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    Strange isn’t helpful. Dan has lived with himself for thirty-three years, and has been in therapy for several of those. He should know the precise words for something like this. It’s a very clunky feeling, is all he can identify. Like heaves and heaves of asphalt filling up a pavement square. Like a body fresh from the burn of quicksand. He’s spilling into something, and he’s entirely too large to heave himself out of it.

    It’s a sudden, useless feeling that should not inhabit his body after a satisfying orgasm. But, historically, Dan has felt a lot of unhelpful things after an orgasm.

    (there is a matter unresolved, sleeping in the underbelly of daniel howell's mind. after the terrible influence tour, and a haircut done in australia, that something begins to unravel.

    in other words: daniel howell, and the wild beast of gender.)

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    01 Jan 2026

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    Will has always loved Mike’s hands.
    Like the rest of him, they’re long - his fingers especially. Too many times, Will has found himself distracted by the sight of an entire soda can seeming to disappear in one of those hands. Will knows those hands, he knows the shape and angles of them - the rectangle of the palm, the web of tissue between the base of the fingers, the half-ovals of his nails, the knobs of the knuckles, the delicate pull of a tendon standing out in his wrist when he flexes a certain way. The barely-there dusting of hairs across the backs. The pink blush of fingertips, distinct from the freckled cream tones of palm and wrist, touched by a tan in the summer months. That one specific freckle just at the base of his thumb. Will’s sketchbooks are frequented by likenesses of Mike’s hands, his fingers.
    It doesn’t help that he knows what those fingers can do.
    But Will doesn’t just love Mike’s hands because they happen to be very skilled at getting him off. No, he loved them far before that. Before any of that. And he still does, simply by merit of their being part of Mike.
    -_-_-
    Mike doesn't like his appearance. Will wants to help out with that.

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    06 Oct 2025

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    “Smart boy,” he said, and then he drew his thumb along my cheek. I almost whimpered. “I didn’t even have to spell it out for you.”

    “Henry—” it seemed his name was all I could say. Nothing else mattered. Nothing else existed. There was just him, and me, and the sound of the rain. “Oh, Henry.”


    Or, Richard finds himself, drunk and vulnerable, at Henry’s apartment late one night.

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    22 Jul 2025

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    oh my god?????????????? they really are crazy for doing allat

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    He falls in love with Holden in pieces.

    Unconsciously at first, then slowly from there on out until finally the realization dawns on Bill all at once.

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    20 Jun 2025

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    Made me physically cry

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    with her fingers curled in laura lee's as they lie on the earth, lottie feels like nothing's wrong with her. for the first time.
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    (or: laura lee & lottie make out in the woods with only a light smattering of religious trauma <3)

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    30 Mar 2025