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    After not speaking for over four months, Ilya is perturbed by headlines that Shane has suddenly married an American pop star.

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    Shane Hollander opened the door to find a 6’3 seething Russian in the hallway. “What…” he angled his head to peer around Ilya’s rigid, imposing figure. “What are you doing here?”

    Ilya shoved a magazine at him. “Annul it.”

    “No seriously. Where’d you even come from?”

    “Hollander.” Icy warning wrapped around each syllable.

    “Aren’t you presenting at the ESPYs tonight?”

    “Am home sick,” Ilya barked, pushing his way into Shane’s apartment. “Is true?” he gestured toward the magazine Shane had yet to acknowledge. “End it. Now.”

    “End what…” Shane looked down, frowning when he realized it was the fucking 'National Enquirer'. What the actual fuck? “Oh…” he breathed, the top box on the front page catching his eye. A picture of him and Mia Voegele taken in a dark club with the tag, ‘Secret Marriage?'

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.

    Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    “Just got the word from the officials, Metros are shutting Miitka down for the night," LeClaire says almost dispassionately. “Third period we’re up against,” LeClaire consults his clipboard, “Shane Hollander. Drafted 2009, current starter for the Laval Maples, posts a .905 save percentage.”

    Ilya stays where he is, rolling the name around in his head once, without much interest.

    Hollander.

    Doesn’t ring a bell.


    Inspired by that one twitter post, what if Shane was a goalie?

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    22 Feb 2026

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    In which Shane Hollander acquires a baby and Ilya Rozanov loses his fucking mind.

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    22 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 94

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    “You wanna go for a ride?” Ilya asks him, and Shane has this really bad thought that yes, yes thanks, he would really really like to go for a ride in Ilya’s fucking race car, even though the answer should unequivocally be fuck no, absolutely no, you psycho, stay away from me.

    Shane licks his lips and he looks at Ilya’s shiny black car, and Ilya’s long body and his tanned arms, and he runs his hand through his hair again. Nervous habit. Ilya notices. “What’s your name?”

    “It’s fuck off,” Hayden interrupts, putting his arm around Shane succinctly, giving Ilya a shit eating grin. “Leave him alone. He’s not interested.”

    “Think he is,” Ilya argues, not taking his eyes off of Shane for one solitary second.

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    Shane is a sheltered omega and the Boston Police Commissioner’s son. He’s never once broken the law or talked to anyone who has.

    All that is about to change when Jackie and Hayden introduce him to the world of underground street racing, and it’s current star—Ilya Rozanov.

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    20 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 56

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    5 times someone touched Shane Hollander in a way that made Ilya want to burn the place down. 1 time Ilya got to touch him exactly how he wanted.

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    Shane Hollander is the superstar of one of the most violent, dangerous, and discriminatory contact sports in existence. Hockey is no place for an Omega to stick their nose in. But Shane isn’t ready—and never will be—to let his secret secondary gender limit him.

    Not even for the possessive Alpha who has sworn to keep his secret and share his nest every chance he gets.

    Who, as it happens, is also Ilya Rozanov, his greatest rival.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov thinks it's probably best to decline the invitation to the 2017 All-Star Game. It's not swaggering, knothead alpha male bullshit; it's a survival strategy. He doesn't think it'll end well for anyone if he's forced into playing an instinct-driven, blood-pumping sport like ice hockey with Shane Hollander right now, not when Hollander is probably going to bring his new girlfriend to Tampa for the weekend.

    But it's Hollander. It's Shane. So of course Ilya doesn't decline the stupid invitation. And of course the game goes sideways.

    That doesn't mean it doesn't end well.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Shane is an omega passing for a beta thanks to suppressants, until he finds himself hospitalized and can no longer pretend.

    The NHL is not ready for omega Shane Hollander. Not even close.

    Least of all Ilya Rozanov.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    In the frozen shadows of Montreal, Dr. Shane Hollander is the city’s most brilliant trauma surgeon, precise, untouchable, and relentlessly perfect. He lives by rules, ethics, and the suffocating expectations of a life he’s never dared question. That is, until Ilya Rozanov crashes into his emergency room like a storm straight from Siberia.

    Ilya is a ghost from a brutal Russian mafia dynasty: rich beyond measure, dangerously charming, and running for his life

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    12 Feb 2026

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    In 2021, Shane Hollander reveals his relationship with former rival Ilya Rozanov to the shock of chronically online people worldwide, who’ve spent the last decade convincing the world he’s secretly in love with his teammate Hayden Pike

    feng (she/her) @flowerfeng · Apr 3, 2021
    gotta feel bad for shane hollander. like imagine everyone wishing you were in a secret gay relationship. and you gotta spend your career swearing you’re not in a secret gay relationship. but you ARE in a secret gay relationship. just w the wrong guy

    booboo the fool @cinnacin · Apr 4, 2021
    shane hollander w a hand on the bible: no im not in a decade-long secret relationship w fellow hockey player hayden pike
    roger cromwell: ok say it again without the hayden pike part 
    shane hollander: sweats nervously 

    (Or, imagine if #Shayden was the #LarryStylinson of the HR/GC universe)

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Welcome to 2025 MHL — where being gay isn’t a scandal, but having the Big Bad Russian Alpha Captain of Boston Raiders openly thirsting over the Pretty Omega Rookie of Montreal Metros definitely is.

