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  1. Public Bookmark 42

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    Cid is about to kill something. Maim it. Take its head off. Murder it.

    It’s been three days now. Count them: three. He’s tried everything he’s ever known: fast and dirty, slow and teasing, even just a normal pace. Lightning doesn’t help, just leaves him kind of twitchy. Less or more oil doesn’t do the job. Not even toys are helping.

    It’s been three fucking days and no matter what he does, Cid can’t come.

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    24 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 47

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    He breathes out, relaxing and reaches for the lil bag in the corner. With a (somewhat) permanent place, Clive felt sure enough to leave a few of his possessions behind when he left the hideaway. Some gil, the handwritten book, and -

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    24 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 70

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    The kingdoms of Storm had many torrid secrets: the true nature of Dominants was chief among them. A long-held secret from the general populace was that, more often than not, the blessing of the Eikons was also a curse.

    Power was drawn to power. Embodying that power had untold changes one the vessel's form. That form had untold political ramifications, long since weaponized by Storm's ever-warring factions. Split into Alphas and omegas, the Dominants had long been key to the tenuous peace between these kingdoms and empires.

    Such things went over Clive's head. The rules of Dominants did not apply to him, after all.

    Or did they?

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    24 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 40

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    Post-canon. Spoilers to the whole game.

    Cid wakes up alive, which is something he didn't think would happen. He's also on a beach he doesn't recognise, which further complicates things.

    When he comes across an unconscious Clive that's definitely older than Cid remembers, he knows he'll have much more to catch up on than just the immediate aftermath of the Drake's Head destruction. Hopefully, he'll have Clive by his side.

    Post-canon. Spoilers to the whole game.

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    24 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 40

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    They had an arrangement, he and Cid. They had fallen into sex months ago, fulfilling a shared need between them. But it wasn't more than that. They would fuck, and then Clive would leave, going back to his own bunk for the night. It had worked well, despite Clive's budding feelings which he kept firmly to himself. That is, of course, until Cid refuses to let him leave one night, falling asleep with his arms wrapped around Clive. And Clive takes the chance to share his feelings with his sleeping bedmate.

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    24 Nov 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 46

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    It's typical enough banter for them that Cid doesn't think any further on it. He assumes Clive doesn't, either.

    That is, until he walks into his solar a few nights later and finds Clive kneeling on the floor in a real corset, with panties, stockings, and garters to match. The whole damn ensemble.

    Clive is gracious enough to give him a full minute or two to gawk before he clears his throat to get Cid's eyes back up to his face. To the insufferable smirk that lingers there. "Seemed like you could use a lesson on what a corset actually is," he explains smugly. It's unfair how damn calm he seems, kneeling there with his relaxed hands resting on his knees and not the slightest hint of shame.

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    23 Nov 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 67

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    Cid wasn't sure why the King had decided to send him to the ruins of Phoenix Gate other than to confirm that, yes, two fire eikons trying to destroy each other could really make a fucking mess. Trying to navigate his way up the castle around the giant fucking crater without being caught by Imperial troops was an experience Cid could have done without.

    All he actually got out of the trip was a cat. Or maybe better said, a bedraggled, matted black kitten.

    Or: Clive is sometimes a cat.

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    23 Nov 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 31

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    Cid's latest mission: assassinate Clive Rosfield, longtime leader of Rosaria and permanent thorn in Waloed's side.

    Things don't quite go to plan.

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    23 Nov 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 86

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    In which Mid goes home while on break from school, meets the new recruit, and meddles in her father's affairs

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    23 Nov 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 57

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    “Well, pardon the intrusion,” he drawls. “It simply looked to me as though I had a damsel in distress situation.”

    The lad flushes prettily, which absolutely does nothing to dampen Cid’s amusement. “I am not a damsel, I was in distress, and I had it.” He stomp-squelches his way out of the swamp.

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    Or, a chance encounter introduces Cid to Clive Rosfield, who's admired Cid for years. Apparently, all of Rosalith is eager to get the two even closer.

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    23 Nov 2025

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    ***SPOILERS FOR END GAME***

    Clive and his Eikons never expected to wake up. Not after the battle at Origin and turning to stone like all Bearers and Dominants do. What happens if through twists of fate, Clive becomes Logos sooner?

