Hidden_Joy
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just not home by Hidden_Joy
Fandoms: เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV)
12 Feb 2025
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“Say it.” Bison’s voice is a command.
Kant’s eyebrows furrow.
“Say it’s not your fault.”
Kant’s eyes go a bit wide. “I…”
Or.
Kant goes to see Bison in prison.
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he is my blood by Hidden_Joy
Fandoms: เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV)
28 Jan 2025
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Bison’s gaze is piercing as he looks at Kant. “You have to understand what you’re asking me. He’s a child. He’ll be stuck a child forever. He won’t get to have friends or a normal life. Everything you’ve worked so hard to protect him from, his innocence you’ve worked so hard to preserve, it won’t matter. He will have to hurt people, to kill them, he will be a monster,” Bison explains firmly.
Kant shakes his head. “He’ll be like you. You’re not a monster.”
Or.
Kant asks Bison to turn Babe.
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head above water by Hidden_Joy
Fandoms: เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV)
28 Jan 2025
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“It turns out I’m not as over my fear of the water as I thought,” he explains quietly.
Style raises his eyebrows a bit at Kant. “Yeah, no shit,” he offers, voice a bit teasing. “That’s not how fear works, idiot. You have to actually face it if you wanna get over it.”
Kant raises his own eyebrows. “Are you suggesting I keep taking Babe and ruin that for him?”
Style laughs. “No, of course not. But if you wanna get over it, maybe you should go to the pool yourself,” he suggests with a shrug.
Or.
Kant faces his fear of the water. Slowly.
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hand in unlovable hand by Hidden_Joy
Fandoms: เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV)
09 Jan 2025
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“You’re a fucking idiot, you know that? What the fuck were you thinking, jumping in the water with your hands tied?” he asks, and there’s almost anger in his voice.
Kant expected anger, but not about that. It has his eyebrows furrowing. “You told me to,” Kant points out simply. Like it should be that obvious. Because it is to him. Because of course he jumped. What else was he to do?
Or.
Bison saves Kant.
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there is no sign of land by Hidden_Joy
Fandoms: เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV)
03 Jan 2025
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Kant is twenty-one when he has to become a parent.
He’s twenty-one when he drops out of college and moves back home to take care of his little brother. He’s twenty-one when he makes himself and Babe a shitty life raft out of a shitty job with shitty pay that barely keeps them afloat.
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Kant and all the ways he's drowned in his life.
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My version of the Red Hook party scene and how Philip and Lukas deal with being out at school.
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Eyewitness Week 2017
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All my Jonnor one-shots in one place.
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Warpaint and it's side-stories.
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this is not how the damage gets done by benmitchells
Fandoms: เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV)
27 Jan 2025
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The wound is smaller than Kant thought it would be, considering how much blood came out of it. It doesn’t look too bad, either, all things considered – it’s scabbed heavily and turned a little red around the edges, but not to the point that it’s a cause for concern. Kant knows what an infection looks like – has seen his fair share of them after a client has failed to look after their fresh tattoo – and considering Bison has no other symptoms, Kant’s not exactly worried, but still-
“You need to stop getting this wet,” he tells him, swapping out his cotton pad for a fresh one. “You need to stop moving around so much too. It’s a miracle you haven’t popped your stitches yet. From here on out, if you need to do anything, tell me first, I’ll do it for you, ok? And for God’s sake, stop going into the ocean-”
“Yes, dad,” Kant looks up just in time to catch him rolling his eyes, but when Bison catches him looking he smirks, tongue darting out to wet his lips. “Or should I say daddy?”
Kant and Bison, tending to wounds.
Bookmarked by Hidden_Joy
03 Feb 2025
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you're an angel, i'm a dog by benmitchells
Fandoms: เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า | The Heart Killers (Thailand TV)
06 Jan 2025
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“Who did you get the collar out for, Bison?”
The circles stop. He stares at Kant for a moment, gaze steady as if he can see straight through him. It's terrifying. It’s exhilarating. Kant never wants him to look away.
“No one,” he says simply. His hands slide back to Kant’s hair, tugging slightly. “I wasn't planning on using it with anyone. It's brand new, just came yesterday in the mail. The battery was flat so I charged it, just to see what it was like.”
Kant pretends his next breath doesn’t come a little easier.
“And what is it like?”
“It hurt,” Bison confesses after a long pause, “but in a good way.”
Kant almost smiles. Almost says isn't always like that, where you’re concerned?
“Put it on me.”
Kant finds Bison's shock collar.
Bookmarked by Hidden_Joy
07 Jan 2025