KatHowardApologist
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Glitter at A Pride Parade by KatHowardApologist
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Mar 2026
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"Every surface, light pole, and body packed into the street blocks was an explosion of color.
And everyone was so happy. So full of joy.
Pride, Shane realized. He’d never really understood why it was called that before."
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When you've lived your entire adult life in the closet, you miss out on one of the best parts of being queer - the LGBTQIA+ community. At 30 years old, Shane has still not gotten a chance to experience Pride until now!
Or The Ottawa Centaurs are invited to walk in the Ottawa Pride Parade in August after Shane and Ilya get back from their honeymoon. Shane has to navigate being a newly minted queer icon, learn to love in the spotlight, and finally feels accepted in a community he didn't realize that he was missing.
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We Raise Our Cups To Them by KatHowardApologist
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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It's a sad song, its a sad tale. Its a tragedy. But we sing it anyway.
From the second Shane enters Ilya's Boston house, what comes next is an inevitable tragedy even when Ilya doesn't say Shanes name on the couch. It's a tragedy, even when Shane stays the night. It was inevitable that Shane was going freak out. Unlike Greek tragedies, though, Shane and Ilya's happy ending is also inevitable.
Or, Ilya doesn't say Shane's name on the couch, so they have more time, which only makes Shane's pending meltdown that much bigger.
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Do it for the bit by KatHowardApologist
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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Set in an alternate universe where Shane and Ilya were only outed to the Montreal Metros but are not out to anyone else. Shane still moves to Ottawa (because fuck Montreal) and joins the Centaurs, but they don't tell anyone about their relationship... Until now!
If you have read my fic Never Tell Me The Odds, this was a part of the original first draft for chapters 6 and 7 but I changed things as I felt the tone was a little too crack-filled to fit with the rest of that story. Other than the context above, you don't need to have read Never Tell Me The Odds to get this!
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Never Tell Me The Odds by KatHowardApologist
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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The prologue picks up mid-book 6, but rather than Brad posting the video to Twitter he sends it directly to the Montreal Metros. In this universe, Shane and Ilya are not outed to the world, but Shane is still kicked off the Metros team and transfers to Ottawa.
This fic follows Shane and Ilyas first year as teammates, settling into their lives together after getting secretly married over the summer. In this timeline, Shane learns to heal from the wounds of being outed to his team, Shane and Ilya get to ease into being a full-time couple before being thrust into the spotlight, and they get to navigate coming out on their own terms.
After a decade of the world being too hard on them, I just really wanted my favorite husbands to find a soft place to land. While the road is still long and difficult, this AU is all about putting them back in control of how they want the world to see them. It also gives so many more hilarious opportunities to watch other characters react to them coming out.
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Shane Hollander Vs. A Mental Closet of Glass by KatHowardApologist
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
07 Feb 2026
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Five times that Shane Hollander forced himself NOT to learn Russian and one time he didn’t have to.
Inspired by the time that Shane was so far in the closet that he hooked up with a guy for 7 years before coming to terms with the fact that he was gay. He’s definitely not letting himself learn Russian until he comes to terms with the fact that he loves this man.
Mostly deluded yearning with the tiniest sprinkling of smut as a treat
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Shane and llya are Idiots in Every Universe by KatHowardApologist
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
22 Feb 2026
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can i ask you a question (centaurs on centaurs) by writinginasnowglobe
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Mar 2026
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Tweet by @OttawaCentaursOfficial
March 1, 2022You asked, we…did something slightly different. Tune into our Instagram starting next week for Centaurs on Centaurs, a brand new series of short episodes where you’ll get to see your favorite hockey players interview each other!
Or, the Ottawa Centaurs' version of Actors on Actors.
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Faulty Planes and Paper Rings by Dr0psofaninkpen
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Mar 2026
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Wyatt’s gaze shot up and it was like one of those moments in a fucking movie or something.
Because the person bursting through the door like an absolute tornado at two in the morning was Shane Hollander. The man looked sweaty. And breathless. And panicked. No, haunted. His eyes were wide and tortured, chest heaving like he’d run here from Canada.
What was he doing here in Tampa and not in Canada?
Oh. OH. Oh shit.
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**Spoilers for Book 6: The Long Game - Canon-Divergence**
What if when the Centaurs plane trouble occurred, Shane immediately jumped on a flight to Tampa?
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influential men by lyric_ghost
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander, captain of the Boston Raiders, is the the undisputed best hockey player of his generation. But he’s lonely. His relationships with women have never worked out, and he’s afraid he knows why.
Ilya Rozanov is a charismatic, openly bisexual personal trainer and influencer. His Insta is half thirst traps, half brutal and perceptive hockey critique.
It’s no surprise, really, that Shane falls for him so hard and so fast.
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Pansies and Lilies by StardustMary
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Mar 2026
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Blueberry
-So I got a boyfriendHarris Drover
-OMG!
-CONGRATS!
-THAT’S AWESOMENobody
-congrats manBi-King
-Is he hot?Or
Ilya makes a group chat for queer players in 2017, will that be big enough change?
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If This Is It... by S_D_Blackthorn
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Heated Rivalry (Book), The Long Game (Book)
09 Mar 2026
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When a petty morning argument is the last thing Ilya says to Shane before he boards the Montreal Metros’ team plane, he thinks the worst consequence will be a bruised ego and an awkward apology.
Instead, the aircraft declares an emergency.
As social media explodes, the hockey world halts, and Shane’s Instagram messages turn from apologies to goodbyes, Ilya is forced to confront the one truth he’s been hiding longer than his feelings:
Shane Hollander is his. And he may have just lost him.
A mixed-media, Long Game–era angst spiral featuring breaking news alerts, trending fan edits, locker room confessions, and the most devastating Instagram DM thread you will ever read.