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Ivan is brilliant, kind, and deeply fractured. He suffers from chronic pain in the form of debilitating migraines, masking the severity of his condition with charisma and a dangerous cocktail of prescription medication, alcohol, and emotional suppression. Till, full of life and artistic energy, is oblivious to the depth of Ivan’s suffering and the quiet love Ivan carries for him. Their relationship is charged with unspoken longing, misaligned affection, and a tenderness neither knows how to name properly.
Amid this, Ivan begins to experience strange, symbolic dreams. Vivid but fleeting, heavy with emotion and meaning he can’t quite grasp. He wakes from them shaken and often in pain from a triggered migraine. But something in them feels different. Like his body remembers more than his mind does. As if these dreams are trying to tell him something, and whether they mean everything or nothing at all, they are beginning to bleed into his waking world.
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Till Forever Falls Apart by Wesperbrekkered for space_be_spooky
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
09 Jul 2024
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Once was acceptable, twice was a coincidence. Three times though—
Oh no.
This was not the first time he’d lived this day. And Ivan had the horrifying, stomach dropping realisation that this wouldn’t be the last.
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An Ivantill timeloop fic, but with one (or two) unexpected twists!
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Till always said he wanted someone to protect, someone soft, someone delicate.
Ivan was none of those things. He was tall, powerful, and born an Alpha in a world where that meant everything... and nothing to the one he loved.
So he stayed silent. Watched Till fall for someone else. Watched him smile in ways he never did for him.
Loving from a distance was bearable, until Ivan discovered a way to change. A way to maybe become what Till wanted.
Even if it tore him apart.
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𝘖𝘳
𝘐𝘷𝘢𝘯, 𝘢 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘈𝘭𝘱𝘩𝘢, 𝘵𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘢 𝘱𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘮𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘯 𝘖𝘮𝘦𝘨𝘢.
[𝗡𝗢𝗪 𝗪𝗜𝗧𝗛 𝟮 𝗦𝗘𝗤𝗨𝗘𝗟𝗦]
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- Part 1 of For What I'm Not (With Sequel/s)
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"Hunter stared up in cold terror, blood still dripping down his chin, at the chunk of flesh Belos was holding up. His tongue. His uncle had cut out his tongue.
Belos turned it side to side, examining it. Then his sharp gaze landed on Hunter. 'Don't look at me that way, boy. This tongue was a privilege. A privilege you abused. Thus a privilege that has been revoked.'"Or, being the Golden Guard is much more difficult when you can't speak.
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07 Nov 2025
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You Pray With Your Knees On The Ground For The Things That You Need (With Your Lust And Your Greed Weighing Down) by Lucifer_Countri
Fandoms: Haunted Hotel (Cartoon)
25 Oct 2025
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He hiccups, sputtering as water spills from his mouth and nose—anything to get it out, to get himself out. He just needs to be anywhere but that room again.
He bolts from the tub, snatching his clothes in a trembling handful and hurling himself toward the nearest vent. Katherine doesn’t follow, doesn’t even move to stop him—but he scrambles faster anyway, as if she might change her mind.
Later, when the panic ebbs into a cold, sour shame, he curses himself for being so pathetic. The matriarch will think there’s something wrong with him—when it’s the vessel that’s broken. He hates it: the flesh that binds him, the nerves that twitch and tremble without his consent. It doesn’t listen. It never has.
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25 Oct 2025