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  1. Public Bookmark 23

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    In Linkon City, neon light hides more than it reveals—desire is traded like currency, and every heartbeat comes with a cost.
    Kaelix, once a promising Hunter, now survives on drugs, sex work, and the thin thread of a failing heart. Caleb, her estranged half-brother turned soldier, returns to a city that’s as broken as their bond. Zayne buries guilt beneath his doctor’s mask and whiskey glass. Rafayel drowns in lust and performance, painting his grief in fire and flesh. Xavier hides centuries of secrets behind a calm smile, craving truths he fears to face. And Sylus the ruler of N109, pulls every string in the red-light district, even as obsession cracks the iron mask he wears.

    When their lives entangle, the past bleeds into the present: betrayals resurface, addictions spiral, and forbidden loves burn too bright to contain. In a city of shadows, every secret is a weapon—and every heart is a ticking bomb.

    ⚠️ Content Warning:
    This story contains mature/heavy themes including:
    💊 Drug use & addiction
    🔥 Sex addiction & explicit sexual content
    💔 Sibling incest (half-sibling)
    💃 Sex work/prostitution
    🩸 Trauma, abuse, and emotional distress

    Please read responsibly.

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    15 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    Shortly after Pei Su recovered from the Janitor ordeal, a new proposal for the Apathy-Gene Act was passed.
    As a known apathy, Pei Su was mandated to be collared.

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    06 Aug 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 16

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    Luo turned Pei Su by the arm, noticing bruises and cuts across his face. “What is this…? Who did this to you? You didn’t look like this this morning.” His hand lifted Pei Su’s chin, forcing his face left, then right. Pei Su tried to break free, hissing when Luo caught his wrist. The sound made Luo’s chest tighten. One sharp tug and the sleeve slid back, revealing a raw laceration. Luo’s voice cracked, anger and panic colliding. “Care to explain? Don’t make me lose my mind!”
    Pei Su said nothing. His hand kept moving, slicing vegetables with steadiness. Luo frowned, stepping closer. “Pei Su?” Then he saw it—blood smeared across the board, dripping from Pei Su’s fingers. His stomach lurched. “PEI SU!” The shout tore out of him. He lunged forward, grabbing Pei Su’s wrist. The knife slipped free, clattering to the floor as terror surging through Luo.
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    Luo was Forced to carve a mark into Pei Su’s neck using a sharp blade, Luo Weizhao trembled, he couldn’t do it—until a bullet shattered the wall beside Pei Su's head. With tears blurring his vision, Luo cut the skin he swore to protect. Pei smiled through the pain, whispering, “It’s okay.” And in that moment, Luo’s love became his punishment.

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    22 Jun 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 15

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    JJ Maybank dies in Morocco but he comes back in Kildare. After the crown brings JJ back to life the Pogues are struggling with healing more than just the physical scars. The trauma isn't over, and this time there's more than just murderous fathers, police charges, and family line curses to deal with, this time there's full on magic to contend with.

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    15 Apr 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 52

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    A few hours ago, he’d been curled up on the floor of the Chateau’s bathroom, dry-heaving like a loser. His throat burned, his head was pounding, and his brain wouldn’t shut up about everything he’d screwed up. Stealing from his dad, running, being a piece of shit, the fact that he’d be fucking murdered as soon as he stepped foot at his house—it had all hit him at once.

    He’d shaken. He’d cried. He’d felt every bit the damn waste of space his dad always said he was.

    And then he’d stopped.

    Gotten up. Washed his face. Fixed his shit.

    Cause JJ Maybank didn’t stay down. He didn’t sit around whining and waiting for a rescue.

    He’d done it because his friends needed him. Because John B needed him. And if stealing the damn pump meant the Pogue ran again, then that was just how it had to be.

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    Spring on the Outer Banks means two things: trouble and the Pogues finding it. JJ is fighting to keep it together at home, while John B is barely holding on after his father’s disappearance. Pope and Kie do their best to keep the group steady, but even the strongest friendships are tested when real life hits hard.

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    20 Jan 2025