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Remus Lupin knows better than to touch Sirius Black—but watching? That’s harder to resist.
Ten years. One silk-robed neighbour. More windows than sense.
After his divorce and belated coming out, Remus collects firsts, lasts, and everything messy in-between. Friends joke that his love life spins like the revolving doors at the Ritz, but one desire stays constant: Sirius—his tattooed neighbour who refuses most clothing, lives in silk robes, and somehow keeps getting finer (and more risqué) with time.
And for over a decade, their flirtation has smouldered—sometimes scorching other relationships in its wake—while Remus holds himself back. After all, he was the one who first shut the metaphorical door in Sirius’s face. For ten years, he’s believed all that's left are stolen, shame-filled, yearning glances of Sirius, taken in through windows and from a distance. But Sirius knows most doors don’t stay closed—and exactly how to coax one, make it beg to open.
This is the story of Remus’s forty-third birthday. Of the years after a marriage ends and a life begins in the middle of things: of queer joy growing like blue irises, of fatherhood, of desire, and of learning to forgive oneself for old punishments.
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Bookmarked by I_cant_name_myself
26 Nov 2025
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pink-edged petals by notatakenusername for jmrdidafin707
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
02 Feb 2025
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Every Saturday, Marlene goes to art club. And every Saturday, without fail, Dorcas Meadowes is always there.
Marlene wishes she wasn't.
No, seriously.
Or,
“You simply cannot talk Sirius, harping on about Quidditch every four seconds—”
“You wound me, Marls! You’re on the team! And like you aren’t on and on about art club how much you wanna fuck Meadowes—”
“I do not!”
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05 Jun 2025
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Moony and Padfoot are both well-known online streamers that meet in an Among Us lobby organized by Lily. They instantly connect with their quick banter and similar interests, even with a whole ocean between them.
Remus is alright with crushing on Sirius from afar. Until fans start shipping them and give them the name Wolfstar. Utterly ridiculous, of course. But why does Remus’ heart make a leap every time he thinks about it? And why, after countless hours on Discord calls, does he get the feeling that Sirius might feel the same?
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11 May 2025
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Remus is in 5th year. Sirius is in 6th.
Last year, Remus was in 4th year and Sirius was in 5th. The year before that, Remus was... irrelevant. He's not sure Sirius knows he exists.
This year, with a shiny new badge on his chest, Remus Lupin is officially on Sirius' radar. Remus Lupin is officially a pain in Sirius' arse.
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- Part 1 of Of Prefects, Pretence, and Precedent
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Bookmarked by I_cant_name_myself
26 Mar 2025
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So this is my attempt at modern Mauraders with a little twist; they are (pretty much) all PhD students.
4 years of experiments that fail miserable, Remus and Lily accidentally becoming Instagram influencers, and the Black Brothers being able to lean on each other. Throw in some Wolfstar 'will they, won't they' drama, and some Jegulily, and I guess this is the result?
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22 Dec 2024