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    When Paramedic Shane Hollander and EMT Hayden Pike start working nights, they expect to spend their shifts getting fucked over by Response Paramedic—and notorious asshole—Ilya Rozanov.

    Shane does end up getting fucked, just not in the way he was expecting.

    (shane just wants to do his job and ride the ambulance. ilya thinks shane should be riding him, instead.)

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    04 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 30

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    Shane was not texting Hayden (much) during the Cup final. What starts as gentle teasing from Yuna swerves into a conversation about marriage, emergency contacts and Shane's time in hospital after the hit from Marlow.

    Also: laughs, and 8 is the perfect number of burgers this time.

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    04 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 33

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    While Shane is out talking with his mom about his sexuality and her unquestionable acceptance, Ilya and his father are inside having a heart-to-heart of their own.

    Shane's father is so… nice. Easy, kind. Not constantly demanding that Ilya performs more, provides more, gives more, wins more, more, more, more—

    "So, uh." Shane's father cuts through the fog of Ilya's thoughts. "How do you feel about all of this?"

    What sort of question was that? "Uh, good, I guess." Ilya shrugs, before remembering that David's son is probably out there having a panic attack with his crying wife.

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    04 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 68

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    "Question for Ilya first but it'll be the same for Shane. Boston is an original six legendary team that has struggled to get to the playoffs for the past three seasons. How much pressure do you feel from the fans, and from the hockey world in general, to restore Boston to its former glory, and how much of that do you take on personally?"

    What? Fucking what?

     

    Ilya Rozanov has been in the States for years and mostly, he's good. He knows English, he understands English. But some days are easier than others and some days are harder than others.

    Luckily, he's never had that issue with Shane.

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    04 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 98

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    “I was thinking about the honeymoon phase thing.”
    “Yes?” Ilya said.
    “I think it’s different for us. I don’t want us to be all blissful and then only start fighting when we’re back to barely seeing each other. I think it’s good if we figure things out now, when we have the time. Whatever needs figuring out. So we have a solid foundation going into the season. Sort of like training camp.”
    “So this means you will keep getting mad at me for things,” Ilya said.
    Shane smiled, rolled his eyes. “Yeah, exactly,” he said.
    “Good. I find it very hot,” Ilya said, and kissed him.

    An insecure over-thinker and a self-destructive secret-keeper walk into a relationship.

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    04 Jan 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 38

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    Shane calls on David and Yuna to help him give Ilya the birthday he deserves.

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    04 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 65

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    Joe Jameson is a good-but-not-great player for the Ottawa Centaurs who has a maybe-kind-of-five-year-plan for telling his teammates his biggest secret.

    Then Ilya Rozanov gets traded to the Centaurs and throws a wrench in Joe’s whole plan.

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    04 Jan 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 77

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    Shane knows something is wrong the moment he steps onto the ice against Boston. For a split second, he considers admitting he's sick but after weeks without seeing Ilya, there's no way he's canceling tonight. Only the fever hits harder than expected and instead of sex, he gets something else. Something softer.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    Through the fog, he can see Ilya’s lips moving, but all he can hear is “sex with other men” on repeat over and over and over in his head. Ilya’s lips stop moving and form a concerned pout. The silence fills the room, stark and vast. He feels so far away from Ilya, like there’s a chasm between them now.

    “What?” he croaks. His heart is racing now and his body has gone cold, but he can feel beads of sweat starting to form everywhere. His stomach’s churning. He’s going to be sick. His legs feel numb, the tingling sensation slowly making its way up his body. He uses all his strength to focus on what Ilya is saying.

    “We spend many months on the road. It is a long time to go without…” Ilya trails off, waving his hand vaguely, letting Shane fill in the blanks. “If you want to sleep with other men when we are apart, I understand.”

    A wave of nausea hits him and he has to clutch at his stomach to dull the sensation. He doesn’t understand what's happening.

    He knew this conversation would be serious as soon as he sat down. He thought maybe someone had found out about him or them. He had been preparing to go into crisis mode. He supposes this still qualifies as one.

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    04 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 70

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    Hayden kisses Jackie on the cheek, then peers over Shane’s shoulder at the batter.

    “Is it supposed to be that lumpy, man?” He asks it so innocently, like maybe it is supposed to be lumpy. Like maybe he just doesn’t know what batter is supposed to look like. Shane supposes he probably doesn’t. He’s never seen Hayden make anything more complicated than a protein shake.

    Shane hangs his head. “No.”

    Hayden laughs, Jackie laughs, and the kids clamber all over him to get a peek at the lumpy mixture.

    “That looks yucky,” Ruby observes with an air of wisdom from where she has managed to climb onto Shane’s back.

    “I don’t want to eat that,” her twin agrees from her mirrored position on Hayden.

    Jackie looks at Shane pityingly.