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    22 Nov 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 91

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    Cid and Gav share a drink in his solar after work, and their conversation turns a bit more personal than Cid would like.

    “So, I'm just going to come out an’ ask it.”

    “I can see you two have a thing for each other. So why aren’t you doing anything about it?”

    **Bonus chapter: Epilogue**

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    22 Nov 2025

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    “Founder,” he gasps, tears welling unbidden to his eyes. “Cid.

    Cidolfus Telamon stares down at him, expression cold. He keeps a safe distance even if Clive were to stand—not that he can. He's lost all feelings in his legs.

    Clive's chest heaves. “No… I…” He swallows and rasps around the deep ache in his throat, trying not to cry. “You can't be Cid. He's dead.”

    “Is he, now?” Cid's achingly familiar rumble rips through Clive. The older man observes him coolly for a moment. “News to me.”

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    Or, a battle with Fallen tech throws Clive and Joshua five years into the past - and Clive finds himself presented with an opportunity he regrets never taking advantage of prior.

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    21 Nov 2025

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    Clive doesn't die on that beach, as he expects to. Instead he wakes in the Nysa Defile, eikonic powers and memories intact. He doesn't know if he sent himself back in time, or if Ultima did, or if it's some sort of twisted afterlife. But in the end, it doesn't matter.

    Because as long as he's still breathing, he might as well make himself useful.

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    21 Nov 2025

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    “When you went feral before, as Ifrit, mind, I was able to put you down.” Cid rubs his jaw thoughtfully. “Could do that again when you’re in heat, stop you from hurting anyone. We would probably –”

    “Yeah,” Clive interrupts, his face aflame. He sits back down. He understands what Cid is offering and why. Heats alone were agony. Even a shit partner was usually considered better than none. It was even possible that the matter of Clive’s heats had already crossed Cid’s mind, and the man likely assumed that Clive would either find his own partner, and if he couldn’t then Cid would offer to see him through it. It was just the sort of thing that Cid would do, helping someone who needed it.

    Then Cid adds, “I can admit it’s not complete selflessness on my part. The thought of you alone, in heat, gone mad with suffering…” His voice dips into a low growl. “Don’t like it much.” The smell of static fills the room and Clive suppresses a shudder.

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    21 Nov 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 89

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    Cid managed to remove himself from Clive just enough to look at him. His lips a delicious pink and slightly swollen from the making out they had done against the door before either of them had managed to open it. Cid blinked at him. “Everything alright?”
    “Yes, everything’s fine.” Clive pushed himself further up on the desk, now sitting on it to put a bit more space in between them. He took a breath, knowing fully well why he was feeling so nervous. “I just… I have to tell you something first.”

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    20 Nov 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 16

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    Clive's been away from Cid for the longest amount of time since he narrowly survived Oriflamme, and he doesn't react as expected.

    Aka he's so desperate to know Cid's alive he's going to edge him all night.

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    20 Nov 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 11

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    Basically a fix-it scenario for after Oriflamme. This is canon what do you mean.

    Based on my wonderful friend, Noct’s beautiful comic piece that made me cry for at least 48 hours straight, please show his work some love: https://www.tumblr.com/nelyth-v/725936251221491712/i-love-redrawing-canon-scenes-that-totally

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    20 Nov 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 22

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    In that fraction of a second Dion understands two things:

    One, he has no chance of dodging the blade about to bury itself between his ribs.

    Two, he is not going to die here.

    Out on a hunt, things go—not as wrong as they could have.

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    20 Nov 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 41

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    Clive and Dion met at the Remembrance Ceremony twenty years ago, and started to build a friendship that was cruelly severed by the events at Phoenix Gate and afterwards. But when they come back together again, will their history change the path they are both on?

    Follows on from Eves of Gentle Whispers and For all the words I should have written.

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    ' “Now, it ain’t none of my business an’ all an’ I know that. But Clive… are you sure you know what you’re doing?”

    Clive raked a hand through his hair and laughed wryly. “Gav, I don’t have a clue. Not about any of it. But Dion… Dion I am sure of.” '

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    19 Nov 2025

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