Despairfornagito



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    Komaeda was friendly with everyone. He was not special for getting a friendly smile and a calm wave and strings of compliments because Komaeda acted like that with anyone. Hajime fought the urge to tell him that, as he guessed it could be considered to be a little rude. Probably. “Komaeda is a wonderful person.”

    “He is…” The guy mumbled, smiling a bit. “He’s uhm… really nice…”

    Hajime clenched his fists tight. He wanted to scream.

    “He is, isn’t he?” He let out, forcing a smile that was probably a little too sharp. “The best husband one can ask for, believe me. I would know.”

    That was. Huh. Not the word he’d intended to use. It’d slipped out, believe him.

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    In a fit of impulsive jealousy, Hinata accidentally refers to Komaeda as his husband. Woops.

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    16 Oct 2026

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    “Do you like to waltz?”

    Hajime whipped his head around. Stared.

    Komaeda stared back.

    “To…” Hajime blinked, “What?”

    “To waltz. The dance, Hinata-kun.” He raised a brow. “I find it rather amusing.”

    “That’s… good for you—?” Hajime shook his head quickly. “I’ve never done that.”

    “Ever?”

    “Hm.”

    “Ah.”

    Komaeda pressed his lips together. He placed his hands on his hips, closed his eyes and threw his head back, making a show of thinking very, very hard, even going through the trouble of letting out a long, exaggerated “hhhmmmmmm” for several seconds, before snapping his eyes back open and smiling wide.

    “Come here,” He said, and surpassing any kind of expectation Hajime could have had, snatched his hand in his own grip.

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    All Hajime wanted was to take a few seconds to reminisce and appreciate silence.

    Komaeda thinks it's a wonderful time for a dancing lesson, instead.

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    15 Oct 2026

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    "With the flesh that wasn't his filleted he was able to have something that's truly his, something specifically designed for him by one of the people he cared about most. No Servant, no Junko and no Remnant. Something his luck can't take away. It's just Nagito's, like how it was before everything happened, before Chiaki passed, before corruption. He’s the same but so incredibly different and for the first time in a long time he has something that's his. For the first time ever he sees his prosthetic as something beautiful instead of unsightly. Maybe Hajime needs to feel the same way?"
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    I haven't written in awhile and wanted to try again! There's a lot of fics about Hajime helping Nagito with issues but not many with Nagito helping Hajime so I fix. Also Hajime is Demisexual because I'm Demisexual, I relate to him and I said so. If you think about it it ⚠️TRIGGER WARNING THERE IS SELF HARM IN THIS FIC IF THAT TRIGGERS YOU PLEASE SKIP I PROMISE I'LL LIVE⚠️

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    13 Oct 2026

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    "You don't mind then?"

    "Mind what?"

    "If it was a guy who was sending these."

    Hinata says it slowly, hesitant as he watches Komaeda for any peculiarities. "I'm... not really interested in girls at the moment."

    (The reserve course student starts receiving love letters in his locker.)

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    Working at a bar has its pros and cons. Pros? The atmosphere, the people and the entertainment. Cons? Stalkers. Most definitely stalkers. The moment Komaeda takes him home, Hinata knows that he’s fucked—in more ways than one.

    In which Komaeda manipulates people as if he was born to do it and Hinata drinks it all in, just like that sour red wine that the white-haired man enjoys. No answers are found at the very bottom of a glass. AU

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