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"Buck? You okay?"
"Fine."
Buck's voice is choked. He sounds like he's in pain. Eddie flicks the light on. Buck's face is covered in sweat. He's biting down on his wrist, trying to stifle any sounds of pain. Eddie runs over and kneels next to him, eyes scanning him for any injuries. Did he miss something earlier? He had checked Buck over and hadn't seen anything. Fear roars through his veins, drowning out everything else.
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21 Jun 2026
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Buck stands on the edge of the pier. The cold fingers of the wind curl around his arms, as if beckoning him closer. It's sickly ironic that he's choosing to do it here. To end his life in the place where he fought so hard to keep it. But maybe there's some poetic justice in that. He was always meant to die. He's simply finishing the task the world has repeatedly failed. So many times he's almost been killed, and yet for some reason he survived. Why him? Why was he deserving of life when others weren't? He has nothing to give. He's worthless. Broken. All he does is hurt the people around him. He wants so badly to die. So why can't he just fucking jump?
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21 Jun 2026
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The 118’s crew still mistreats Buck even after the lawsuit, Buck takes it in his own hands to solve their problem.
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Drunk and sh!BuckBookmarked by Ines_morais
21 Jun 2026
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Buck used to love being in the water. But now, the water terrifies him. After the tsunami, being underwater doesn't offer the calm he so desperately craves. The sound of voices underwater reminds him of the screams, the way he choked and felt the ocean fill his lungs.
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21 Jun 2026
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Buck is back at work but no longer back in the good graces of his family. Besides Hen, everyone else is still bearing a grudge, especially Bobby and Eddie. Buck decides to take a break and go out of town, but what happens when he comes back to find everything is chaos. A switch at the last second, human error, a switched off phone, and relationships forever changed.
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21 Jun 2026
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“From now on… It’s all a gift.”
Dying was supposed to serve as a fresh start for Evan Buckley. After all, what other purpose could having a new chance at life be if not that?
What he failed to consider was the sheer amount of trauma he’d already gone through in his life, starting up long before the lightning strike.or: Evan Buckley hasn’t been able to catch a break in his life and all that 30 years worth of trauma is about to come crashing down.
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21 Jun 2026
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What would happen if Eddie and Buck were together during the lawsuit? Eddie had kept his cool for his boyfriend, but feelings slip eventually. How would Buck cope in a world where everyone had turned his back on him, and then his boyfriend leaves with the slam of the door?
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21 Jun 2026
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Eddie knew better than to go to an underground ring where they were way less vigilant about fighting dirty. He ends up at Buck's door and everything gets laid out.
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21 Jun 2026
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I don't believe in fate (but I do believe in you) by Demiwitchwoodwalker
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
21 Nov 2024
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Every muscle in Eddie locked up the second he was out of the truck and rounding the corner they were being led towards, gaze drawn immediately to the ladder truck standing in the middle of the recreated street, its ladder fully extended, and– and there was Buck again, hanging from the end by nothing but the harness Eddie had pulled tight on him before telling him “Alright, cowboy, go get em,” words that had almost been the last thing he ever said to him. There was Buck, limp and strung up like a marionette puppet. There was Buck, water pooling on his turnout coat and falling to the ground below in splashes like some morbid, gruesome version of the cones at waterparks. There was Buck and he wasn’t breathing, his heart wasn’t beating, he was gone. Again. Rain seemed to sting his skin, cutting his face, his hands, his arms, his neck like small needles falling from the sky, and there was a scream, a desperate call of a name pushing at the back of his tongue, begging to escape, and–
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Five times the Universe tries to tell Eddie something through reminders of past near death experiences and the one time when he finally listens.
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21 Jun 2026
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“Hey,” Eddie breathes. He pulls his hands away and Buck wishes he hadn’t. He meets Eddie’s gaze, and this might be the only thing keeping him from shattering. “Tell me what happened?”
And Buck would be sick again if he had anything left to give.
“You’ll hate me.”
“You know that I won’t,” Eddie says simply as if this is the clearest truth that he has ever spoken. He shifts to sit back against the open door, his feet coming to rest by Buck. “Will you tell me?”
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Or Buck calls Tommy and helps him understand some groundbreaking information. But when things go wrong, Eddie is there told hold Buck up.
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21 Jun 2026
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if you could see it through my eyes (you'd understand my fear of everything in sight) by sweetsorrowss
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
10 Dec 2024
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“How do you…”
“Know your name?”
