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i don’t know what to do (about this dream and you) by lukehoodings
Fandoms: 5 Seconds of Summer (Band)
03 Nov 2025
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Calum’s breath hits his cheek. Luke’s brain is white noise now. Calum’s never touched him like this before. His mouth, his face. Not the stupid space at the corner of his lips that Luke didn’t even know was sensitive until right this second. And it’s not just the thumb on his lip that’s doing it. It’s his eyes, the way they linger, pinning him down more effectively than any dream-Calum ever did.
“What happens in these dreams, Luke?”
The thumb leaves his lip, slides down to his chin, coaxing. Like he’s trying to pull the truth right out of him. Luke swallows hard. His voice doesn’t want to exist. Calum’s eyes don’t move, don’t blink. They’re heavy on him, dark, focused, expectant.
Luke hasn’t confessed anything, not really. But the way Calum’s looking at him now makes him feel stripped bare. Like the truth is already written across his forehead in Sharpie and Calum’s just waiting for him to read it out loud.
Luke exhales, shaky. “I think you already know.”
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17 Jun 2026
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streetlights are creeping through my shades (i wanna kiss your 90s face) by lukehoodings
Fandoms: 5 Seconds of Summer (Band)
29 Apr 2026
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It still catches him off guard sometimes, how big the feeling is. Calum has spent the better part of his life loving Luke in the margins. In passing glances, in shared rooms, in the blurred spaces between shows and flights and being too tired to think straight. He’s spent just as long missing him too, in breaks and holidays and quarantines and stretches where life pulled them to different coasts, learning how to live with the hollow space in his gut.
But this is different. It’s missing him with the full awareness of what they are now. It’s missing him as more.
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17 Jun 2026
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The desire to kiss Luke is overwhelming. Calum knows he looks ridiculous right now, but Luke’s right there, face inches away, smiling fondly at Calum’s stupid face caught between his careful palms. His eyes are different too. He’s not looking at Calum like he wants to fuck him. He’s looking at Calum like he wants to gently cradle Calum in his giant hands like a baby chick. Somehow, that’s even worse.
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On tour, Calum starts developing romantic feelings for Luke and he thinks Luke might feel the same way. Once they get home, things get a little strange.
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17 Jun 2026
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Tomorrow, Luke is determined to have a brand new attitude because Calum really is his best friend and it’s obviously better to support him and not let his own dumb crush get in the way of a friendship that is so deeply important to him.
That absolutely does not end up happening. And if Michael was still around to witness it, he would tear Luke to shreds because, honestly, what the fuck was he thinking?
Luke doesn’t have an answer to that.
Quite frankly, he’s too high to care.
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03 Jun 2026
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play stupid games, win stupid prizes by babylonradio
Fandoms: 5 Seconds of Summer (Band)
21 May 2026
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Shut the fuck up. Please.— 5A
Yeah, it’s impolite. But Calum isn’t a saint, he’s only a high-school teacher.
He walks back to the neighbouring apartment and slams the note on the door none-too-kindly. He also pointedly slams his own door shut when he gets back to his apartment.
There’s the buzzing of speakers, and a prolonged silence. Then, Calum hears the creak of a chair shifting followed by the click of a door unlocking. He prays that his note conveyed his sentiment: I just want to get some sleep.
The chair creaks loudly as its inhabitant reoccupies it. Then,
“Sorry, man,” says the voice, presumably to Ash. “Jus’ some stray at the door.”
Calum seethes. What the fuck?
“Yeah, no,” Asshole Neighbour goes on, clearly and loudly, like he knows Calum can hear. Which is true. “No, I’d just invest in some soundproofing instead of fucking around in other peoples’ business.”
Or, Calum moves into a new apartment, but the walls are really thin. Also, his new neighbour is annoyingly loud.
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30 May 2026