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    Running to the frontlines from a childhood he never had. Taking a bat to the wall with his son in the next room. Having an affair with the spitting image of his dead wife.

    Eddie knows he’s never been good at grieving, knows he’s never been good at losing what little he allows for himself in the first place. This is why he also knows his coping mechanisms can’t possibly get any worse.

    Buck, as he so often does, makes him reevaluate his assumptions.

    Evan Buckley dies behind a wall of glass. It’s a shame that when he’s revived not three minutes later, no one is informed.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    Eddie meets Buck at a bar and takes him home. It's supposed to be a one-night stand, one reckless night that only exists to be forgotten. Buck's not supposed to be working at Eddie's new firehouse.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    Three months after losing Bobby, two months after Eddie leaving for Texas, and one month after giving up on repairing what grief has already hollowed out, Buck signs the resignation letter before anyone can stop him.

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    Another amnesia fic no one asked for

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    19 Jan 2026

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    When Buck falls from a parking structure during a high-stakes rescue, Eddie is left to grapple with the sudden, crushing loss of the one person he never fully understood he loved. Stranded in El Paso with only Chris for company, Eddie finds himself unable to reach anyone from the 118—Bobby, Hen, Chim, Maddie—all of them silent, leaving him to face the weight of Buck’s death alone.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Before Eddie can think of any more excuses, Buck bursts back through the surface of the water with Eddie’s body in his arms.

    Eddie looks down at himself, still kneeling on the dock, and then at what is unmistakably also him in the water. Buck sucks in a great gasp of air, but the Eddie in the water doesn’t. His head slumps limp onto Buck’s shoulder, and the puzzle pieces of the last few minutes suddenly fall into place.

    Finding himself back on the dock with no memory of how he got there. Buck unable to see or hear him. Eddie’s hand passing right through him.

    Oh. He didn’t make it out of the water. He drowned.

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    After an injury on a call, Eddie finds himself something he never expected to be...

    A ghost.

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    16 Jan 2026