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22 Aug 2026
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my collection of anonymously published hollanov fics
usual disclaimers:
1. i use NHL instead of MLH/MHL (cant ever rmmbr if the show uses MLH or MHL so i just use NHL), but i mostly just refer to it as the League
2. i use Stanley Cup (same reason as above)
3. i will mix book and show canon when it suits my narrative
4. i reuse themes a lot but the fics here are not connected unless they're published under a different collection
5. fics reference songs, poems, movies, tv shows, other literary stuff---talk to me about them
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13 Aug 2026
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Irina survives, flees with Ilya to Boston, and marries a woman named Debbie.
Ilya's life looks a little different, after that.
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13 Aug 2026
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(hopelessly) waiting for your love by attfna
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 May 2026
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When Shane takes a hard hit on the ice, he wakes up three days later to find his reality has been shattered. But the truth is, it wasn’t reality at all. Just an elaborate set of false memories conjured by a brain injury. 'False memory syndrome' they call it. Shane calls it a nightmare he couldn't have imagined.
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Shane doesn’t have amnesia. Instead, he wakes up wanting his boyfriend only to realize his brain concocted a bunch of fake memories of a nine year situationship and Shane has no idea how to live in his actual reality that Ilya hasn’t been a part of. Luckily, Ilya is…curious.
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12 Aug 2026
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Finding your soulmate is supposed to be beautiful. You stand in front of someone and you say their full name; they say yours. Your soulmarks appear somewhere on your bodies, and it's supposed to be beautiful. Life-changing.
It's not supposed to happen a week before the World Juniors tournament in a dirty Saskatchewan parking lot. It's not supposed to be Canada's newest darling hockey player and your future rival who whispers your name. It's not supposed to be a boy that your skin blooms for.
And if that does happen, despite the fact that it shouldn't, you're definitely not supposed to lie to your soulmate's face, refuse to say his name in return, and pretend that you never felt your soulmark appear at all. And if that happens, somehow, you're definitely not supposed to kiss him less than a year later. And then later. And then later. And then later, until you realize you never want to leave his bed despite the fact that you've never told him the truth about the bear tattoo on your chest.
or, finding out that his soulmate is Shane Hollander isn't beautiful. Ilya can't pretend that it's not life-changing though.
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- Part 5 of my heated rivalry fics
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04 Aug 2026