17 Bookmarks by Deni34

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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    Shadow Milk didn't know who we was. Not really. Every version of himself that he has lived as has been a mask, a persona, a character he was forced to play. As The Fount, as The Master of Deciet, even now, in a much more peaceful life, he never feels like himself.

    He would really like to change that.

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    Follow Shadow Milk as a tries to process his identity issues and past trauma, and also how those things affect his relationship with Pure Vanilla

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    18 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 27

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    Ever since Pure Vanilla awakened and had their offer (obviously) rejected by Shadow Milk, he started going back to his old urges.
    Pure vanilla always helps, and usually doesn't get shit in return.
    He's sad and unhopeful
    Especially during this next meeting with his other fellow ancients a month later. White Lily notices something wrong and invites him to her kingdom the next day.
    Being the seemingly Compassionate person he is he accepts.
    Surprisingly when he arrives guess who's also there releasing havoc with his minions while White Lily was gone?
    The one and only bluebird

     

    Or

     

     Pure vanilla gets kidnapped by Shadow Milk again while White Lily and the other ancients try to figure out a way to get him back out safely

     

    NEW CHAPTERS EVERY 3 DAYS :)

    Idk how many chapters yet but ALOT so bear with me please

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    07 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    Shadow Milk Cookie returns for Pure Vanilla Cookie as he promised he would at their last encounter, only to Pure Vanilla's surprise, it didn't seem to be with entirely ill intent... just yet. Now back in their all too familiar tango, waltzing amid the delicately drawn line between truth and deceit, who will falter first and reveal the real intentions behind their respective acts? After all, deceit is nothing without a hint of truth.

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    06 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 25

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    Shadow Milk Cookie is dead. In his place, a phantom of the cookie who once stood, lies Hollow Milk Cookie, the newly awakened Beast of Emptiness.

    Crushed by the revelation that the Witches had truly abandoned them, that it had been Silent Salt all along, the Beast of Deceit sinks deeper and deeper into his own mind, until there’s no trace of him left, leaving only a Hollow.

    Black Sapphire Cookie is determined to try and save Shadow Milk, by any means necessary. If not his his sake, then for Candy Apple Cookie’s. If this means enlisting the help of Pure Vanilla Cookie, of all cookies, then so be it.

    Pure Vanilla Cookie wakes in a strange place only to see the Light of Deceit, having been abandoned by its former holder, granting its temporary allegiance to him. Given no clues as to what could have transpired, he returns to the Spire of Deceit seeking answers— only to find two familiar cookies doing the same.

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    06 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 46

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    redemption
    noun
    uk : /rɪˈdemp.ʃən/ us : /rɪˈdemp.ʃən/

    Redemption refers to the act of saving, freeing, or reclaiming something, often through a cost (like paying a debt) or a transformative action (atonement). It commonly means repaying a debt, recovering pledged property, or in theology, liberation from sin or evil.

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    He escapes to his room as soon as he’s allowed.

     

    The door closes.

     

    The performance ends.

     

    Shadow Milk sinks against the wall, breath coming fast and shallow, nails digging into his palms. The world feels too loud, too close, as if every expectation is screaming at him at once.

     

    “Get it together,” he hisses.

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    Inspired by the songs: Copycat (CircusP), The World's Greatest Actor and Aishite Aishite Aishite (Love Me Love Me Love Me)

    Also this probably won't be like other SMC fics you've read. Basically this is what would've happened if the Witches put so much pressure for SMC to be 'perfect' and 'obedient' and it got drilled into his mind even as a Beast. + He has a redemption arc. :)

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    06 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 15

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    Banishing himself to the Peak of Truth.

    The Sage of Truth starts an academy to preach truth to those at climb the peak to seek it. In an effort to relearn how to be the old him again, denouncing a trace of his prior beast.

    With this he meets a cookie who calls himself "Truthless Recluse" who habours a disdain for this "truth".
    One night after waiting to see if his supposed "friend" shows up, he encounters a shadow that hides a secret.

    The two forming an unlikely bond through a shared hidden past.

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    27 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 48

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    In a time where Beasts rule Earthbread, and heroes have been lost to history, there is only one thing left that makes life bearable. Sinking into fairytales. A place where Kings and Queens still reign. Where heroes triumph over the villains, and where love will always overcome hate, but this isn't a story about any of those. Oh no, our story is one of obsession.

     

    A Storyteller sits in front of his devoted audience and tells the story of a King and a God but as the story progresses, strange things begin happening in their peaceful village. Are they mere coincidences, or is there more to the Storyteller than meets the eye?

     

    In a distant past, Pure Vanilla has failed to awaken and still remains one with Shadow Milk. With his friends gone, and trapped alone in the Spire with his dark other half, how long can he last before giving in to madness and deceit?

     

    As the two stories slowly collide the truth will finally come out. For as they say, there are three sides to every story.

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    23 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 5

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    Pure vanillas sick of being a healer and now is a horny boy and he LOVES dark ships and kinky smut

    By the way for some future chapters pure vanilla may be gender bent or aged down - if you don't like weird kinks then fuck off lol.

    Pansexual pure vanilla

    Ships:

    Pure vanilla x dark cacao
    Pure vanilla x black raison
    Pure vanilla x white lily
    Pure vanilla x shadow milk
    Pure vanilla x custard lll
    Sage of truth x truth less recluse
    Fount of knowledge x kid healer pure vanilla
    Pure vanilla x doughael

    Might add more if people request ships!

