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    “Kevin,” Jeremy whispers, “you want me, don’t you?”

    After his goosebumps rise, Kevin nods.

    “And you want to feel good, hm?” Jean adds into his temple.

    Kevin swallows a lump in his throat. He nods. Jean releases his grip and runs a finger from Kevin’s collar to his chin. Meeting his partner’s gaze, Jeremy understands what it means: I am entrusting him to you.

    “Will you let me help?” Jeremy asks with a lingering kiss to Kevin’s hairline. “Will you let Jean see? Let him sit back, and watch me take you apart?”

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    AKA: Traumatized men throw themselves headfirst into a threesome—and use shockingly effective communication to make it all work out. Complete with: a dom, a sub, and a switch, helping your boyfriend fuck his first love, being called baby by your celebrity crush, and psychologically tormenting Kevin Day by being gentle with him.

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    19 Jul 2025

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    “Too deep—too deep, I can’t—please.” Kevin throws his head into Jean’s shoulder.

    Jeremy quickly studies his face. “Jean, his eyes are watering. Maybe give him a break.”

    Jean drops any weight of Kevin’s he may have been holding, causing the other man to ragdoll into him. Kevin heaves, trembles, twitches as he’s stuffed full without support lifting him up.

    Tears stream down his cheeks; Jean licks one of the drops on his jaw. The salt hits like epinephrine, tastes like victory.

    “Remember,” Jean says, “one word and we end this. One word and it can be over. Do you wish to use it?”

    Kevin shakes his head.

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    AKA: Kevin asks to bottom for the first time. His mistake is asking Jean, who has very different moral standards regarding Kevin.

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    18 Jul 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 38

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    “What was that, princess? I didn’t hear you.”

    Princess?

    “What the fuck?” Kevin all but snarls.

    “You don’t like it? I think it suits you.” Jean's eyes slide to the chess piece on Kevin’s cheekbone.

    “Fuck off.”


    Kevin's flight gets delayed. Jean makes it up to him.

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    18 Jul 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 75

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    Ten years ago, Nathaniel Wesninski vanished into thin air, abandoning the Evermore Jaeger program and his fellow co-pilots. But running away from the inevitable apocalypse only gets him so far, and a decade later, Neil Josten's past has caught up to him. With his mother dead and Kevin Day offering an enticing reinstatement as an active-duty Jaeger pilot, Neil needs to make a decision: does he crave piloting enough to potentially die for it?

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    01 Jun 2025

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    After everything, Adam wasn’t sure that Ronan would even want to look at him – much less kiss him, touch him, or whatever else they’ve been moving toward.

    Set directly after the end of The Raven King, with associated spoilers.

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    29 May 2025

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    “Jesus Christ, I forgot Parrish was living with the Snake,” Blue interjects.
    “Snake?” Adam asks.
    “Yes, Snake. Obviously.”
    “Jane, don’t be mean,” Gansey scolds.
    “I’m not being mean, it’s his nickname. He calls me Maggot, I call him Snake. They’re our terms of endearment.”
    “Those are some very unorthodox terms of endearment,” Adam points out.
    “You’ve only known him for a day,” Blue says. “After a month you can let me know whether or not you agree with the nickname.”
    ***
    Adam is starting Harvard Medical School and finds himself with a new roommate with a chip on his shoulder. What he doesn't realize is that they both have more in common than they know, including dark pasts that have not quite let them go. The only thing that may save them from themselves is each other.
    *NEW BONUS CHAPTER* - just some sappy, emotional smut.

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    22 May 2025

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    Exy’s popularity is dwindling, and Ichirou has a bold plan to save it: an Exy-themed dating show featuring a star-studded cast. The lineup includes Kevin Day, the son and face of Exy; Allison Reynolds, the influential Exy socialite; rising star Matt Boyd; and several others, many hailing from the infamous Foxes Court.

    For Neil, participation in this spectacle is the last thing he wants—but it’s not like he has a choice.

    Dating Show AU with a side of fake dating

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    30 Apr 2025

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    Neil doesn’t understand the appeal of porn, until one day he walks in on his roommate Andrew watching it and they begin exploring it together.

    Eventually, Neil comes to find that he does like porn—specifically, the kind that Andrew films for him.

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    25 Apr 2025

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    “Should we be doing this?”

    Jean regrets asking almost the moment he does, not really wanting Kevin to stop. He’s wanted Kevin for years, and the soft touch of him is almost enough to kill Jean.

    Kevin just shrugs, though. He leans a little closer conspiratorially, lips tickling Jean’s ear in French, “We’re good at keeping secrets.”

    Jean curses under his breath with a rapid nod.

    “Just watch Jeremy,” Kevin says, his breath a little shaky. Through Jean’s shorts, the tip of Kevin’s finger finds a vein. He presses down on that with a little more interest, following it up the length as Jean curls his hands in the sheets. “Just focus on the game.”

    Kevin and Jean share a mutual admiration for Jeremy Knox. Then they share Jeremy.

