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    “Need a bet to get laid, Rozanov? You’re really that desperate these days?”

    “Nostalgic, maybe.”

    “Wow. Big word.”

    “Shut up, Hollander.”

    Shane shuts up.

    “When I win,” Rozanov continues. “I get you for…twenty-four hours.”

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    Shane and Ilya are in rival frats in their senior year and it's time for the annual Greek Olympiad. A bet is made.

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    03 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 53

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    Anyone else left with a gaping hole in their heart after Wolfbird Ch. 13/14? While we await Opal’s return, this is my outlet to assuage mine.

    This is an alternate universe—a divergent branch that picks up after Ch. 14 and finishes the story. Told entirely through text messages and mixed media.

    Both men continue to fight silent battles: Ilya, trapped in survival mode. Shane, drowning under perfectionism & identity crisis. Two worlds tethered by one connection. Can Hollanov find each other in this life?

    Of course, directly inspired by Opal’s incredible Wolfbird <3

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    03 Jun 2026

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    A “what if that CGM photoshoot never happened” AU.

    Shane Hollander has spent his entire life in control. His career, his image, his relationships, his body. After a season where everything cracks, he makes one reckless decision. An anonymous request through a premier service built on discretion.

    A masked encounter. No names, no awkward hesitation, no conversation. Just one night where someone else takes the choices away.

    What Shane doesn’t know is that the man who accepts the request has wanted him for years.

    And his rival Ilya Rozanov knows exactly who he’s here for. What started as a single night becomes something much harder to walk away from than either of them expected.

     

    *The non-use of archive warnings tag is due to the CNC content. The CNC content is admittedly a bit tame compared to some

    I wrote this as a practice dive into writing this specific kink genre, apologies if it’s clunky. I also wrote this in a manner that is pretty heavily sensory-stacked in some parts, it’s intentional because I like it (I know not everyone enjoys stacked descriptive words).

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    Ilya Rozanov, a professional dom, lives in the space between. Between shifts, between countries, between versions of himself. Control is what keeps things from falling apart. Control, and distance.

    Shane Hollander lives the life that might have been his. He spends his NLH career closing distance, closing gaps, moving toward things instead of away from them.

    When a chance meeting at the animal shelter crosses their paths, something unexpected carries between them, like a call, waiting to be answered.

     

    *This work is a remix/ heavily inspired by Wolfbird (OpalApparition), including people and locations. Previous read of Wolfbird not required.

    a *what could have happened if they met in a different way and made different choices.*

    It’s sweet, has (mostly/eventual) soft landings, and features many puppies who absolutely did not ask to be a part of this, and one very dramatic chiweenie who did. 

    *Thank you to OpalApparition for the permission to write this*

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander hasn't heard from Rozanov in quite too long. He figures that both his cowardice and the risk of their affair turning into more has had his Dom drifting apart from him.

    Ilya Rozanov is running on fumes and an emptying bank account. He can't bear the thought of asking for help. Even in his darkest moments, he doesn't dare call the menacingly appealing number labeled S.H. at the top of his contacts.

    Fortunately for the both of them, Svetlana has no such qualms.

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