Buck knows he’s missing something important, something he could die over. He can feel it, on the tip of his tongue. This strange man, with the hard jaw and a crooked nose, like it’s been broken before. Steel-toed boots. And then…
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the 118 responds to a fire, but buck goes missing during the call.Bookmarked by Ines_morais
21 Jun 2026
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“Are you hurt”
He’s the one;
Bleeding.
Dying.
Buck has a flashback to the shooting, Eddie is the only one who can calm him down
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21 Jun 2026
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“Maddie?” It was silent over the line for a long moment—too long—and Eddie shifted forwards, throat tight. What was going on? Why– “Maddie?”
A sob cut through the silence, a choked, broken sound, and Eddie could feel the way his breath got trapped in his chest. He’d been at Maddie’s side when Buck was struck by lightning, when she found him after the tsunami, when she barreled into his hospital room after the ladder truck crushed his leg, when they found Chim on their wedding day, and– and he’d never heard her sound like that. “Maddie, what–”
“They got Buck. Buck’s gone. They took him, they took Evan.”
The world stopped. And it didn’t keep turning. Because– Buck.
“What?” His voice sounded faint to his own ears, cracked, broken, shattered, and Chris jerked to look at him again, dropping the blankets clenched in his fists and turning to face him as his feet slid off the couch to the floor. Fear shone in his eyes, and– and Eddie’d forgotten how well he could read his reactions now.
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The Before, During, and After of Buck being kidnapped and Chris coming home, connected by their phone calls.
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21 Jun 2026
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Buck had been through so much in a short time span of five months and he felt like he’s never been more alone in his life.
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Buck self-harms to cope and someone finds him after.
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21 Jun 2026
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Everything was fine. The sun shined just as bright as the day before. The birds still flew. The leaves still fell. Kids still played on the playground. Everything was fine.
Until it wasn't.
It's always the days that go off track. A slight change of plans. That's when the earth decides to go off course. That's when the higher power takes control. Buck had taken the day off. He wasn't supposed to. He was supposed to be at the firehouse. With Eddie. Cap. Chimney. Hen. Ravi. He was supposed to be safe. But at the end of the day. Everyone's lives are handled in the hands of the universe. They're just puppets, dangling from strings. Before whoever is up there decides they're done, and let's go. Call it for the dramatics. Realism. Or just boredom. But eventually all good things come to an end. Eventually you will die. And everyone around you will die. And it won't matter how you live your life, cause no one will even remember who you are.
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Buck chaperones on Chris' Feild trip when someone breaks out a gun.
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21 Jun 2026
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After his breakup with Tommy, Buck falls hard for Noah Carter, a charming ICU nurse who quickly becomes part of the 118 family.
But as Buck grows distant and withdrawn, Maddie is the first to realize the truth: Noah is abusive.
Before anyone can help him, Buck disappears.
After a desperate search ends in Buck’s rescue, he’s left struggling with trauma, nightmares, and the aftermath of surviving Noah.
When Noah makes bail and attacks Buck again, Eddie refuses to let him face recovery alone and brings him home to live with him and Christopher.
Somewhere between healing and heartbreak, Buck realizes the safest place he’s ever been might be with Eddie Diaz.
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21 Jun 2026
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Carlos Reyes is living a double life — Austin police officer by day, undercover military operative by night. Tasked with exposing a domestic terror cell targeting first responders, Carlos is forced to lie to everyone, including TK. As the threat draws closer to Firehouse 126, Carlos must choose between protecting the mission… or the man he loves.
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16 Jun 2026
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Paramedics are in short supply so when a neighbouring firehouse asks the 126 to borrow one of theirs due to being shorthanded, they send TK.
At first TK is glad to be of assistance and everyone seems to love him, everything is going well.
But as the days pass, TK can't shake the feeling theres something up with their Leutenant Jay.Bookmarked by Ines_morais
16 Jun 2026
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EN: A bomb in Austin's bank makes Carlos deal with his feelings and his family when TK steps in front of a gun to save him.
PT-BR: Uma bomba no banco de Austin faz Carlos lidar com seus sentimentos e com a sua família quando TK entra na frente de uma arma para salvá-lo.
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- Part 1 of Ever Since New York
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16 Jun 2026
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“I’m scared Eddie…”
“What are you scared of, Evan?” Eddie’s voice cracked, because he *knew*…and nothing he could ever do would change what happened.
“…I’m scared of what I m-might remember…and I don’t want it to h-hurt again…”
“I don’t want it to hurt you again either…I’m sorry…”
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16 Jun 2026