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"You always smell like hospital antiseptic," Ivan muttered, wrinkling his nose. "What, you allergic to soap?"
"Maybe I'm allergic to dumb jocks,"
In the world where Omegas are owned and silenced, Till survives by hiding what he is. Cold, guarded, and buried under scent blockers, he's managed to pass as a Beta - until he's forced to room with Ivan, a cocky Alpha jock who's way too curious for Till's safety.
As tension sparks and secrets start to unravel, hiding gets harder. And being seen might be the most dangerous thing of all.- Language:
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09 Apr 2026
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Ella leaned forward, her grin widening as though she were gearing up for something big. “All right, the kiddie gloves are coming off!” she announced, practically buzzing with excitement.
Ivan straightened slightly in his seat, already bracing himself. He knew what was coming next. After all, a person doesn’t just release a rejection song without raising a few eyebrows.
“For those who don’t know,” she began, turning her attention to the camera, “MAPS is a heart-wrenching song about yearning and rejection!” She let the words linger, her dramatic delivery pulling the audience in, before turning back to Ivan with a glint of mischief in her eyes. “So, naturally, everyone has been dying to know—just who managed to break the Ivan’s heart?”
The room seemed to hold its breath, her question hanging in the air as Ivan’s smile faltered, just for a second. It wasn’t the first time he’d heard it, and it wouldn’t be the last.
Or I give Ivan Hanahaki and make it everyone's problem
Or or My take on the Hanahaki trope (i.e trying to make it more logical) because I have beef with how people write it
Bookmarked by ForbiddenStrawberryjam_bloody
05 Apr 2026
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Ivan my sweet baby. Correct characterization. Bring tissues
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Ivan breathes a humorless laugh. "I don't know what it is you want from me."
Till furiously snaps back, "I want you to—" before cutting himself off. He takes a deep breath and relaxes his scrunched-up facial features before continuing, quieter. "I'm your best friend. I find you half passed out in some—fucked up garden that you've been coughing up for a year, and I'm freaking out because I don't know what's going on or—or if you'll be okay, and now that I know you're okay, the doctors are saying they can't let you go because you're too damn sick to be left alone!"
His lower lip quivers ever so slightly. Ivan, for his own sake, unfocuses his eyes until Till is only a shapeless blur of colors in the middle of a sea of hospital white.
"I'm your best friend," the blur repeats, breathlessly. "I want you to fucking say something to me."
Hanahaki disease is, quite famously, a condition born from love. Ivan is convinced that his case is the exception to this rule. And when each of his friends inevitably starts catching on to his quickly deteriorating health, everything goes spinning out of control.
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Bookmarked by ForbiddenStrawberryjam_bloody
02 Apr 2026
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The most perfect Ivan to ever been written
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Ivan is a exchange student in Germany, without speaking any german and gets assigned to Till‘s family in terms of living there for his stay in germany.
The boys do not understand each other at all, but grow slowly fond of the other.
This leads to years of longing for each other and misunderstandings, that not only come from the language barrier.
(German and Spanish sentences from native speakers)
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30 Mar 2026
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Viscount Erik Brooke—a proud Britisher he was. A British aristocrat. And I was nothing more than his slave—a sex slave. A dirty secret which was meant to be hidden away. Because they were gentlemen with spotless reflection and I could be the biggest stain.
Mira Rai, a 21st century university student, was transported back in time to India of 1920's where she must live her life as an indentured laborer in a vast tea plantation before she catches the eye of a cruel Viscount.
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17 Jan 2026
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Church readings/ random burst of energy reads