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    23 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 13

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    The wolf and the lamb are in the pasture, the lamb feeding on the grass and the wolf lazing in the midday sun. The wolf bites the lamb, savouring the taste of blood as it retreats into the woods. The lamb comes back to the pasture the next day, trusting that the wolf wouldn't bite again. The wolf bites. The lamb does not run. It continues to graze, even as the wolf keeps biting, the blood tastes stale on its tongue. After finishing its meal, the lamb limps away, wounded. The next day it returns but does not feed. Instead, it asks the wolf to bite.

    AKA

    CANNIBALISM + TOXIC YAOI (eventually)

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    22 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 90

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    It is time for Shadow Milk to show the other Ancients where Pure Vanilla truly belongs to.

    His one and only beloved puppet.

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    22 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 12

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    Pure vanilla cookie (after being corrupted into truthless recluse) decides to devote his life to shadow milk cookie, who is absolutely delighted to have a partner in crime.

    With truthless believing his friends have been killed and white lily cookie is gone for good, what else is there to live for, other than the very man he's soul bound to?

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    22 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 26

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    "No. I'll stay."

    Truthless could feel the grin splitting across the other's face. Hear the slightly shocked giggles he emitted. He felt like he was going to throw up.

    "Oh! OH!" Shadow Milk cackled, "Aren't you just fantastic!" The former ancient ignored the unsettling crawl up his spine at the twisted praise. Ignored how the chilling hands of the Beast took his hand and spun him. Ignored the glint in his eyes.

    Ignored the pulse his soul jam made at the contact.

    - or -

    What if Pure Vanilla stayed at the spire?

     

    -Updates on weekends-

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    22 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 20

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    Truthless Recluse is cold.

    The sheets beneath him feel as though they’ve been dipped in ice; the air stagnant, yet piercing, and the uneasy familiarity of the room around him — just enough to unsettle, but not enough to comfort. He hates it. He hates the spire, hates him, and hates this, stupid, stupid room.

    He’s being petulant, childish, but he can’t help it; disgust clings to him in miserable clumps that he just can’t shake off. As he paces, the plush — lovingly, or mockingly made? — smiles blankly at him from the armchair across the room. Its blue-button eyes are gleaming slightly, and the stitches upon it are neat, uniform and fresh, as though he did not rip it up in a fit last night and hurled it out the sugar-glass window.

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    22 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 10

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    I'm cringe but I'm free.
    Fluffy omegaverse fic where tr goes into heat and sot has to take care of him because yaoi.

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    22 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 54

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    Truthless Recluse finally decides to visit the Sage after three years. He ends up getting a lot more than he bargained for.

    WARNING! for freaky sage of truth

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    22 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 53

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    Shadowvanilla/Puremilk kinktober—me and fruit may end up switching their roles around, call it enrichment?

    1# Masturbation (pvsm)
    2 # Kidnapping (pvsm)
    3 # Sounding (pvsm)
    4 # Nipple Clamps (smtr) heed warnings
    5 # Dacryphilia, Finger Sucking (pvsm)
    6 # Humiliation (pvsm) heed warnings
    7 # Chastity (pvsm) cultish
    8 # Figging (trsm)
    9 # Shibari, Tentacles (smtr)
    10 # Oral Sex, Punishment (trsot)
    11 # Somnophilia (sagetr)
    12 # Sex Work (trsm) heed warning
    13 # Medical Play (pvsm)
    14 # Anal Hook (sagetr)
    15 # Omegaverse, Possessive (pvsm)
    16 # Semi Public Sex (pvsm)
    17 # High Protocol (pvsm)
    18 # Size Queen (smtr) heed warnings
    19 # Sensory Dep (sagetr)
    20 # Golden Shower (pvsm)
    21 # Monster Fuck (smtr) heed warnings
    22 # Gun Play (pvsm)
    23 # Enemas (pvsm
    24 # Body Praise (healfount)
    25 # Electricity (smtr) heed warnings.
    26 # Pillory (pvfount)
    27 # Cuckoldry (trsm, apvsm, sage watches)
    28 # Hair Pulling (trfount)
    29 # Amputation (pvsm)
    30 # Revenge (pvsm)
    31 # Officer? (trfount) heed warnings
    32 # desk sex (trfount)

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    22 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 88

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    “You want to fight now, Sage?” Recluse’s voice was low, the smoke of his scent curled hotter, sliding down Sage’s throat until it felt like fire in his lungs. He leaned closer, so close Sage could feel the words shudder against his lips.

    “You know what I think?” His tone dropped to a venomous murmur, cruel in its mockery. “I think you want to be an omega.”

    Sage’s eyes widened, then narrowed, the faint blush at his cheeks deepening even as his grin wavered. He tried to laugh, to twist it into delight again, but the sound faltered.

    “Maybe you’re the one who’s too kept.” Truthless continued, his smile cruel. “Maybe you're the one who refuses to choose an omega, who toys with admirers but never courts, never marks, never claims. You strut around like some untouched treasure, but perhaps it’s not vanity— perhaps you don’t want to be an alpha at all.” His eyes burned, gold and blue aflame.

    “Perhaps what you really want is to be bitched. To be put in your place.”

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    22 Feb 2026

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