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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    Adachi huffs a little laugh at his boyfriend's ridiculousness. "Do I need to explain how being sick works? I'm here to take care of you."

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    25 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 47

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    “Yoshiki, ya gotta help me,” 'Hikaru' pleads.

    “Huh?” Yoshiki runs a sweaty hand over the material of his shorts. “What’s wrong?”

    ‘Hikaru’ gestures frantically. “I can’t get it to go down.”

    Roused by their recent activities, 'Hikaru' has a problem. Yoshiki helps.

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    17 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    Adachi and Kurosawa have been married for several months now, a fact that has led to positive changes for both of them—especially for Adachi, who has become less nervous, more sociable, and noticeably better put together.

    This would all be wonderful, if not for one small issue: his husband is a jealous man who doesn’t quite know how to handle the new attention his partner is receiving. It all ends with him blurting out, right in front of the entire office, that they are, in fact, married.

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    17 Dec 2025

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    The corpse, the boy who loved it, and the thing it became.

    Everything changes, nothing perishes. In other words, what if the dead aren’t really gone?

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    17 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    “Waddaya wanna do?”

    “Talk.”

    ‘Hikaru’ smiles, “About what?”

    Yoshiki presses his back to the closet door, “Why're ya asking me?”

    “...‘Cause I don't really wanna talk.”

    Yoshiki, Maki, Yuuki, and Asako spend the night at 'Hikarus' house and decide seven minutes in heaven would be a fun game to pass the time. But when Yoshiki and 'Hikaru' take things too far, there's nothing left to do but feel.

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    15 Dec 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 3

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    Kurosawa’s eyes feast on Adachi as he feeds him full… Pt 2

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    13 Dec 2025

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    “Wanna taste ya, Yoshiki.”

    It’s warm in Yoshiki’s room, and ‘Hikaru’ drags his tongue out to blot at a bead of sweat.

    “Wanna taste ya, like ya tasted me.”

    Yoshiki can't stop thinking about it. The feeling of 'Hikaru' against him, the flavor of his mouth.

    And as hard as Yoshiki tries, he can't stop his wanting.

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    08 Dec 2025

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    “Can I ask ya somethin’?”

    Yoshiki rolls over to face him, squints down blearily.

    “Have ya ever kissed someone?”

    ‘Hikaru’ has a request. Yoshiki, as he always does, indulges him.

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    07 Dec 2025

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    “Do you want me to go faster?” Hikaru asks, his voice a drop too low, a touch too choppy. Breath stuttering as he feels Yoshiki stiffen in his hand, red and throbbing at the tip as pre-cum dribbles down his fingers and lower still to his knuckles. “If you want, I will. I wanna please you. In any way possible.”

    And Yoshiki? Well, Yoshiki chokes out a yes in the lewdest moan possible. Everything feels foreign; the way his own voice echoes in his ears, the feel of Hikaru around his fingers, how Hikaru seems to pull him in even deeper into his chest cavity where his heart should have been.

    Everything is as it should be.

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    07 Dec 2025

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    “Yoshiki,” Hikaru says, hands cupping his cheeks again. Pulling him in, kissing tenderness into the skin of his lips. Hikaru locks his legs around him and it doesn’t matter if it's Hikaru, if it's not — because Yoshiki slots inside like it’s Hikaru, slots inside like he’s his, like this is where he should be, like it’s home.

    Right where he belongs.

    Yoshiki, Hikaru, and what comes with intimacy.

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    03 Dec 2025

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    It started out innocent and simple. When Hikaru rested his head on Yoshiki’s shoulder and asked, “Is this okay?” it usually earned him a curt nod or even a weak, “Yeah, it’s fine,” if he got lucky. It was a practice he was determined to implement after their conversation about asking before doing.

    Today, he got lucky.

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    Hikaru and Yoshiki mix again and do other things

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    03 Dec 2025

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    When 'Hikaru' asks a favor while taking shelter from a violent storm, Yoshiki feels far more seen than he ever thought he could be- and not necessarily in a good way.

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    02 Dec 2025

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    "I’m more than happy to share everything with you, Yoshiki."

    Yoshiki's face explodes in a flush, ears ringing as his entire world dissolves around Hikaru. 

