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  1. Rec 55

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    Some lives are built twice.

    Steel and Shadows begins where other stories end: when you already know the truth, when there's no going back, when staying is the hardest decision you've ever made.

    And you still have everything left to learn.

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    06 May 2026

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    Rain didn’t stop. He disappeared into the night, blood slick on his hands, lungs burning, heart hammering.

    He doesn’t look back.
    He can’t.

    By the time he finally slows, crouched in the dark and shaking, the mask is firmly in place.
    He thinks of Phayu. Of the weight at his throat that is now gone.

    Rain presses his hand to his mouth, biting back a sound that threatens to break free.

    I’m sorry, he thinks desperately over and over. Please, forgive me.

    He doesn’t go to Sky’s dorm. He doesn’t call for help. He recognized the men. He wouldn’t put any of the people he loves at risk.

    And somewhere in the city, a small silver collar lay abandoned in the street – storm charm stained red, waiting to be found.

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    In which Rain has a past, one nobody is aware about and it comes back to get him. Where two worlds collide, secrets are revealed, and nothing will truly be the same again.

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    06 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 81

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    Tay is locked in a pathetic, barely-counts relationship with Time out of habit, despite Time's constant cheating.
    One night, when out drinking with Porsche and Pete, Macau gives Tay a ride home that turns into a surprisingly memorable evening. The two of them are so compatible, they agree to keep seeing each other, pretending it's only about sex.
    Over time, Tay finds himself carving out a space in Macau's family.

    aka
    Kinky hijinks that have this author foaming at the mouth.

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    Chapters:
    28/28
    Comments:
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    26 Dec 2025

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    Phayu and Rain are insanely in love and obsessed with each other. Phayu is the leader of the mafia in Bangkok and Rain is a beautiful, bratty and chaotic Architecture student. One morning Phayu wakes up to his hand cuffed to the bed and no rain. This is a DELICIOUSLY DARK and hilariously exciting journey of their relationship and all the drabs in between providing an insight into what happened that fateful morning.

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    Chapters:
    51/51
    Comments:
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    14 May 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 85

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    According to Yai, being the second child of Barom Singhawatthanachok the boss of one of the less important crime families in Bangkok had a lot of perks. Yai liked his life. It was fun. At least until Mangkorn Akira Chitsanupongkul came back to Thailand after spending a year abroad. Mangkorn, who was the only son of the boss of the biggest and most feared mafia clan. Mangkorn, who was a constant thorn in Yai’s side. Yai hated his guts. He hated that stupid Mangkorn with his broad shoulders and his sexy smirk on his handsome face. And his large, toned and unfairly alluring body. His... other things were probably large, too.

    Because yeah, Yai hated Mangkorn. He also really, really wanted to get fucked by Mangkorn. To get fucked hard and deep until he forgot his own name. He had an inkling Mangkorn would be good at this type of fucking.

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    21 Feb 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 76

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    As a male escort with a high-end agency, Arm assumed it would only be a matter of time before he was called to the Theerapanyakul mansion. But when he gets a booking, it’s not with Khun Kinn as he had expected. Instead, he’s booked to see the eldest son, Khun Tankhun. As they work through Tankhun’s issues around intimacy and sexuality, Arm finds himself more and more endeared to the man. Developing feelings for a client is dangerous enough for any escort, but especially when the client has a last name as powerful as Tankhun’s. Still, Arm can’t resist returning again and again to coax pleasure and trust out of Tankhun.

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    04 Oct 2024

  7. Public Bookmark 54

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    "Did you use your enigma powers on me?" Pete asks and Way hates that his voice doesn’t give anything away. He hates that Pete can remain calm and composed when Way feels like he's losing control.

    Way considers lying, but he decides against it.

    "Yes."

    Pete seems amused by his response, if the slight twitch of his lips is any indication.

    "So? What did I say?"

    Way swallows hard, feeling his throat dry.

    "You want me. To have sex with me."

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    09 Mar 2024

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    "No, it's fine." Porsche shifts to be a little less plastered against Kinn's side, straightens his shoulders and smooths out his jacket with great dignity. "The answer to your question is yes, I have really never been with any other men."

    Porsche answers questions, asks some of his own, tries new things, and fills in the knowledge gaps of his own sexuality.

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    01 Mar 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 25

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    Without a word, Kenta draws closer and gently guides one of Pete's hands between his legs. Pete holds his breath unconsciously as Kenta positions his fingers near his entrance.

    His hole is leaking, slick, and tantalizingly inviting. Kenta's cock remains erect, dangerously close to Pete's face.

    "Does it still feel like I'm doing this out of pity for you?" Kenta asks self-consciously. "Or do you still think I don't want this?"

