˈdemp.ʃən/ us : /rɪˈdemp.ʃən/

    Redemption refers to the act of saving, freeing, or reclaiming something, often through a cost (like paying a debt) or a transformative action (atonement). It commonly means repaying a debt, recovering pledged property, or in theology, liberation from sin or evil.

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    He escapes to his room as soon as he’s allowed.

     

    The door closes.

     

    The performance ends.

     

    Shadow Milk sinks against the wall, breath coming fast and shallow, nails digging into his palms. The world feels too loud, too close, as if every expectation is screaming at him at once.

     

    “Get it together,” he hisses.

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    Inspired by the songs: Copycat (CircusP), The World's Greatest Actor and Aishite Aishite Aishite (Love Me Love Me Love Me)

    Also this probably won't be like other SMC fics you've read. Basically this is what would've happened if the Witches put so much pressure for SMC to be 'perfect' and 'obedient' and it got drilled into his mind even as a Beast. + He has a redemption arc. :)

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    06 Mar 2026