HolyFuck_ImAboutToDie
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The fear of being different by HolyFuck_ImAboutToDie
Fandoms: Loki (TV 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
05 Jan 2025
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Loki turned the light on before moving to the sink to splash cold water on his face. Drying his face off he looked up at the new mirror in front of him expecting to see his usual reflection but instead an unsettling feeling filled his stomach.
or surprise surprise Odin being a bad parent has messed Loki up
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- Part 2 of Loki has issues
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The fear of losing this by HolyFuck_ImAboutToDie
Fandoms: Loki (TV 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
27 Oct 2024
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when fight or flight response meets one traumatised god of time.
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Loki is recovering from saving all of existence leaving his powers a little out of sorts. what happens when a panic attack triggers his time slipping causing the god to see a few familiar faces...
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- Part 1 of Loki has issues
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Loki has issues by HolyFuck_ImAboutToDie
Fandom Loki (TV 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
05 Jan 2025
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“Don’t have a coronary, Harrington. I think I can handle standing in place and rotating at a negative speed all on my own.”
Steve tilts his head, assessing him in a way that Eddie wants to memorize, maybe chisel its likeness into stone and construct a new Parthenon to house it.
“Take off your shirt.”
Eddie’s heart flips. “What?” he asks, mouth dry.
“Think you can handle it by yourself, 'big boy'?” Heat floods Eddie’s face at the callback. “So prove it. Take off your shirt.”
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Eddie hadn't planned on living. He wouldn't have thrown himself into the mouths the beasts if he'd thought he would have to suffer through the consequences. But he did and he does. Now, he's holed up in the (un)dead police chief's secluded cabin with none other than the former King of Hawkins as his handler. Maybe the bats were the easy part, it's Steve Harrington he has to survive.
Bookmarked by HolyFuck_ImAboutToDie
03 Oct 2026
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When Steve gets trapped in the Upside Down, Vecna offers him a deal: become lieutenant of the monster armies and gain some of Vecna’s power, in exchange for being the bait to lure his friends back to rescue him. Steve takes the deal, believing wholeheartedly in the Party’s ability to save him and finally kill Vecna, but discovers quickly that his power to infiltrate the memories and dreams of people in the real world is very limited; in fact, he can only visit one person in his new monster form.
Thus begins Steve’s haunting of Eddie Munson, who, coincidentally, has been in love with Steve since they started secretly hooking up after a Halloween party in 1984.
Or: Steve is Kas, and also Eddie's secret boyfriend.
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Bookmarked by HolyFuck_ImAboutToDie
27 Sep 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
Fucking beautiful - bye speed racer you would have made a great feral house cat if you weren't a slightly hellish bat creature thing 😔
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each dawn brings the quiet promise of new beginnings by aetherealmoss
Fandom Stranger Things (TV 2016), The Black Phone (Movies - Derrickson)
09 May 2026
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Bookmarked by HolyFuck_ImAboutToDie
21 Sep 2026
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Bumped to the lowest step on the social ladder after his fight with Billy, Steve gets roped in with the cheer team. What starts as a favor to help them out when one member breaks her leg in turn for protection from the brunt of the bullying, sets the universe on a different path.
He befriends Chrissy and grows as thick as thieves with her. Over the summer he adds Robin to his friends as well. Meanwhile Eddie seems to have taken an interest in the fallen king, but Steve can’t figure out quite yet why Eddie is talking with him. Flirting with him?
AKA a rewrite from after season 2 till after season 4 where Chrissy survives and Steve and Eddie get together that explores Steve's fall to the bottom of the social ladder and the what if he was gay and knew.
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Bookmarked by HolyFuck_ImAboutToDie
25 Jul 2026
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Bookmarked by HolyFuck_ImAboutToDie
07 Jun 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
Physical contact powers steve/kinda super strength plus sister ellie plus hopper looking after them (after some light threats from steve basically telling him to fuck off)