    Nineteen year-old Shane Hollander just wanted to play hockey. After a viral scandal – collapsing on the ice and experiencing his first heat on national television during the International Prospect Cup – the Montreal Metros gave him a chance to rewrite his narrative. A life-changing entry contract. A media spotlight. And the title of the first omega in the MHL.

    Enter Ilya Rozanov: twenty-nine-year-old MHL veteran, Boston Raiders captain, and resident villain fans love to hate. An alpha who never forgets a pretty face once he’s seen it.

    And Shane Hollander has a very pretty face.

    A story for those who love confident, experienced Ilya courting a shy and overwhelmed Shane, who tries very hard to pretend he doesn’t enjoy it. Expect a ten-year age gap, primal tension, and an alpha taking care of his Babyboy Shane in public and private. Potential daddy kink.

    Semi-omegaverse. No mpreg. No babies. (I don’t like babies, sorry, lmao.)

    Slow-burn progression.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Five times Ilya thought of having a baby with Shane + one time Shane talked about having a baby with Ilya

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    06 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov knows at least a few things for certain. He knows he is the best hockey player of his generation. He knows he never wants to go back to Russia again. He knows he could never be mistaken for anything but an alpha. But, most importantly, he knows that Shane Hollander is an omega, and he is determined to prove it.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander loved Ilya Rozanov, so much that it was going to kill him. He has to make the most of the time he has left after the Olympics, before the roots really take hold.

    AKA your basic Hanahaki Disease fic, full of pining, mild body horror, sex, and eventually some well-earned comfort.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.

    Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane’s relationship first—and decide that instead of letting their captain move to fucking Ottawa, they’ll just kidnap a his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Shane assumed he was a beta. Better a beta than an omega. Omegas couldn’t play in the NHL, and Shane was about to enter his rookie season. Sure, he’d have preferred to be an alpha like his mom. But being a beta was fine. Normal. Shane needed to be normal.
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    Presenting a week after World Juniors, after playing against Ilya Rozanov and getting a nose full of the scent of cinnamon and pine, like a fire he’d have in his cabin, Shane’s career was over before it even started. Luckily, one of his friends has a solution. Work at her nightclub and sell his pheromones as perfume. Completely anonymous. No one would know it was hockey's biggest what if. Except…the man who made Shane present.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Against his better judgment, Shane ends up joining the NHL’s celebrity Alpha Auction.

    The problem is not the spotlight, his questionable status, or the not-so-high stakes competition; it's Ilya Rozanov, who knows a little too much and is determined to push Shane to the edge.

    It's only six days, what could be so very hard about it?

    Or Shane Hollander has been hiding his omega status his whole life. Somehow, Rozanov finds out. Even worse, they’re trapped in a hotel together for six long days.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    “I’m pregnant.”

    “Pardon?”

    “I’m pregnant.”

    “Yeah, I heard you the first time. I was giving you the option to take it back.”

    “Take it back? Why would I do that?”

    “You’re not funny. Shane, genuinely please tell me what’s going on. Stop fucking around with me.”

    “Hayden, there’s a bun in my oven. I’m going to be eating for two. I’ll be out of commission for nine months. What other ways can I say this? I’m not fucking around with you. This isn’t a joke. I took four tests. I’m pregnant.” Shane said without a smile on his face. There was no laughter between his words. Hayden fell silent for a minute staring wide-eyed at Shane like he had seen a ghost.

    “Holy fucking shit.”

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    Shane is pregnant with Ilya’s baby. He proceeds to try to avoid Ilya while keeping the baby a secret. He’s not the best at avoiding Ilya though.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    “I have an offer.” Ilya Rozanov says, casually leaning against one of the lockers, hard enough for them to rattle. “For you. Us.”

    “I'm not accepting sponsorships right now.” Shane sighs and there is a beat of silence before he hears a soft chuckle.

    “Not that, Hollander—” The name sounds too rough, raspy, heavily coated in amusement, and a little too suiting.

    “What do you want?” Shane snaps, turning to the unfazed guy.

    “So angry.” Ilya tsks.
     
    “I want a night. With you.”

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    A russian mafia AU with way too much yearning, voilence, smut, featuring an obssesed Ilya Rozanov who thinks killing a man in a fist fight would be much easier to deal with than to leave Shane Hollander alone.

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    17 Jan 2026

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