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Simon had thought about this. Thought of seeing Soap again, of what he’d say. Fuck knows he had endless hours of loneliness to fill. To think and think some more. To overthink his fucking thinking. To rehearse bullshit conversations he’d never have. Catastrophize, wish for encounters that would never come to pass. Hate himself for hoping, hoping so loud he gave himself a bloody headache.
But here was his chance, one of those conversations laid out before him, waiting to be had, and all Simon could say was, “Johnny, let go.”
Many years after they've both left the service, Simon and Johnny get another chance at their almost relationship.
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04 Nov 2025
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There’s a teddy in Soap’s bed; a beaten-up, old brown bear. Well-loved, if the state of the fur is any indication. Ghost lets out a choked laugh, mostly at his own expense. He wishes he was there, suddenly, wishes he was by Johnny’s side as he walked through the doorway and realised that his childhood room was waiting for him like a time capsule. Wishes he got to see the embarrassed scrunch of his face, the way the tips of his ears would flush red.
Soap has a whole second life, outside of the SAS. He’s got a mother, and a poorly-decorated bedroom, and a bear. All Ghost has is a flat that will be the same it is today as it will be the day he dies, like he was never even here at all.
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07 Jul 2025
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Soap is not ready to date, it's only been 2 years since he divorced the love of his life and with 3 kids in tow, there are not many people willing to go serious with him, though that doesn't mean he isn't willing to try.
Ghost isn't ready to date, not when he's too focused on getting his husband back, but then he receives a message from a man who enticed him just as much as his husband did the first time he saw him, so he tries.
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divorced ghoaps who accidentally find each other again.
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19 Aug 2024
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Soap paused, picking up the pen. He looked over his list. Three columns, “yes”, “no”, and “maybe”. He pulled the paper close. Hesitating, he underlined a single item, then crossed out the rest of them one by one. When he finished, he looked back at Ghost, as if daring him to say something about it. When Ghost didn’t, Soap pushed the paper over, crossing his arms over his chest.
Underlined was “kneeling” under “yes”, the only thing left on the page. It didn’t matter what the other “yes” items had been, they were very clearly in the “no” column now.
Ghost forced himself not to feel frustrated, had to admit to himself that Soap might be the most challenging sub he had ever had assigned into one of his units.
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17 Aug 2024
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They say that once the sun sets on the village of Keldbrook Cross, something will whisper your name out in the forest. They say that if you get caught out at sunset, strange shapes will peer out at you from between the trees, stalking closer as the night grows darker. They say that if you walk the village streets at night, a tall black figure only known as the Keldbrook Ghost will walk with you.
Paranormal investigator and content creator Soap MacTavish heads to a small village in the English countryside with nothing but a rumor and a love of adventure to guide him. From the start, there's something different about this ghost hunt, and something different about the skull-faced creature that watches him from the shadows.
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- 5/8
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30 Jun 2024
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Of the many kinds of devotion, few can be accomplished alone.
Tav (Toulousa) is a wood elf Oath of Ancients paladin and takes her Oath very seriously. Gale is the loneliest man alive, in his opinion. The acceptance and fulfillment they have found in their faith is mirrored in one another.
Act 1: Chapters 1 - 27
Toulousa interlude: Chapter 28
Act 2: Chapters 29 - ?Series
- Part 1 of AHDS Expanded
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28 Mar 2024
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Ghost arches a critical, amused brow just to watch MacTavish scowl. “Well, there’s your problem, sir. Maybe if you stopped fuckin’ women half your size you’d be gettin’ somewhere past the halfway mark.”
“And you’re suggestin’ what — that I find some girl and stick my prick up her arse?”
“It has to be a woman?”
MacTavish stares at him, struck silent. Ghost inches his knees apart and tries and fails to keep the smirk off his lips when his captain’s eyes drop. He watches as MacTavish’s throat bobs, swallowing heavily before he rasps, “I’m not gay, Riley.”
Ghost nods easily. He doesn’t spit the word, at least, doesn’t cringe away at the mere suggestion. Just a statement: he’s not gay, so he hasn’t considered asking a man. “‘S alright,” he grins, lilts his tone into something blithe and oblivious as he bends his knee, frames the bulge in his leggings just so — “More for me, I suppose.”
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- Part 1 of love's a fire
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06 Feb 2024
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Soap's not gay, but his growing obsession with Ghost has him questioning his faith.
But he'll do everything possible to prove it to himself and God, even if it means having Ghost - the figure of sin himself - fucking a woman with him.
It's hardly gay if she's there, after all.
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A civilian propositions them both on leave, and Ghost and Soap fuck a woman together instead of just talking to each other.
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04 Jan 2024
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Dr MacTavish is a well-known surgeon dedicated to saving people’s lives. However, while trying to save lives he is constantly visited by the last person he could ever want to see. Death will show up every day trying to take the souls of the people that the doctor is trying to save and it's up to him to avoid the Spectre of Death that he just can't seem to shake off, especially when his heart burns every time he sees the reaper.
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Soap is a doctor and Ghost the reaper in charge of taking the souls of the dead to the afterlife.