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    12 Feb 2024

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    Sky lives by one rule: Alphas are assholes. It’s that simple. And Sky isn’t ever going to be the demure, subservient omega he’s expected to be… never again. That worldview is turned upside down when Prapai steps into the picture – or more accurately, saves Sky’s ass. He’s everything Sky expects – pushy, cocky, arrogant – and everything he doesn’t – genuine, forthright, kind. Sky doesn’t know what to make of him and can’t seem to escape him. And then there’s that small matter of biology…

    Alpha Pai/ Omega Sky

    Fic is fully written, just being edited/ getting social media completed. New chapter posted weekly. Fic is ~205k words

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    Chapters:
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    17 Jan 2024

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    They say that cauterizing the wounds can sometimes be more beneficial compared to the traditional approach to healing.

    Two months after Kim sends him the song, Chay decides to do the very mature thing and move on from his heartbreak. Even if that means accepting that all his unanswered questions will go unanswered. Even if that means facing the tiresome task of building some semblance of a new normalcy.

    Even if that means letting Kim go and playing niceties the next time he sees him (they are family, after all).

    Kim doesn’t take it too well.

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    In which Kim and Chay’s reconciliation is anything but cordial.

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    Chapters:
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    05 Jan 2024

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    Akk’s patience finally snapped. “I’m trying to be nice, asshole. You don’t have to get an attitude with me. Can you please just—”

    He broke off with a sharp intake of breath when he felt a pair of lips press against his. Only he hadn’t moved and the boy in front of him hadn’t either, which meant that the kiss wasn’t real. It was only a fantasy.

    He stood there in a stupor as the kiss became more heated, more desperate—a kiss that, if it were real, would have bruised. But then, just as quick as it had come, the phantom lips disappeared, becoming again what they actually were: nothing more than a figment of his—or, well, someone else’s—imagination.

    OR the one where virgins can feel their soulmate's fantasies.

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    Chapters:
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    09 Aug 2023

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    Aye is the new intern at Akk’s law firm. If only Akk had known that before they slept together.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    12 May 2023

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    Rain starts feeling sensitive around a certain word. He forgets the way he likes it when Phayu says it.

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    07 May 2023

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    “Do you think your mom planned this?” Alan asked a few months after they had started dating. They were in Gaipa’s bed—the same one they had made love in the first time—and Gaipa was laying on his bare chest, playing with his hands.

    “What do you mean?” Gaipa asked, tracing the lines on his palm.

    “I mean, do you think your mom somehow knew that you and me would be good together? Did she plan for this to happen?”

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    11 Apr 2023

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    NOTE: THIS STORY HAS BEEN MOVED FROM THE RAPID-FIRE COLLECTION BECAUSE IT WILL BE TOO BIG.

    Kim's long-time partner acting in a BL series has run off to gain fortune and fame in America. But Kim still has a contract to fulfil before he can focus on his new album, which means he has to pick a new partner to act in his new series.
    The person he ends up with is not what he expects, and when the kid's dual nature on and off screen starts to confuse him, he sends messages to his ex-partner trying to make sense of it all.

    You can follow either of us by the following:

    Twitter: Birdy_saurus / Oxxymoronwrites
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    Or ask to join our discord server!

    NOW COMPLETE.

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    Chapters:
    20/20
    Comments:
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    29 Jan 2023

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    "He doesn’t do that kind of thing."

    What Yok means when she tells Kinn this: Porsche doesn’t engage in sex work.

    What Kinn hears when Yok tells him this: Porsche doesn’t take men as clients.

    One day, Porsche is struggling to make ends meet, enjoying the occasional hook-up in the back of Yok’s bar. The next, Anakinn Theerapanyakul is offering him an obscene amount of money to get added to his roster of “friends”.

    The money’s good, the sex is better, there’s no way that this can backfire, right?

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    26 Jan 2023

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    27 Dec 2022

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    “What’s your name, darling?” he questions.

    “Jom,” Porsche replies after a moment, it makes a snort pass through Kinn’s lips.

    “You don’t look like a Jom. Forgive me for repeating myself but you’re a shit liar,” he says once more. He still looks amused, like Porsche is telling jokes. Porsche presses his lips together stubbornly, which makes a small smirk appear on Kinn’s lips; he looks delighted for some reason. “Tell you what, darling, you tell me your name and I will end the session now. How about it?”

    or an AU where Porsche's life is shit so he shakes his perky little bum for strangers at a strip club and Kinn books him for a private show

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    Words:
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    Chapters:
    11/11
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    711
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    111,305

    29 Nov 2022

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    Five years after Kim sends the video to Porchay, and lived their long-separated lives, they are forced back together by circumstance.
    Can Chay let go of the last of his pain and move forward, or has that moment forever poisoned the ground between them?

    Twitter: @Birdy_saurus
    Tumblr: Birdysaurus

    Inspired by a prompt request from @Middy_90 / Midania.

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    Chapters:
    29/29
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    1,562
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    2,241
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    360
    Hits:
    60,425

    06 Nov 2022

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