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    22 Apr 2025

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    The Fae king and queens have gone away, closing the knowes behind them and abandoning their offspring to the mortal world. As the Fae have spread far and wide, their bloodlines thinning if not vanishing forever as they flee from mortal persecution... two Fae have found a way to reopen the knowes - Kayleigh Day and Tetsuji Moriyama. The Fae regroup once more, the balance of power shifted amongst them, and 'changelings' appear now and then in the mortal population.

    Andrew Doe is one of those changelings, a young child suffering in the foster system, shunned by his peers for some reason and hearing voices in his head.

    Alex - the latest name gifted to him by a charm - is on the run along with his mother from his father, using their talents as shadow walkers to slide between worlds and stay one step ahead of the powerful Fae. Except even that is not enough anymore. Except that's not Alex's only talent.

    *******
    An urban fantasy where I throw Fae, necromancy and magic at TFC characters, pretty much!

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    01 Apr 2025

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    Kevin has always had the entire world’s eyes on him, but no one has ever looked at him quite like Jean. Kevin isn’t sure how he ever forgot or let that go. They’ve fallen in and out of each other's lives, but they’ve never fallen out of love.

    Alternatively: Kevin feels lost and stuck in his 20s, and the one person he used to know everything about has changed.

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    25 Mar 2025

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    It’s been almost five years since Kevin graduated from PSU. Five years that he's played Exy professionally. Five years since he’s learned to live on his own. Five years after discovering he’s in love with his best friends, former USC Trojans Jeremy Knox and Jean Moreau.

    Five years since he’s figured out, they will never love him back.

    So, when Jeremy and Jean invite him to their house for Christmas this year, he knows this is it. It’s the finale. The last hurrah. The swan song. The final act. It’s time he lets them go, lets this foolish, one-sided love go, once and for all.

    But he might find this is harder than he ever expected.

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    20 Mar 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 14

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    Andrew Minyard and Neil Josten have been rivals since the day they were drafted into the world of professional Exy. They can't stand each other, except when they're falling into bed together.

    What could go wrong?

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    18 Mar 2025

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    In which Neil and Andrew break up, and Neil falls into Kevin’s bed. Things only get more complicated from there.

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    17 Mar 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 62

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    One day Aaron was his friend, someone he had gotten a lot closer to in the couple of years since Neil had joined the team, the pair of them falling to the wayside far more often with Andrew and Neil disappearing together. Sure, Kevin could recognise things that were attractive about him. He wasn’t attractive in a conventional way, but he had nice eyes, a cute splattering of freckles, a dimple that only appeared when he smiled really wide, his teeth were surprisingly straight and even despite his upbringing and abuse, only the right incisor chipped, slanting down into a point. He had thick, powerful legs, strong shoulders, biceps that bulged beneath his clothes when he moved his arms a certain way. Kevin could appreciate these things, but he held no real attraction for Aaron. Next day, he did, sudden and unexpected as a riptide pulling his feet out from under him in the ocean.

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    15 Mar 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 22

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    That thing, that feeling that had been following them around, the charge of electricity or tension or whatever it was reached its peak. And then, finally, finally, it snapped.
    It snapped, and it broke into pieces, like smashed glass.
    Neil was ready to let it cut him.

     

    [or, Andrew and Neil's first kiss reimagined.]

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    18 Feb 2025

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    Falling in love with the literal boy next door is sweet. Unless you're also a boy, and you're on the high school basketball team, and it's the early 2000s. Remus Lupin breaks hearts and fucks up and tries to do better.

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    14 Jan 2025

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    Wolfstar raising Harry and navigating parenthood in a (mostly) wholesome Omegaverse.

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    30 Dec 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 10

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    Remus and Sirius have sex in front of the mirrors in Remus' atelier. That’s it, that’s the plot.

    Set sometime after the last chapter of my fic naked is the new black - don’t worry no spoilers and you don’t need to have read it to enjoy the smut!

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    27 Dec 2024

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    He was Lord Sirius Black III, of the Noble and Most Ancient House, Duke of Sutherland, Marquess of Stafford, and Master of Godric Hall. He would not be sent into a tailspin by a simple tailor. He would not pine over a meagre suit. He was stunning, dripping in silver and black and deep shades of purple. It was him, his beauty, his body, not someone’s craft, that made him the powerful, imposing figure that commanded the attention of every insipid soul out there. More, they demanded. And he would be more. He would be everything.

    After the death of his father, Sirius takes up his place at the head of Britain's most influential aristocratic family. And Sirius is absolutely fine with it. After all, he has the wealth, the titles, the huge estate - plus everything money can buy. What more could he possibly want?
    But there’s something missing, a hollow ache he can’t ignore and that he's apparently determined to fill with suits. Which explains why he finds himself returning again and again to the quaint little atelier across the Welsh border. It certainly has nothing to do with the attractive tailor and his stupid smirk.

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    29,479

    27 Dec 2024

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