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06 Dec 2023
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"Don't touch," Soap ordered. The widening of Ghost’s eyes as he reluctantly lowered his hands back down to his sides sparked a feeling inside Soap that he didn't know was there.
He was going to enjoy this.
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Soap sits on Ghost's face until they're both satisfied.
Edit:
I wrote another chapter because I felt the need to and I have no self-control :)
Edit 2:
And another!!
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20 Oct 2023
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With his 50th birthday steadily approaching, Simon has everything a retired SAS officer could want. He has a beautiful house, a beautiful daughter, and a wife he loves dearly.
So he has no excuse for the teenage babysitter currently choking on his cock.
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The one where filthy old man Ghost has a midlife crisis fuelled entirely by Soap Hole©
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28 Sep 2023
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In a fit of insecure jealousy, Soap’s longterm boyfriend proposes a threesome to help fix their crumbling relationship.
Soap doesn’t think it’s a good idea, but Ghost seems strangely eager to offer his assistance.
If only so he can break them further apart.
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Soap’s boyfriend hedges his bets, but Ghost’s playing for keeps.
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22 Jul 2023
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A Barber Shop AU.
Simon has retired from the military, and is now learning how to acclimate to civilian life. After a recommendation from his old Captain, and too many nights spent frustrated over his appearance and inability to find comfort from someone’s touch, he finds himself smitten with a barber named Soap at an ex-military run Barber Shop. Soap just so happens to know exactly how to soothe the stress from his body while simultaneously teaching him that he deserves to be handled with kindness and love, not just as a puppet of death.
aka Soap gives Ghost a bomb ass head massage and Ghost pretty much immediately falls in love.
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- 4/?
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26 Jun 2023
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Creation Both Haunted and Holy (Made in Glory) by SpacePunx
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
26 Mar 2023
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Right then, in a room that was about as secure as a cardboard box and fuck-you kilometers away from rank and responsibility, Soap knew in his bones that Simon “Ghost” Riley was an instrument of salvation.
You can take the boy out of the Catholic church, etcetera. You know.
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Just a whole lot of very detailed hardcore throatfucking and rimming to the tune of being kinda religious about it.
I mean it, I cannot stress how kinda gross and spit-filled this is. Ye be warned.
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21 Jun 2023
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Soap has been wrangled into visiting home for the first time in a long time for Christmas.
Ghost volunteers to go along with him.
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- Part 1 of MacTavish Christmas Special
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17 Jun 2023
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Author's Note: this fic is currently on hiatus while I deal with some personal things. Thanks for being patient with me.
For ten years it was Johnny and Simon - the kid who had everything sharing it all with the kid who had nothing. They brought out things in each other that only they understood, and they were ready to take on the world from Johnny’s Nana’s back garden.
But then they grew up, and they drifted apart, and Johnny met someone new. He got the degree he’d always wanted and he’s happy with his lot in life.
Until his Nana falls ill and he moves back to the town that holds all of his favourite memories to look after her. There’s just one thing missing.
One tall, blonde, handsome thing that he’s not seen for close to ten years.
It’s a good job then that Nana MacTavish is very persuasive.
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03 May 2023
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A chance meeting during Simon's mandatory 6 month leave changes the course of his life. He's not sure if he'll ever be out of the military, but this man has him thinking in absolutes.
Simon meets a punk named John, he finds Peace he never knew he could have in his arms.
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15 Apr 2023
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Every brush with Johnny kept Ghost coming back for more. He was an addict hunting for his next hit. Sometimes it was a pat on the shoulder to signal they were on the move, a fist bump after a good mission. A brush of hands passing a cup of tea across the counter. Nothing that should linger but somehow Johnny stuck to him like a burr.
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Ghost finds himself warming to Soap, unable to stop himself from falling a little more everyday. What do you do when you find something that feels more important than the job you've shaped your life around?
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05 Apr 2023
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To take the edge off his maddening attraction to his aloof and inscrutable Lieutenant, Soap decides to try his luck with the local barflies off base.
To prevent Soap from fucking anyone else but him, Ghost offers himself up under the guise of mutual stress relief.
Soap thinks he’s just taking one for the team, but Ghost has just had everything he’s ever wanted fall right into his lap.
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17 Mar 2023
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The Shield and the Shadow by a_platypus, Martuzzio, TrashBard
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
09 Nov 2024
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Ghost knows he's destined to spend the rest of his life going through the motions of being the sharp, shadowy knife those in power use to backstab one another. He's made peace with it. He's a professional. His newest contract, at least, seems promising. Taking down the head of the Royal Guard? A welcome challenge.
Sir John "Soap" MacTavish is far too busy to be fucking around in the frozen arse-end of Anfēowern. He's got an entire team of knights to direct, a king and a prince who are hell bent on making his life as difficult as possible, and an incoming visit from the king of a neighbouring country that will surely plunge his next few months into complete chaos. He’d love a day off. Fuck, he’d love five minutes off.
Fate must have a dark sense of humour, because Ghost and Soap are about to collide.
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- Part 1 of The Shield and the Shadow
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11 Mar 2023