    “Shane, sweetie, I’m sure Ilya will be happy with anything you plan for him. Does it have to be a meal?”

    Shane glowers. “Yes.”

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    Or, the one where Shane Hollander gets it in his head that he has to make a traditional Russian dish for Ilya as a grand romantic gesture

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    04 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 79

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    On their wedding day, Ilya stands at the front of a sunlit room with Shane's parents at his side and an empty space in his chest where his own family should be.
    He tells himself he can survive that. He tells himself love is enough to make a home out of anything.

    Ten years later, Ilya finally realizes it is.

    A cottage in Canada. Smoke from the grill. friends turned family. Two kids with bright futures Shane talks about like it’s the safest thing in the world.
    Ilya has everything he never let himself want—until his head starts to buzz, a roar turns the sky violent, and the world cuts out mid-laugh.

    A storm hits. A pilot reports mechanical trouble. Contact is lost.

    Shane is left with one message—four lines that feel like a vow carved into his ribs—and the kind of grief that doesn’t arrive all at once, but teaches you how to breathe around an absence anyway. He learns what it means to wake up and keep going. To love someone who isn’t there. To carry a life that was supposed to be shared.

    And still… some promises don’t disappear just because the signal does.

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    04 Jan 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 44

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    “Shane.” Ilya’s hand wraps around his forearm like a vice. “Pull over.”

    “What?” Shane asks cautiously, careful to keep his eyes on the road. If Ilya's suggesting what he thinks he's suggesting...

    Ilya’s grip tightens, and Shane realises that he isn’t suggesting anything at all. “Pull over," he repeats. "Please.

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    04 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 40

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    Ilya has a secret. Kip has a slightly smaller secret.

    The boys have each other's backs (Except Ilya is 100% a brat about it)

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    04 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 66

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    [Set after the events of TLG]

    On the first match back facing his old team, Shane’s new teammates find a way to show love to him (and their anger towards the montreal team)

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    04 Jan 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 99

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    Scott Hunter knew that Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov were hooking up. He's known since the day they hooked up in room 1221.
    He wasn't expecting for Ilya Rozanov to trade to the Ottawa Centaurs for the 2018 season. He wasn't expecting the Irina Foundation. But really, he wasn't expecting for Ilya and Shane to invite him and Kip over for dinner.

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    03 Jan 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane gets hit on by strangers, Ilya has a chirp book, Ilya is a worm, Shane consumes too many "special" brownies, and Shane chirps for the first time.

    Or.

    A series of one shots of Ilya and Shane being disgustingly in love.

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    Witnessing Shane interact with a group of painfully average men makes Ilya’s heart race a little, and not in a good way.

    Maybe this jealousy is a bad thing and he should learn to stop feeling so annoyed whenever other people flirt and confess their undying love for his husband, but that’s a thought for tomorrow’s Ilya.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    Shane hides a career ending injury from Ilya for months, terrified of disappointment and loss. When his body gives out, so does his carefully constructed facade.

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    Shane is stubborn and doesn't want Ilya to worry.

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    01 Jan 2026

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    Shane lets out a quiet, humorless laugh. His shoulders sag. “I just-“ He stops, words tangling. “It’s the final. So much is on the line. And- and it’s Montreal…”

    Ilya’s thumbs brush slow circles over Shane’s pulse points. “You don’t play for them.”

    “I know. I know.” Shane presses his lips together. “But I want to prove-“

    Ilya leans in a fraction, voice firmer now. “You don’t have to prove anything to them. You gave them everything, and they didn’t give you shit back.”

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    Shane and Ilya are both playing for Ottawa, open and married. They make it to the Stanley cup final, and Shane is anxious about meeting their opponent, his previous team, Montreal.

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    31 Dec 2025

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    Before Ilya can bite out a teasing remark at his state, Hollander starts to speak in a jumble of words that seem like they’ve been on the verge of spilling out for a long time.

    “Don't marry her, Ilya." Hollander says desperately, now using the hold they had on each other for balance just a moment ago, to keep Ilya from running away. “Please, don’t marry her.”

    “Hollander?” Ilya says the name dumbly, at a loss for how to answer.

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    Marrying Svetlana seems like the obvious solution to the growing pile of problems in Ilya's life. It's not like Hollander would care since he's dating one of the biggest movie stars in the world. Right?

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    31 Dec 2025

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    Brian: So, acknowledging the elephant in the room, the biggest hockey story in the world today-
    Jason: -It might just be the biggest story in the world today, not just hockey.
    Brian: You’re completely right man. Wow. It’s so crazy that this has, like, broken containment outside of the hockey world.
    Jason: I know. It’s insane.
    Brian: Anyway. Sorry to bury the lede, but we’ve recently learned that two of the biggest rivals in the league, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov, are in a romantic relationship.

     

    or, straight hockey podcasters reacting to the relationship reveal in The Long Game

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    29 Dec 2025

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