EmJayeInGray
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With all my bitterness gone happy I'd be by EmJayeInGray for tigerrliily
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
15 Nov 2024
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Sirius had everything when he and his band hit it big. Bright lights, camera flashes, fame, popularity, but it eventually came at a cost as time went on. Now, Sirius' dreams have shifted, they've changed and he was finally ready to move onto the next chapter of his life.
Or, Sirius and Remus were in love, then Remus grew tired of the fame and left.
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Kiss me on the mouth and love me like a sailor by EmJayeInGray for notyournecromancer
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
04 Oct 2024
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Sirius and Remus had a love written for the epics. Most epics end in tragedy. Theirs ended with Sirius kicking and screaming. When Remus left, Sirius crashed and burned. Luckily, he had a few friends that helped him through the darkest times until Sirius could begin working on himself. Now, he was in a better place with himself, but he was determined not to cross Remus' boundaries like he had in the past. And again, his friends are there to help give him the gentle push that he needs to reconnect with the man that he's loved for decades.
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Starting Fires and Stealing Kisses by EmJayeInGray, notyournecromancer
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
30 Aug 2024
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World War I started a revolution of change. All around the world, nations were forced to adapt to the new era. Many high-society families in Britain resisted change; but the Potters embraced it. In fact, along with the change, they embraced Sirius and Regulus as their own. Two aristocratic sons who’d been cast out by their parents after serving their country as soldiers on the front.
Sirius survived the war, but now he must face a whole new battle; one Remus John Lupin.
Harbouring scandalous feelings amidst post-war celebration parties was daunting, even if Sirius loved parties. He loved all of it; the new era music and clothes, hand-rolled cigarettes and imported tea, and every other aspect of the evolving socialite lifestyle. Sirius was alive, and ready to explore this new life with Remus by his side.
The problem was that Remus Lupin was a master of avoidance. Dodging him anytime he tried to broach the subject of their complicated feelings.
Sirius survived the war.
But could he survive Remus Lupin?
Or, Marauders meets Downton Abbey.
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An indentation in the shape of you by EmJayeInGray
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
19 Aug 2024
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Sirius was sculpted by Walburga’s harsh hands to be the perfect heir to the Black name and fortune. After years of her abuse, Sirius became complacent, if not toxically so. To cope with not being able to live the life that he was meant to, Sirius lashed out. He slept around, drank too much, partook in drugs—whatever it took to spite his mother. Sirius was unhappy to say the least; but with the help and encouragement from his best friend, he’d started to believe maybe he could get away. Little did Sirius know, was that the answer to all of his problems would be to move across the sea to study at a university in the states. Because that move led him to a dashingly handsome tall professor, whom he was now supposed to study under without attempting to sleep with him.
Sirius was fucked all over again.
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If someone asked me at the end by EmJayeInGray, Fretschie
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
14 Jun 2024
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Twelve years Sirius spent rotting in Azkaban. Twelve grueling years that gave him nothing to do except reflect on his life. And when he was free, Sirius thought that his ultimate mission and goal would be to destroy Peter. But what finally brought him joy after the darkness was forgiving himself, and learning to cherish his time with his remaining loved ones.
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“Kevin,” Jeremy whispers, “you want me, don’t you?”
After his goosebumps rise, Kevin nods.
“And you want to feel good, hm?” Jean adds into his temple.
Kevin swallows a lump in his throat. He nods. Jean releases his grip and runs a finger from Kevin’s collar to his chin. Meeting his partner’s gaze, Jeremy understands what it means: I am entrusting him to you.
“Will you let me help?” Jeremy asks with a lingering kiss to Kevin’s hairline. “Will you let Jean see? Let him sit back, and watch me take you apart?”
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AKA: Traumatized men throw themselves headfirst into a threesome—and use shockingly effective communication to make it all work out. Complete with: a dom, a sub, and a switch, helping your boyfriend fuck his first love, being called baby by your celebrity crush, and psychologically tormenting Kevin Day by being gentle with him.
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- Part 2 of Triangular Prism
Bookmarked by EmJayeInGray
19 Jul 2025
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“Too deep—too deep, I can’t—please.” Kevin throws his head into Jean’s shoulder.
Jeremy quickly studies his face. “Jean, his eyes are watering. Maybe give him a break.”
Jean drops any weight of Kevin’s he may have been holding, causing the other man to ragdoll into him. Kevin heaves, trembles, twitches as he’s stuffed full without support lifting him up.
Tears stream down his cheeks; Jean licks one of the drops on his jaw. The salt hits like epinephrine, tastes like victory.
“Remember,” Jean says, “one word and we end this. One word and it can be over. Do you wish to use it?”
Kevin shakes his head.
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AKA: Kevin asks to bottom for the first time. His mistake is asking Jean, who has very different moral standards regarding Kevin.
Bookmarked by EmJayeInGray
18 Jul 2025
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“What was that, princess? I didn’t hear you.”
Princess?
“What the fuck?” Kevin all but snarls.
“You don’t like it? I think it suits you.” Jean's eyes slide to the chess piece on Kevin’s cheekbone.
“Fuck off.”
Kevin's flight gets delayed. Jean makes it up to him.
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18 Jul 2025
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Ten years ago, Nathaniel Wesninski vanished into thin air, abandoning the Evermore Jaeger program and his fellow co-pilots. But running away from the inevitable apocalypse only gets him so far, and a decade later, Neil Josten's past has caught up to him. With his mother dead and Kevin Day offering an enticing reinstatement as an active-duty Jaeger pilot, Neil needs to make a decision: does he crave piloting enough to potentially die for it?
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01 Jun 2025
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I can't hold it & I have nowhere to put it down by aalstroemeria
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
26 Dec 2022
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After everything, Adam wasn’t sure that Ronan would even want to look at him – much less kiss him, touch him, or whatever else they’ve been moving toward.
Set directly after the end of The Raven King, with associated spoilers.Series
- Part 1 of love & ice melting
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29 May 2025