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    02 Dec 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 15

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    When Adachi—reluctantly—agreed to be on the dancing show Fujisaki worked for, he had tried to be sneaky, asking for a male dance partner, sure that either the director of the show would balk, or that the audience would vote them out quickly. He had not accounted for just who he would be dancing with, or the way the audience would react to the man. Nor had he accounted for his own reactions to Kurosawa. How could he have? Kurosawa was perfect!

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    In a different world, Adachi stumbled his way into becoming an idol, the main singer for the group The Wizards. Along the way, he met Kurosawa, unintentionally gave him some life-changing advice, and gained his first fan. Through chance, they meet again for the filming of a dance show on TV, and Kurosawa is determined to ensure that this will not be the last time they meet.

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    01 Dec 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 45

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    Yoshiki didn't like playing Hide-and-Seek.

    The summer's heat would hit against his skin, wetting his clothes and making them sticky. And thorn bushes would scratch up his legs as he crouched.

    He didn't like the tension. It felt like nails rotating in his stomach; bile would threaten to rise from his esophagus for every single second he waited. His knees would shake, and his heart would bang against his ribcage in a way that almost hurt.
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    Or Hide and Seek, and the horrifyingly satisfying ordeal of being forced into something you want.

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    30 Nov 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 59

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    “Hey, Indou!” someone from midfield shouted, laughing between breaths. “Careful—Tsujinaka’s takin’ pictures of ya like he’s in love or somethin’!”

    “Shut up,” Hikaru snapped, voice sharp. “Yoshiki ain’t gay.”

    “Damn bro, calm down,” someone muttered. “Didn’t know you were his bodyguard.”

    “Maybe he’s got you whipped,” another chimed. They erupted in laughter again.

    Hikaru kicked the ball hard. Too hard. It smacked into the fence with a metallic clang that made a few heads jerk up.

    “Knock that shit off,” Hikaru barked, shoving past a teammate. “I said he ain’t gay. Don’t fucking talk about him like that.”

    One wrong reaction shatters everything between them, leaving Hikaru wrestling with a fear he can’t name and Yoshiki trying to pretend he doesn't exist. What follows is a slow, aching unravel: avoidance, regret, the steady realization that losing Yoshiki hurts more than anything Hikaru was trying to protect himself from.

    A short, four-chapter "what if" story about bad timing, teenage feelings, and the clumsy way boys learn what it means to be truly honest with each other and themselves.

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    30 Nov 2025

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    'Hikaru' runs a thumb over Yoshiki's lips, and he jitters, skin jumping minusculely as if the touch is foreign. And maybe it is—the slide of something inhuman, warbling, splitting, crystallized into a goopy substance, cramped and shoved harshly beneath the folds of his skin. The feeling of something that seeps through the thin barrier between human and monster.

     

    "Ease up a little…" 'Hikaru' murmurs, edging his chin down, "I'll try'n be quick."

     

    And then 'Hikaru's' lips are on his… 

     

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    'Hikaru' gives Yoshiki "CPR" (if u can even call it that) after the bath scene, and it leads to 'Hikaru' asking about kissing….and to something else, something that they definitely shouldn't be doing.

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    30 Nov 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 67

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    Soo… you got a boyfriend?”

    Yoshiki blinked. “Hah. Why? You wanna ask me out on a date?”

    “… Maybe. Do you have a boyfriend?”

    Uhhh… no.”

    You never told me your name.”

    Yoshiki bit his lip. “Why do you wanna know my name?”

    Horror movie nerd? Check

    Questionable crush on your monster best friend? Check ✓

    Creepy stalker calling your workplace at night? Also check?!

    Yoshiki's just trying to survive senior year, but apparently the universe said: "what if we made it horny and terrifying?"

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    28 Nov 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 9

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    “Thank you, Adachi-kun,” he replied. Only Kurosawa could remain so polite when he had a fever of 102 and was pumped full of cold medicine. “You’re so sweet. I wish we were married, so you could take care of me like this every time I get sick.”

    Adachi paused.

    “...eh?”

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    26 Nov 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 5

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    Leon, giving, giving Leon. Will has obtained much on the other side of those hands and body; a flickering connection, a reminder of his solidity; a grasp so tight his heartbeat thrashes into Leon’s palm.

    He is alive. Leon pushes enough pleasure in him to have him drown in that sentiment.

    Two bodies; two hearts; two different spheres of life. Sometimes after finishing his kingly duties, Will isn't satisfied with just his own.

    Strowill Week 2025: Day 2—Acts of Service

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    05 Nov 2025

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